Daily "Drop Off Your Anxious Thought"

I guess I can't leave my brain here forever and I've come to pick her up. Hope she didn't cause too much trouble.

Anxious thought to leave on my way out: This is 2011, not last year. Things change. People can change

Anxious thoughts to leave here:

What if he is ill? What does those symptoms mean? What if I have to move, where will I go, will it be noisy and stressful there? Is it safe enough to rest or am I not noticing something important?

Anxious thought
I wont be able to get into see my Pdoc in time before another attack, but I can't change that, he's not in right now, so I guess I have only one option... Leave it here, for today.

I'm going to be a big sister...

What if something goes wrong with my mother during pregnancy?
What if my relationship with my parents changes?
What if they don't see me as a big sister since I am so much older?
What if my parents see them as a better child?
What if I am horrible at being a sister?
What if my parents are the same with them as they were with me?

After I initially posted on this thread, I had anxious thoughts that I can now also drop off here

Did I kill the thread by posting?
Was I bad to post?

I can take a deep breath, relax, and remind my anxious self that I am not bad.

My anxious thought for the day is Im so tired and i just woke up from a pretty good night of sleep.So many things to do no energy for none of them.

Mine just so happens to be, I'm to anxious to do anything, I feel like crap because of anxiety, and still can't get in to the doc.... not to mention, I'm not motivated to do homework, which I need to do......okay that was more like a few thoughts, but no maybe I can get things done... I hope.

I'm anxious when I leave the house and I'm especially anxious when I drive and this makes me feel really stupid and childish.

Well here goes nothing!

My anxious thought for today is that I won't get the job at Williams and Sonoma/Pottery Barn because I might fail my criminal backround check (I have several convictions for hot checks (even though they are over 10 years old) and I have 2 cases where I shoplifted groceries. The only thing that stopped me were the right meds with the right diagnosis.

By the way, wish me luck on my interivew today!

Pretty good day so far ive only been awake for about an hour though

(((hugs Cedars))), what will be will be, it is how we deal with it that is the difficult part, just make sure you look after and be kind to yourself, in doing that you will be better prepared to deal with the other things as the come along.

my anxious thoughts are:
how do i deal with a fit for work assessment by the benefits agency, my social worker says i show no m/h signs yet my dx is dissociative motor disorder, my symptoms are mainly physical e.g unable to walk or sit unsupported yet the physical results show nothing abnormal so my physical team say there's nothing physically wrong, yet i have to use a talk typer to operate my computer, am unable to weightbare through my legs, need support to sit upright, turn over in bed, i past point(hand/eye co-ordination is poor), i am incontinent, am unable to mobilise a manual wheelchair outside, my arms spasm every morning(1+hrs), evening (from around 8pm till i fall asleep) and during the day if i am tired too, and have asthma,hyperhydrosis, arthritis and multiple allergies along with DMD and iritable bowel (i think undiagnosed chrones)!
I am so scared they will go off the 'its not a physical condition' and 'she shows no signs of mental health' and deem me fit for work!!!
I could not cope with a job even if i found an employer willing to give me one !

mmmm.... to call the doc or not.. I need to work on my assignments.... need to read... need relief... grr can I just have all of them a that the same time.

There are so many things I can do.
People would not know I have issues.
I really want to work and earn a living.
Can't the right job just come along?
I pray for a way to see the light.
God, show me what I need to do.
Keep the darkness away.

If I can barely make it through the week, how am I supposed to make it through the rest of the semester.

My anxious thought of the day... is the fact that school's starting after tomorrow.

I am worried about my mom. We had an upset and have not talked in three weeks! I am worried that we will never resolve our issues.

I have lost it all! there is nothing i can do so here it is

People in my family don't understand my mental illness and are judging me.

Lonely.......seems like no one cares anymore......its all about them...no time for any one else.....

I'm anxious that people will never understand me or try to make an effort with me, leaving me to be a loner for the rest of my life

That my family doesn't understand and they are getting impatient and angry with me.

1, Am I going to get a ride to my dr's appointment.
2, Feel like family ignores me which makes me think they don't care about me.
3, getting new meds - hopefully they work.
4, switching to more intensive case management.. what if I dont like it??

I could go on and on..

Um... what am I going to do with my life?

Now that I have work to do, I'm afraid my anxiety will undermine it.