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#376
Nov 12, 2018, 11:13 PM
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Drinking with lorazepam. Feeling depressed.
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#377
Nov 13, 2018, 12:59 PM
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Yesterday I reached my milestone of 40months or 3 years 4months.
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#378
Nov 13, 2018, 05:05 PM
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Way to go Greentires4me. That's awesome.
splitimage
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#379
Nov 13, 2018, 10:03 PM
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day 13 for me...
 bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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#380
Nov 14, 2018, 08:50 AM
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| |Up and down |And in the end it's only round and round |Pink Floyd - Us and Them | |bipolar II, substance use disorder, ADD |lamictal, straterra | |
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#381
Nov 15, 2018, 07:41 AM
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I'm coming up on a month. It'll be a month in 3 days. Mostly feeling good. Glad I made the decision to go back on Antabuse.
splitimage
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"I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn. "If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba
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| Bill3, bizi, emgreen, Guiness187055
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| Bill3, bizi, Ella68, greentires4me
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#382
Nov 15, 2018, 04:08 PM
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Congratulations splitimage!
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#383
Nov 15, 2018, 04:18 PM
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It’s been 3 months and two days, but I am struggling right now. The urges to get blind drunk are overwhelming. I don’t know how long I can push it down.
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Tired of feeling lost, tired of letting go. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Tired of wasting breath, tired of nothing left. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Failure. Failure - Breaking Benjamin |
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#384
Nov 15, 2018, 04:59 PM
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(((((whisperingskye)))))
What helps you when strongly urged to drink? Would it help to speak here about, or to journal about, whatever might be going on such that the urges are so high? |
| bizi, whisperingskye
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#385
Nov 15, 2018, 06:59 PM
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I don’t know what helps, normally my partner. She helps keep me on the straight and narrow. Stress levels are high right now. My partner is in crisis. Waiting for a bed to become available so she can be admitted. I’m just drained. And I really really just want to drink. It’s just hard right now. I don’t know if I’ll have the willpower to stay sober when she isn’t here, because right now it’s very much on my mind.
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Tired of feeling lost, tired of letting go. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Tired of wasting breath, tired of nothing left. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Failure. Failure - Breaking Benjamin |
| Bill3, bizi, Ella68, emgreen
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#386
Nov 16, 2018, 12:46 AM
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I am sorry that your partner is in crisis....
bless you both. ((((HUGS)))) bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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#387
Nov 16, 2018, 03:24 PM
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I hate everything
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| Bill3, Ella68, UpDownAround, whisperingskye
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#388
Nov 17, 2018, 07:05 AM
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whisperingskye, I totally get how overwhelming it is when the urges to drink are really strong. Would it help you to focus on being there to support your friend, who is in crisis. I find that when I have to be there for someone else who really needs my support, that I can sometimes push through the urge to drink.
Hang in there. splitimage
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"I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn. "If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba
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#389
Nov 17, 2018, 09:53 AM
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(((((whisperingskye)))))
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#390
Nov 17, 2018, 03:45 PM
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Congratulations. 
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| |Up and down |And in the end it's only round and round |Pink Floyd - Us and Them | |bipolar II, substance use disorder, ADD |lamictal, straterra | |
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#391
Nov 18, 2018, 07:09 AM
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Yay - today is officially a month. That's the longest I've made it in ages. And the best part is I have no real desire to drink. Part of that's the Antabuse, and part of that is how badly my last relapse scared me, both in terms of how sick I got and how long it took me to recover.
Keeping going, one day at a time. splitimage
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"I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn. "If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba
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| Bill3, bizi, emgreen, whisperingskye
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| Bill3, bizi, Ella68, greentires4me, whisperingskye
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#392
Nov 18, 2018, 02:38 PM
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Well done splitimage!
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| bizi
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#393
Nov 18, 2018, 11:25 PM
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congratulations split!!!!
you are doing great! bizi 
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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#394
Nov 19, 2018, 01:30 PM
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3 days that I quit smoking. That's like 30 cigarettes that I didn't smoke damn...
Using the nicotine patch and gum |
| bizi, Ella68
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#395
Nov 20, 2018, 10:10 PM
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I'm trying to learn meditation but I have a bottle of wine. I looked up how alcohol effects meditation and it's like the opposite of meditation.
I don't know what to dooo I know.. I'll meditate |
| bizi, Ella68
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#396
Nov 21, 2018, 09:36 AM
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| |Up and down |And in the end it's only round and round |Pink Floyd - Us and Them | |bipolar II, substance use disorder, ADD |lamictal, straterra | |
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#397
Nov 21, 2018, 01:09 PM
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I like meditating, and it's something I do frequently. But I definitely have to be sober to do it effectively.
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"I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn. "If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba
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#398
Nov 22, 2018, 06:59 AM
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100 days. Thats a nice number
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Tired of feeling lost, tired of letting go. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Tired of wasting breath, tired of nothing left. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Failure. Failure - Breaking Benjamin |
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#399
Nov 22, 2018, 07:19 AM
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A wonderful number!
Congrstulations!
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#400
Nov 22, 2018, 08:38 AM
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happy thanksgiving yall!
bizi 
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
| Bill3, Ella68
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