Aniversary, Therapy , called the cops "triggering "

On November 7 1998 Lauren walked away from the ex , I still loved him allthough he beat me up too many times . of coarse Lori went to therapy today ,,, she didn't remember the anniversary, I couldn't stop the stupids FB kickin my arse flashbacks are no fun . Tonight lauren called the cops on the drug dealers , near us , she was scared they was goin to kill those kids cuz the mom was tellin us that the 7 year old was becoming like her father evil and she was going against the mother she said the kid was tryen to kill her .. yikes scary ***** ,,she came over and said she got some bad dope from the dealer , anyhow later he was poundin on the door at bout midnight and it freaked me out . I left a message on the husbands phone but when he came home he said his phone was dead can't sleep tonight ,,,well would you ? some weirdo knockin on the door at late hours , i hate this place i want to drive to florida but i know it would piss everyone off so weyre stuck . dam I could even deal with liven in the new house but this place has some raunchy neighbors . well we need to go in case we got to call them again . later Silver

Hi I am so sorry to hear what you are going through, I would want to get away and hide from all thoses people. Is there anywhere safe you can go? Getting away and staying away is very hard but you would be better off in the long run even if you can't take anything with you. if you stay in this enviroment it will remain the same and no one deserves to live your kind of life, especially with lots of triggers.
You may be able to get a restraining order if you need one.
Wish I could be of more help, but I don't know your whole situation.
What ever you choose I hope you are going to be alright.
Take Care