LYING MOTHER...may TRIGGER....

had a call from one of my mums friends this morning....
asking how i am which was lovely of her to think of me.

then she mentioned that it's abouT all the abuse from when i was younger and seemed to think my mum knew nothing about it.

MY MUM KNEW ALL ABOUT IT ALRIGHT. TELLING HER FRIENDS A BUNCH OF BLOODY LIES. MY MUM NEVER BELIEVED ME WHEN I TOLD HER. FROM 8 - 15 YEARS OLD. SHE KNEW HE WAS A CHILD MOLESTER BEEN IN COURT ETC CHARGED WITH CHILD ABUSE AND STILL LEFT ME WITH HIM.

OMIGOD CANT PUT UP WITH MUM S LIES ANYMORE. WHAT IS IT WITH HER. IF SHE TELLS PEOPLE ABOUT ABUSE SHE SHOULD TELL THE TRUTH

PISSED OFF REALLY PISSED OFF NOW.

SORRY

JINNY

(((((((((((((((jinny))))))))))))))))))

i dont know if this helps but i walked away from my mom bcos she did same to me..

she knew about it but said i was no tellin truth

i luv u and i believe u and i will be here while u go thru this

(((((((((bronee & Jinny)))))))))))

its so awful to have to go through this. Glad you can get mad though(((((((hugs))))))))

thanks for your support

love, jin xoxo

I have just been going throught this again. Only my Dad doesn't beleieve. I wish I could get to the anger and get through and on with my life. You have got that far. But it sure hurts doesn't it? My whole body has been sore. Is yours? i feel like someone has beat the heck out of me. Hang in there We will survive.

you know right here right now i dont feel like surviving any more

i was supposed to be going to her house to sort all this out next week but she is going to make me feel guilty and deny all knowledge AGAIN. i have had enough of all of this. i am 42 years old and it's just never going to leave me.

i need to cut her out of my life i think it is the only way and then i'll spend the rest of my life feeling guilty about that.

what's the freakin point. nothing goes right, everything is just too much too much too much. i always seem to think too deep, get in too deep, out of my depth and end up drowning. TOO MUCH
i feel used, rejected, hurt, abandoned and walked on irl.

i'm 15 again and feel rebellious i know that sounds really odd
but i feel like doing some terrible things to hurt people.
i think i'm losing it

((((((((((((((((Jinny)))))))))))))))))))))))

oh dear this isnt good,

i am so sorry. And we all thought you and your mom were getting there. Maybe its not that she doesnt believe you but doesnt WANT to believe you? Maybe she is feeling guilty that her denial kept you in such a terrible place so is covered up by more denial? And maybe if she thinks she tells everyone that it wasnt like that it might come true? I am very sorry your mom is doing that but maybe you need to tell her you cant take it anymore and that it didnt happen to her it happened to you and YOU NEED HER to face what really happened for once. Maybe if you actually say you need her she might snap out of it? Good luck sweety...i am so sorry your going through this

Jinnyann, don't forget it was one of her friends and the friend might have thrown in ideas/beliefs/needs of her own in the picture. I don't think anyone with any feelings at all wants to think a woman would know and do it anyway so the friend might have been protecting/projecting herself with the "your mother didn't know" instead of anything your mother said directly. But even if that were true, your mother shouldn't have kept quiet on that last important bit! If you're going to go into your daughter's business with other people at least tell the whole story!