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Old Sep 12, 2012, 07:00 PM
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See? So am I paranoid or just defensive? Or is any of it true at all? I could be delusional.

hey moose!

it's all true...your feelings...

there are things untrue though!

the world around is busy doing other stuff...absurd stuff!

...you can wander the corridors of delusion for 600 years and as long as you keep in touch with us no-one else out in the civilised wasteland will wobble and when they overwobble and fall ....

guess who knows how come...?

the bipolar world is enormous....please be ok...

it's safe...
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Old Sep 12, 2012, 07:03 PM
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Swimming far away, swimming through emotions - each distinct yet one piece... The jello that is my mind... All smooth. It is the only consistency in this world. Just miles of jello and me, moving and floating through life. I loves me and I am near suffocation . l. I can breathe on my own now, in this new womb, this love, I swim in its cool embrace ... All mania and sorrow combined and wrapping me in bliss.
this is superb....

I love the jello...like custard land...

it's ok moosy...just keep on
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Old Sep 12, 2012, 07:14 PM
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Thank you double- I will always have you guys.
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Old Sep 12, 2012, 07:51 PM
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Thank you double- I will always have you guys.
no worries moosy...you be cool...

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no worries moosy...you be cool...
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Old Sep 12, 2012, 08:01 PM
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see...

I noo yoo be cool...

jus need a little love is all...
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Yes. Always need love. Some people are horrible at love. They don't understand bipolar so they run away when all I need when I'm feeling horrible in an episode is love. Jello womb love.
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Old Sep 12, 2012, 08:06 PM
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Yes. Always need love. Some people are horrible at love. They don't understand bipolar so they run away when all I need when I'm feeling horrible in an episode is love. Jello womb love.

yep I gotcha moosy...

I'm crap at everything else but this I understand...jello girl..

the monkey got you covered......this I can do...

easy peasy...
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Old Sep 12, 2012, 08:13 PM
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Monkeys In jello. Lmao
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tis good you be laughin' even a little...

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Yes. I see my regular dr tomorrow. Should I bring this up to pdoc or wait?
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Yes. I see my regular dr tomorrow. Should I bring this up to pdoc or wait?
bring what up moosy?

do you think it will help?...

to just let it rip!

I reckon so...

you have the right to express yourself..

no matter what....
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Old Sep 12, 2012, 09:01 PM
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I dunno if it will help. :/

I dunno if I didn't make this all up.
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Old Sep 12, 2012, 09:17 PM
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Still up. If I turn off the tv I'll just be restless. T always said that having tv on keeps you up. Staring at the dark is boring!
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Texting about buying a tank for my son.
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Old Sep 12, 2012, 09:25 PM
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I dunno if it will help. :/

I dunno if I didn't make this all up.
that is the most enlightening wonderfully defusing thing I have had the privilege to read for ages...

how much more innocent...?

awesome!

stuff the therapist...i stopped playing the therapy circuit...

too damn busy trying to make them feel like they were useful when these ones were just not!

waiting for the clinical cure.....forget it!
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Old Sep 12, 2012, 09:31 PM
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So just a med adjustment ??? I took my meds tonight...
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Awake. Headache.
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Awake. Headache.
go to your bathroom...rinse a towel in cold water and hold your face in the cold towel...rub your eyes

can you do this?...let me know how it goes....then have a glass of water
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That felt nice.
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That felt nice.
cool...

cool water gives life to the otherwise lifeless...

I don't do it enough

just do what I say not what I do

I cool my brain with alternative products...

I am pleased for you thats all the room I have for pleasure

...and thats not naughty thats just human
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Old Sep 12, 2012, 10:02 PM
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Yes the water was pleasureful.

I'm still researching the tanks. It would cost me at least 100$ to set it up plus the fish. I'd need sand too.
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Moose72 I completely get you on that
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Moose meant on the Love comment
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