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Old Jun 08, 2017, 12:50 PM
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Mostly gotta just read to a certain point....
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Old Jun 08, 2017, 01:25 PM
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So far it sounds like it has been tough to going on that. What is interfering with your motivation?
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Old Jun 12, 2017, 10:32 PM
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I've basically been sober for 3 months except
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and I'm going through Post Acute Wothdrawal Syndrome.

I'm just lying awake thinking about using. I'm going to take nicotine gum and see if that helps.
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Old Jun 13, 2017, 12:47 PM
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Felt a bit better after the nicotine gum and then felt really tired and went to sleep then woke up like I got hit by a truck until the Vyvanse.

Not craving opiates after good sleep.
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Old Jun 17, 2017, 05:33 PM
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I'm so bored because I'm too tired to do anything.

Thinking of ordering kratom to my mom and seeing if she'll approve because it's legal and it's like buying coffee pretty much I can just make tea out of it and it helps with tiredness and cravings and many other things.

Just I threw up with it on benzos so I don't think she'll approve.
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Old Jun 25, 2017, 06:58 AM
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Old Jun 25, 2017, 08:33 AM
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Way to go Child. I really admire how you aren't giving up, and keep coming back and trying after you slip up. I know how hard it is.

It'll be 13 months for me tomorrow.

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Old Jun 25, 2017, 09:11 AM
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Old Jun 25, 2017, 09:25 AM
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I'm so bored because I'm too tired to do anything.

Thinking of ordering kratom to my mom and seeing if she'll approve because it's legal and it's like buying coffee pretty much I can just make tea out of it and it helps with tiredness and cravings and many other things.

Just I threw up with it on benzos so I don't think she'll approve.
If you do too much you will barf
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21 days no alcohol.....the worst two weeks are over but this third week i still had minor withdrawal symptoms every now n then....nothing major, just comes n goes....less frequent and less intense...

...i feel good some days but im starting to get headaches like 'sober hangovers'. Had minor palpitations last night...popped a magnesium supplement and felt better...

I guess its true what they say....recovery can take up to 90 days to a year before the body begins to really heal....

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Old Jun 26, 2017, 11:35 AM
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Old Jul 01, 2017, 11:26 AM
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I have 11 days until my next milestone of 2 years.....so its 1 year 11months and 19days from alcohol!!!
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Old Jul 01, 2017, 02:50 PM
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Way to go Greentires4me. Can't wait to celebrate 2 years with you.

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Old Jul 01, 2017, 10:41 PM
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Wonderful job greentires4me!
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Old Jul 02, 2017, 08:19 PM
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Old Jul 03, 2017, 03:14 AM
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Congratulations childofchaos831!

What do you find helps you to stay substance-free?
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Old Jul 03, 2017, 06:44 AM
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Right now, I'm white knucking it. The sponsor I had/have is not working. It's hard to explain and I don't really understand why myself, but she triggers myy anxiety. I'm looking for a new one. I'm going toi an NA women's meeting on Tuesday, and hopefully I will find one there.
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Old Jul 03, 2017, 06:52 AM
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Good job hanging in there and making healthy changes as needed!

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Old Jul 03, 2017, 08:24 PM
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Old Jul 10, 2017, 03:32 AM
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Old Jul 10, 2017, 03:34 PM
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