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Old Jul 31, 2016, 12:37 PM
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Don't worry about it I hope my posts didn't trigger anything bad for you about your mom

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No, my mom is already affecting me, talking about it is just normal, for now, anyway. She makes me crazy, but I do love her lol.
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Old Jul 31, 2016, 02:43 PM
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Hey all! My anxiety was pretty bad yesterday since i was going to a fundraiser at a place i wasnt familiar with. I talked myself through it and i made it!! It was fun! Now I have a meeting on Tuesday that I am so stinkin anxious for. I am hoping to talk myself through this one too! Hope you all are ok!
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Old Jul 31, 2016, 03:11 PM
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Today I realised that tomorrow is August. I got a huge panic attack. Took alprazolam but it didn't help.
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Old Jul 31, 2016, 03:20 PM
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I called my mother and limited it to 40 minutes (or thereabouts). I wish so much she could text, but she probably has joint pain, and very low patience for learning something new. But if she could text, I'd be in less stress over making that once a week call.

I wonder if the freaks downstairs are screwing with my phones again. The battery is draining like it won't last an hour of screen-on-time. :/
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Old Jul 31, 2016, 03:24 PM
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Today I realised that tomorrow is August. I got a huge panic attack. Took alprazolam but it didn't help.
Oh I feel that way, not a panic attack but deep misgivings about it already being August. The time has been passing so fast. I feel like it should be mid June at the most. Time is just whizzing by.
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Old Jul 31, 2016, 03:48 PM
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Needed more anti-anxiety PRNs than normal today. Didn't go over my recommended dose though. But I don't usually need that many so it's frustrating. I'm sick of popping pills. At least the PRNs seem to have helped. Still anxious now but not that much.
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Old Jul 31, 2016, 03:56 PM
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I finally calmed down enough to start my project. There's a lot of new stuff that I'm learning already. I just hope this keeps up.
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Old Jul 31, 2016, 05:53 PM
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I got one of those phone calls that the police do to people to make sure I answered my phone. They are breaking in again, to my phones. Oh God. I'm so sick of them.

I should never have answered the phone. They hung up on me in the time of 5 seconds i think. So I couldn't trace the call, or police couldn't.
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Old Jul 31, 2016, 05:58 PM
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I got one of those phone calls that the police do to people to make sure I answered my phone. They are breaking in again, to my phones. Oh God. I'm so sick of them.

I should never have answered the phone. They hung up on me in the time of 5 seconds i think. So I couldn't trace the call, or police couldn't.
It's time I go to the police and tell them about the trespassing and small theft on April 3rd. Maybe my friend can help me with that too. I want to get a restraining order. Even though I think it's impossible because they'll still be downstairs. I want them ****, and before that, i want to do some ******** ******* on them.
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Old Aug 02, 2016, 05:09 AM
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I have more anxiety again. I keep sleeping through the whole day and I just can't keep doing that. It's hard for me to sleep without my stuff I use for sleep.

I do like being up all night, and go to sleep like 8am or so, like when I was working, but then I can't get to the appointments i have to go to. I just can't seem to go without destabilizing my sleep/wake schedule.

I have terrible panic about my teeth. And everything else.
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Old Aug 02, 2016, 11:48 AM
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Have another doctor's appt., this time for dermatology. I'm freaking out about going outside again. I wish these attacks would stop.
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Old Aug 02, 2016, 01:13 PM
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Today is the big PTO meeting! Its at 7:00 and I cannot stand the waiting! My anxiety is slowly rising. I am trying to breath and distract. Hope you all are having a low anxiety day!!!

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Old Aug 02, 2016, 03:08 PM
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Today is the big PTO meeting! Its at 7:00 and I cannot stand the waiting! My anxiety is slowly rising. I am trying to breath and distract. Hope you all are having a low anxiety day!!!

(((((Fharriage))))) Hope your anxiety passes soon!
I hope your anxiety dissolves by the time of your meeting.
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Old Aug 03, 2016, 08:57 AM
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tomorrow someone is meant to come to my house to give me a hand massage

i can't help feeling i've just made 1 of the biggist mistakes of my life.. having someone touch my hand and stuff. uggg!. i should have thought of that before booking it, but oh well.. when they show up tomorrow i can always tell them to just go away
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Old Aug 03, 2016, 12:17 PM
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Got the final referral appt. scheduled. Got my wedding ring cleaned and inspected. Feel like taking a nap but agitated at the same time. Not sure what to do next.
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Old Aug 03, 2016, 02:35 PM
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I have kind of bad anxiety today. Maybe I should take a Cogentin, but the pdoc said he wouldn't increase my dose of that, but he wants to give me short term benzos. Go figure. :/
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Old Aug 03, 2016, 06:57 PM
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I hope your anxiety dissolves by the time of your meeting.
Thank you so much! It worked out being a productive meeting! I appreciate your support so much!!
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Old Aug 03, 2016, 07:05 PM
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Thank you so much! It worked out being a productive meeting! I appreciate your support so much!!
I'm very glad! hugs back.
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Old Aug 03, 2016, 07:29 PM
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My anxiety has been building all day. I woke up sick with a headache, but had to go to work anyway. I left early and have been anxious about it all day. My supervisor is out all week, but I think I told everyone I needed to that I was leaving, and dealt with all my appointments before I left. Then my other supervisor emailed me this afternoon wanting to schedule a time to meet. It's "very important" but he's suggesting either next Monday or the one after that, so how important is it? I don't think I've done anything wrong, but I keep thinking I have.

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Old Aug 03, 2016, 08:27 PM
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It just doesn't stop again. I felt on the edge of a panic attack and took some lorazepam. More than I should've, to be honest. That was probably a couple of hours ago. I'm still panicky. My insides feel all squirmy and sick. I feel like I'm losing it. I'm so glad I finally get to see my new T tomorrow.

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Old Aug 03, 2016, 10:33 PM
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It just doesn't stop again. I felt on the edge of a panic attack and took some lorazepam. More than I should've, to be honest. That was probably a couple of hours ago. I'm still panicky. My insides feel all squirmy and sick. I feel like I'm losing it. I'm so glad I finally get to see my new T tomorrow.

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I hope your new T will be good. Really sorry how much you're suffering right now. Maybe put on some pretty ambient music?
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Old Aug 04, 2016, 08:09 AM
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I hope your new T will be good. Really sorry how much you're suffering right now. Maybe put on some pretty ambient music?
I'm hoping the appointment goes well. I want to ask T if she will recommend some meds that my GP can prescribe to help.

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Old Aug 04, 2016, 08:23 AM
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Today is a slow day. Getting my nails done and that's about it. May try to get involved in a project so I have something else to do.

Edit: my husband has jury duty at the end of the month. That means two weeks of missing T since we're down to one car and I'm too scared to take a cab. Oh well

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Old Aug 04, 2016, 08:38 AM
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I'm hoping the appointment goes well. I want to ask T if she will recommend some meds that my GP can prescribe to help.

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I wish you wonderful good luck with that. I hope the anxiety melts away and you'll feel better.
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Old Aug 04, 2016, 11:03 AM
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Oh god, it's just getting worse. I'm still worried about this stupid meeting with my supervisor, and now on top of it I'm getting anxious about my appointment with T this afternoon. AND on top of everything else I lost the necklace my bf gave me for our first Christmas. I haven't been able to stop crying about that. My power bill skyrocketed last month (I have no idea why), and I'm still panicking about our upcoming trip. I want to go home, trying to open back up and be social is backfiring hard.
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