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Old Apr 29, 2012, 11:05 PM
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Last time I went off my medications I attempted suicide but, I went off of them because I was depressed and figured they work working anyway. Which they weren't. I don't think going off medication had much to do with that.

I'm going to be going off my medication again soon too. No doctor just give up on them. I can't stand being hungry but having no desire to eat, being groggy and angry in the mornings, and I'm tired all the time, probably because I'm not able to eat enough and partly because lamotrigine.

Oh and they don't really work that well anyway.

Doctors don't listen and get frustrated when you don't follow their orders or tell them the side effects are intolerable. I'd like to see any one of them stay on meds when they can't enjoy food, sleep properly, wake up rested and have enough energy to do more than lie on the couch watching tv after work and on the weekends. Idiots.

I'm done with medical "professionals".

So is it possible to manage bipolar without meds? It isn't possible to manage it with meds so, there is that.
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Old Apr 30, 2012, 07:57 AM
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I think I'm gonna go off mine soon. F it I'm tired of them so well see.
Under the guidance of your doctor sounds good...but by "F it" meaning with no knowledge or preparation on your part probably not the best plan.

I have been off meds for about 1 1/3 years...it can be done.
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Old May 01, 2012, 11:41 AM
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I was in a bad mood I'm just tired of having to take medication everyday to be "normal" I guess it does help though I haven't tried to hurt anyone as of late so maybe I will stay on it lol
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Old May 01, 2012, 11:06 PM
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First of all you are not an idiot. Just messed up like most of us. I've tried 3 times to quit my meds and it was terrible. I've gotten severe anxiety and panic when I do. I ended up in the hospital. I'm pretty content for the most part with the meds I'm on now. I feel like I have a certain amount of control. It sounds like you just haven't found the right combination of meds. That can take years. I'd be scared to death to get off my meds again. So go slow and be careful. I would only get weened off by my psychiatrist. Good luck.
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Old May 02, 2012, 03:02 AM
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Hi Clinte89 - I wish taking medication every day could make me something close to "normal". I take my meds because it gets me closer to normal, albeit still far off the desired outcome. I couldn't survive without meds so the improvement - they keep me alive but I still can't function unfortunately Hope you get over your blahs soon. When meds help, going off them doesn't help.

Lisa - you sounded really clear about how you wanted to go about things - it takes time to find the right therapist and stuff - how are you going in your search?
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Old May 02, 2012, 08:23 PM
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I was diagnosed with BP 11 years ago. There have been times that I have gone off my meds due to unbearable side effects (Ages ago, before I had a psychiatrist, my family doctor put me on Zyprexa. I gained 30 lbs in 1 month. Not knowing what med was causing the weight gain made me quit everything cold turkey. It was a stupid move because I ended up hospitalized) I have been med free for 4 years now. I hate feeling drugged up all the time. It's almost as if I can feel the meds flowing through my body. I also hate not being able to FEEL. I dont feel "normal" when I don't have the highs and lows. I'm in a place right now that I'm really happy. I'm content with life and have a wonderfully supportive fiancé. I don't think I could be med free if I was in a different place in my life. I'd be interested in learning about alternatives to medication, too! Most doctors (At least all the ones ive had) are resistant to the idea of someone with BP going off meds. It sounds bad, and I know that they are the professionals, but I know ME best. If that makes me non compliant then so be it. They AREN'T living with BP. I am. I wish you lots of luck and hope you find the answers you seek! *hugs*
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Old May 02, 2012, 10:44 PM
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Im so lost in my mind, I dont want the meds b/c I dont know the "medicated" lisa or what normal is 'supposed' to feel like, I only know what the disease feels like... sad really, I have not attempted to talk with my dr about it yet.. I plan to but lately iv been really angry and full of hatred, lots of anxiety, my mind races constantly, Im not happy I just hate everything and feel like givin up n letting the "devil inside me" win. Fighting it is to exhausting..
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Old May 04, 2012, 07:20 AM
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The Right Combination Of Meds Takes A lot Of Dedication Committmemt And Self awareness.Also Know That Once You Do Find Those Right For You It Is Worth It.My Meds Keep Me On The Up Side Rather Than The Down Side.I Prefer This As The Depressions Make It Impossible For Me To Be Productive At Work Of At Home.I've Also Mixed States And Easily Triggered To Hypomania Of I'm Not Careful To Self Monitor Daily And As Needed And Make Adjustments Accordingly In My Lifestyle And Medications If Neccessary
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Old May 04, 2012, 02:10 PM
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Well, I was diagnosed at 30, but I had known something was wrong since I was about 14 or 15 years old. The first time I remember having psychosis (paranoid delusions) was when I was 8 years old. I had my first suicide attempt at 12...

I've been on Abilify at 26 years old for a month, then off due to side effects. No diagnosis though. Just a hospital psychiatrist put me on it when I was in having my son. Then Lamictle for month when I was diagnosed and off again for side effects. Then Lithium for a year. I went off it on my own because I didn't feel better and I was trembling and thirsty all the time and peeing all the time due to drinking all the time. Since then I've just been going along on my own.

I know I need to get in to see a psychiatrist again, but I'm waiting. I've been like this for so long I don't know what normal is. But, I also know that I'm getting worse, but it isn't my moods that bother me. It's my loss of cognitive skills like reading, remembering, organizing, and communicating. Those are the things that really frighten me... I don't know if meds help that.
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Old May 05, 2012, 11:13 AM
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It may be possible to go without meds, but at this point in my life, I can't. My pdoc is very supportive of minimal med use and emphasizes self-care including alternative treatments such as meditation. We are hoping to get off the anti-depressant entirely, but who knows about the mood-stabilizer. I think he would support a reduction experiment at some point in time, though I am not ready now when I am going back to university. I do still cycle though, and I want it that way. My goal is to cycle within the bounds of functionality and that's where I am. I don't know what "normal" is anyway.
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Old May 05, 2012, 04:42 PM
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Just curious Merlin -- why do you *want* to cycle?
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Old May 06, 2012, 01:10 AM
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To interupt, why don't you want to cycle?

Oh and judging from this board and my experiences, medication doesn't really work. So why not want what you're going to have anyway?
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Old May 06, 2012, 02:02 AM
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Judging from this board and my experiences, medication doesn't really work.
When I first came here I was pm'd by 7 people, to say that this is an anti-med site. The founder has since denied this is the case and I think it is safe to assume that the site and its various boards aren't antimed. I think a thread is entitled is it possible to manage bipolar without medication? is bound to draw out people's issues with medication - as well as the best ways to manage the illness if for some reason you can't or won't take medication. Independent of any beliefs of the staff or the members of a site, I think everyone has to work through what is best for them, by correctly processing evidence with trialling various options. I don't think that can be shortcircuited by adopting a mindset and having one's healthcare lazily fall into that mindset. For example, even though I have a lot of trouble with metabolising these powerful medications due to both liver and kidney issues, I still am a lot better off with trace amounts of these medications in my blood stream than, not taking any at all. I take spurilina to try to offset the toxicity and milkthistle to try and get my liver functioning properly. I take cranberry to keep my UTI's in check rather than having to live on antibiotics. I think whether something trialled is proven to help symptoms is the way to get the most effective health care. I think it is good that the author of the thread is interested in managing an illness. It's usually cheaper to start with whatever substances research turns up to be the most effective first and work your way out from there. Online forums are not always the best samples to make conclusions about what is effective and what might be trialled first. Hope this makes sense

(Also my pdoc is really holistic and very thorough. My pdoc brings up natural solutions as almost as often as she does medical solutions. I appreciate others mightn't have that same quality of care from their pdoc ).
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Old May 06, 2012, 03:11 AM
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This site being anti-med? Lawl. Been told few times that I should not be here if not on meds. Took me time to get accepted for my approach and I still do get crap for it.

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Just curious Merlin -- why do you *want* to cycle?

I am not Merlin, but I think for some it's more "natural" and easier to handle than being too flatlined.
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Old May 22, 2013, 01:16 PM
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I went off my meds a few times and my psych taught me a lesson by not prescribing anything when I came crawling
Back for meds. He just said, "I'll see you in two weeks."
That was hell for me. I vowed to never do it again.
What an irresponsible scumbag! This makes me so mad!!
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Old Sep 28, 2013, 10:24 PM
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UPDATE.. I am medicated and doing well! I love my life again and things couldnt be better. I am seeing my psychiatrist on reg basis.. seeing my therapist once a week.. living life on a schedule with structure and the difference its made in my life is amazing. I for the first time have a healthy relationship with a man that is amazing and loves me and all my issues. I never realized life could be this great. I lived so unwell for so many years i didnt even know this feeling of happiness existed. Its been about 3 months now and If things continue going this well Ill never quit taking medications.
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Old Sep 29, 2013, 11:03 AM
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This is my opinion based on my own experience and on what I have researched: for the successful treatment/management of BP, you need meds, therapy and a strong support network. You need all 3 of these things for the treatment to be effective. If the only reason you don't want to take meds is because of the way you feel on them ie not yourself, that is just because you are new to all of this and you haven't tried or found the right ones for you. I've been on the roller-coaster for years trying to find the right meds and doses and have tried many. Some make me feel empty and zombie-like. Some, not at all. You know when you find the right meds when you wake up one day and you just feel complete clarity and normality. Being medicated doesn't mean you have to walk around feeling wasted and not like yourself. When you are on the right ones and the right dose for you, you will know it. You will feel like yourself, your "good" self, without the neuroses/bad thoughts/feelings/behaviours/symptoms etc. So I'm probably repeating myself but I want to make you understand that if you are feeling not normal, knocked out, wasted, zombie-like etc when on your meds, then you are probably on the wrong one for you, or too high a dose. It is all trial and error. It can and does take years to find the right combo. BP is the hardest psychiatric condition to treat because finding the right balance to treat both highs and lows is so extremely difficult. You need to be assertive and proactive when dealing with professionals about your meds. You don't have to accept what they tell you as gospel. You can keep going back if you're unhappy with something you are taking or think you need a dose change etc. My doc gets annoyed but I'll go and say "not happy with this side effect, find another med for me please". He gets frustrated but he understands that I work in a very demanding job and have particular personal requirements about how I feel on meds.
Anyway, I hope this helps. Good luck, take care and keep us posted on your progress and any developments.
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Old Sep 29, 2013, 01:07 PM
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Not an illness to fool around with. I wish I could take meds(other than Klonopin) to take me out of this living hell that I'm descending further into.
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