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Mar 11, 2007, 11:04 AM
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Wasting away
under the sheets of my bed to many thoughts of wanting to be dead Here I sit under a spell of torture and terror that needs to dispel Shadows in the corners Webs in my brain Echoes in my ears nothing to gain Im striving to survive clawing at lifes door struggling to breathe and live life once more and when it seems im down theres always shoes to kick my weaken broken ribs to poke me and pick i need to cry tears that are no more im in too much pain to open that door Im drowning for love Im drowning for life Im killing myself To get rid of the strife I know somethings there I feel it inside Its growing in me And i want to hide Its an evil glow Of something of past But i dont remember I hope it wont last make it go away im trying to forget ill be a good girl ill be anyones pet You can do what you want to me, anything at all you can hurt me and hit me Just dont let me fall fall farther down to the truth that dwells inside I wont be able to take it I wont be able to hide I need the adrenline so i can focus on that I cant remember I dont want to go back So here I am wasting away under my sheets Trying to pray Pray to forget Pray to survive Pray to live and yet praying to die
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#2
Mar 11, 2007, 11:08 AM
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(((((((( Inny ))))))))))))
 Hugsssss J |
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#3
Mar 11, 2007, 02:34 PM
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(((((((((((((((((((inny)))))))))))))))))))))
although very sad..............also very beautiful to me. Sending you love..
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Mar 12, 2007, 08:15 AM
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it really did bring a tear to my eye
i feel it to -the terror of memories you never wish you had keep surviving ! |
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#5
Mar 12, 2007, 08:25 AM
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(((((((((Inny))))))))) Always here for you
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