Heading toward out of control

Thank you hamster.

I took a walk around the block a million times. Feel a little better

Walking helps, agreed. Walking fast helps more - I find that is the elevated HR that helps. Just in my experience, of course.

Yes I walked fast. :-)

Should I call my dr? Or is this just a bit of poetry?

The guy I was talking to a for a week on eharmony talked to me on Skype today. Then he decided it was too far to drive. Oh well.

Eharmony?
Bah don't worry, ull get another guy, from what I hear, online dating is awesome if ur a girl.

Do they have a bipolar harmony btw? I need that.

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Lol bipolar eharmony. I met a guy who is bipolar in Facebook. We went out a couple times. I dunno if I need the responsibility of a bipolar guy.

You might be having some mania, but is that reason to call doctor, for writing far out poetry? Do you think something more might be wrong? I really don't know, I'm still new to the world of meds and docs. Do you think you're in psychosis? If you were, at what point do you need to call doc?

Bipolar couple could be fun,
Just make sure ur up when he's down, and u can comfort each other...
"please feel better hun, think I'm bout to go down..."

"okay I'm manic and hypsexual now, feel free to go down "

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biharmony

Paranoia no psychosis. The poety is just where my mind is- not the fact that I wrote it. So I am trying to mark where it may be going. I feel better after posting here.

Lol I'm sure there's a site for that too.

I'm wondering if I should call the pdoc. I guess I'll see how tomorrow goes. I still feel paranoid that my mother is in a mode to destroy us. She is evil and I want to kill her so she can't be evil anymore. But oh no if I say that that will go in my file so best to keep it to myself.

Watching tv. Crossing fingers that this all just goes away.

Oh yes, i use it all the time, jk lol

Really? And where do you live? Lol

too far to drive, sorry ... JK lol

Haha.

Just checking to see how you are today, Moose.

Hope you're doing okay.

So far so good. Just getting ready for the day.

At Starbucks. Waiting for a friend. Haven't called pdoc. Was gonna get my nails done but decided not to.

You sound a lot better

Don't feel better. Just reading things online> Just barely keeping myself from running around and I still NEED to talk and go and even if someone talks back I can't stand to wait for them to finish. When I walk its like I'm floating along. My feet don't even touch the floor. This computer is tethering me to the chair but I'm bouncing to music. Need need need need to SING! Don't wanna call pdoc. Don't wanna take more zyprexa. Don't wanna don't wanna. I'm not seeing things or hearing things and I've taken all my meds. I am WOUND UP WILD! I want hugs from everybody and to dance dance dance. If I keep taking my meds its all okay. Its all okay. It only my fault if I quit taking them. But I won't. I won't. They aren't working but I won't quit. I won't.

Its okay. I'm normal now.

THis is just part of my personality. You can't do surgery and remove part of me!

Ding dong merrily on high! YIppee skippy. Now reply to my post all ye minions!