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Mar 19, 2009, 01:26 PM
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i am sick of getting drunk, overprescribing meds, hash, never thought i would admit the last one, and i am on day 1 today. Only for the support and friendhips i have here , i dont think i could do it, so ty
 I admit i feel angry today, and sick but i know i can , have to fight this. i want to live and stop running all the time. love ya guys Angel xx
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Mar 19, 2009, 02:00 PM
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Anything worth having is worth fighting for so stand strong and battle this out. 
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Mar 19, 2009, 02:30 PM
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Your doing GREAT hun. Just keep it up. you made it this hour you can do another one. just take it one hour at a time. Your life is worth fighting for. YOur kids will be proud of you. I know they love you but now they can say look what my mom did. You CAN do this.
I will be on on and off all day. When you see me say hi. you can vent to me anytime you want. That is what I am here for. (((((((((angel)))))))) Diana
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Mar 19, 2009, 02:37 PM
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((((((((((((((( angel )))))))))))))))
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Mar 19, 2009, 02:52 PM
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angel!!! how remarkable!!! day 1 is better than day zero, you keep taking baby steps and you can do whatever you set your mind to. When you get tired and need a break, I'm sure teary won't mind if we join the picnic!!!
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Mar 19, 2009, 03:38 PM
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Day one is good! It's the first step of many leading to a more peaceful and serene way of life. Please keep posting and let us know how you are, ok? We Care I Care Cap
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Mar 19, 2009, 10:30 PM
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i tried, 4 hours yesterday, 8 today, i want to but cant. Why cant i
 i got sick of being sick today, was unreal, sorry tomorrow another day i guess hugs and i mean sorry i feel like a failure and let all my friends here down. 
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Mar 19, 2009, 11:17 PM
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I'm proud of you angel for doing this. It is time to stop running. You are so brave for taking this on. I know you will succeed! Take one small step at a time. I am here for you, I love you. Hugs, Hubby
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Mar 19, 2009, 11:46 PM
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Hi,
First of all i appreciate your willingness to overcome your drinking. You are a very brave person. If you have it in your mind, then no one can stop you. Your will power is very strong. If want any support. Please pm me. I will be very happy to help you. Mach |
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Mar 19, 2009, 11:57 PM
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Each time you get a little bit more. You are strong and CAN do this. I am here for you. Soon you will be off the beer altogether. Keep trying and DONT give up.
(((((((((((angel)))))))))))) Diana
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Mar 20, 2009, 06:11 AM
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(((((((((( angel )))))))))))
You can do this! Don't give up! - Cat
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#12
Mar 20, 2009, 09:40 AM
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You are not a failure and guilt is a wasted emotion. Many of us, including myself, made several attempts before we achieved more than one day. The only day that counts is today--staying clean and sober for another 24 hours. You can do this, Angel. Don't berate yourself, please. Pick yourself up so to speak, and start again. Addiction is a very seductive but lying demon...it promises to make us feel better but we find that it has only made things worse. You are doing good by recognizing its' power and you can use this as another stepping stone towards gaining a measure of peace. Peace and Power to you, Cap
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Mar 20, 2009, 10:11 AM
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Thinking of you.
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Mar 20, 2009, 10:42 AM
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Congratulations on making the decision! It will take whatever it takes as you walk the steps toward abstinence.
You can increase your odds by widening your approach. Utilizing Alcoholics Anonymous is a tried and true method. One can always pick up a lot of tips and support by attending meetings. It beats doing it by yourself! Keep posting.
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Mar 20, 2009, 03:45 PM
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 Hey Angel! Just want to add a few words of encourgement! Don't give up before the miracle happens. Remember to keep saying to yourself that you can do it! You're very strong and determined to give up this way of living. You'll be so happy to be a sober woman. Give yourself a break! Move a muscle, change a thought!! Easy does it! But do it. Give time, time. One Day At A Time, one hour at a time, one minute at a time. This too shall pass. We all love you! very much and we are all rooting for you. You can do it! Love and peace, Kathy Denial is not a river in Egypt...lol
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Mar 20, 2009, 05:02 PM
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 Thank you all so much for your love and support. I phoned my doc and got prescribed Librium. The puking has stopped  , I am trying to work on the steps with my bestest virtual sponsor and friend ever, but i am struggling with the higher power thingy. But i am working on it. I've managed to stay off it today and boy it feels good not be live in a bucket lol. I did open a can but i thought f it, i dont want to go through that again ever, but havent as yet managed to throw the drink away. But i am sober and don't want one so thats good. Thank you all so much again and when i feel a bit better i so want to give back. So if anyone ever needs anything , my pm is always open. Take care all ( i still blame seeing the Leprauchan on paddys day though hehe) Love you all Angel
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Mar 21, 2009, 12:33 AM
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That's very good angel, I'm glad you don't want a drink. Pretty soon you will be able to throw the drink away. One day at a time. I know you can do it. I send all my love and support to you. I think your amazing too!
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Mar 21, 2009, 05:08 PM
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i got my meds yesterday but said talk as prescribed, so stupid me took 2 , 3 daily. went back today, as they have 6 more and they wouldnt give me them. They said that was for the weekend so i am pretty pissed at them
on a positive note i got a lend of the aa book and read chapter 3 and it made sense. my friend is gonna get me the book when he goes to a meeting on monday. i am really struggling but i am trying my best and this is the first time that i can get to understand a bit of aa and stuff. guess thats a improvement, but i am so griggin angry and keep rememberng stuff i would rather forget. anyway thank you all again so much love you all so much angel
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Mar 22, 2009, 07:50 AM
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so if you do step one successfuly one day at a time for now, you're a winner! so glad you're sick and tired of being sick and tired. there are many wonderful things to come by staying sober. thank you for sharing with us about your struggles and by being honest with yoruself and us. we are here for you, friend.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle. The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand |
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Mar 22, 2009, 11:27 PM
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Angel,
Please make sure you eat breakfast, lunch and an evening meal. Your nutritional needs are very important right now. Snacks are important too! Fruits, trail mix, etc. It's time to pay attention to what you put into your body in a whole new way. You can do this, one step at a time. Keep posting.
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Mar 23, 2009, 12:12 PM
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Take care of yourself, Diana
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Mar 23, 2009, 07:48 PM
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******************ANGEL******************
You are taking care of Number 1 !! So glade to see this! You Can do this!! God Bless Holmes |
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#23
Mar 24, 2009, 03:35 AM
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i am still messed up, trying so hard it is too hard
i want it so much but i cant forget it sorry love ya guys dont deserve the support
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Mar 24, 2009, 05:51 AM
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go angel you can do this.....
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Mar 24, 2009, 06:08 AM
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(((((((((((((((( angel ))))))))))))))))
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