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#126
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Feeling meh. Not really completely depressed, but meh all the same.
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![]() Cyclowolf, happywoman
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#127
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Called pdoc office. Left message and should be getting phone call back tomorrow. Going to pass out now. Night
-Tig
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PTSD possible bipolar Meds: propranalol 20mg 2x's(blood pressure), lamictal 300mg, seroquel 100mg, effexor 75mg, sprycel 100mg (CML, chronic myeloid leukemia), iron supplement, multivitamin ![]() |
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#128
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No work today b/c of the snow. I woke up in pain. Now most of the pain is gone, but now I'm so tired. I'm doing a sleep study on Sunday so they can set me up with a CPAP. I hope that will help with the tiredness.
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#129
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I woke up feeling quite okay, meaning not significantly depressed, but my mother managed to screw my moods up with her screamed arguments on a stupid subject, hurray.
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#130
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Finally talked to a person at pdoc office got an appt scheduled. Not until the 21 of April which makes me wonder if my symptoms will get better or worse and new pdoc will think I'm a hypochondriac or need locked up. I am on the cancellation list so if someone cancels I should get called. Feeling fantastic though. But what to do?
-Tig
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PTSD possible bipolar Meds: propranalol 20mg 2x's(blood pressure), lamictal 300mg, seroquel 100mg, effexor 75mg, sprycel 100mg (CML, chronic myeloid leukemia), iron supplement, multivitamin ![]() |
#131
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Doing ok. Taking a break to surf the net while my daycare kiddo naps. He was super tired, so I'm hoping he'll take a nice long nap.
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[COLOR="DeepSkyBlue"][FONT="Century Gothic"]Dx: Bipolar II w/mixed episodes, PTSD, Anxiety Disorder, Insomnia Rx: Lamictal 100mg, Zoloft 75mg, Klonopin 0.5mg x1 /0.25 PRN “Insanity is knowing that what you're doing is completely idiotic, but still, somehow, you just can't stop it.” ― Elizabeth Wurtzel, Prozac Nation |
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#132
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Low. Today was painful. Family member passed away about an hour ago. I have a friends new born baby's funeral to attend to tomorrow. And to top it off I've skipped meds the past two nights. Would like to crawl back to bed now please
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~ HEY! I run a site on mental health called The Manic Years. I'm looking for some brave souls to share their own personal encounters with mental health. Are you up for sharing your story? Please get in touch on themanicyears@gmail.com. Thank you ![]() Follow my blog here; http://themanicyears.com Lola Olivia ~ 7/11/11 ~ my reason for breathing Bipolar Affective Disorder type 2 - (2013) 'Borderline traits' Dissociative episodes |
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#133
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I feel okay today, better than the last few days.
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#134
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Stuck in a rut.
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#135
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Not so great right now... but shortly I will feel better again.
Went to group today, it was good to talk to a mature group with some great wisdom. I think I am really going to commit to that group. I brought some reading material and am currently re-doing the distress tolerance section of my past therapies. Im not coping too well with distress tolerance at the moment. When I get emotional lately I just cry. I do not want that happening when I am socialising, I already struggle with that enough. I know its the hormones, but it doesnt make it less embarrassing when I just burst into tears randomly. The anxiety and worry has come back again too, that had left me for a while but its back in force now. Saturday cannot come soon enough! |
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#136
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Having a good day. Went to parent visitation day at a charter school I'm trying to get my son into for next year. Also scheduled my orientation for my new part-time job for Saturday. Then I took a nap. LOL!
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[COLOR="DeepSkyBlue"][FONT="Century Gothic"]Dx: Bipolar II w/mixed episodes, PTSD, Anxiety Disorder, Insomnia Rx: Lamictal 100mg, Zoloft 75mg, Klonopin 0.5mg x1 /0.25 PRN “Insanity is knowing that what you're doing is completely idiotic, but still, somehow, you just can't stop it.” ― Elizabeth Wurtzel, Prozac Nation |
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#137
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I've been sleeping less the last 2 days. For the last 2 weeks I spent up to 20 hours a day either sleeping or dozing. Maybe it was just stress from my knee surgery. Maybe it wasn't depression at all. I hope this is a good sign and I start feeling better soon.
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Dx: BP2 with GAD and OCD Seroquel 100 mg Risperdal 0.5 mg Clonazepam (Klonopin) 1.5 mg Buspar 5 mg Lamictal 200 mg Coversyl Plus for high blood pressure Crestor for high cholesterol Asmanex Ventolin ![]() |
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#138
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I've never checked in before where's the front desk?
I'm new here. So far been good experience. Typically I try to forget what's wrong with me and ignore my problems. Usually talking about them makes me depressed. I'm letting my daughter sleep in my room with my wife again. I'm in her room. I like being away from my wife. Slept in different rooms for about 8 years and then about two years ago I got to go back to sleeping in my room with my wife. I prefer not to now. I like her so much more when she's not around. Been mixed mania lately. Depressed and hypersexual. Somebody just shoot me. Not sure what my emotions are right now. Tired. Confused. Anxiety. Just hope I don't have sleep panic. I hate that. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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#139
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Feeling a bit better today after lots of sleep and a little socialisation. Still spaced out. Just glad the first funeral is over.
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~ HEY! I run a site on mental health called The Manic Years. I'm looking for some brave souls to share their own personal encounters with mental health. Are you up for sharing your story? Please get in touch on themanicyears@gmail.com. Thank you ![]() Follow my blog here; http://themanicyears.com Lola Olivia ~ 7/11/11 ~ my reason for breathing Bipolar Affective Disorder type 2 - (2013) 'Borderline traits' Dissociative episodes |
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#140
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My husband's step grandfather died last night. He had a massive heart attack. We just saw him around christmas. We'll probably have to make a trip down to FL soon.
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#141
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Everything is irritating the hell outta me. I found out that with insurance I've got a crisis line that I can call. My therapist is on vacation and pdoc is a long way off. This needs a fix without being locked up. Hearing things. Is that normal for mixed episodes or is it only with the ends? I need to find a cope that works because my go tos are failing horribly. Its making it worse. Sorry end rant.
-Tig
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PTSD possible bipolar Meds: propranalol 20mg 2x's(blood pressure), lamictal 300mg, seroquel 100mg, effexor 75mg, sprycel 100mg (CML, chronic myeloid leukemia), iron supplement, multivitamin ![]() |
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#142
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This will be my last post for a while. Time to take a break. Lets just hope I dont get sucked in again.
This place is starting to become damaging. I get triggered into sadness and frustration by the people who are desperately crying out for help but dismissing suggestions that could easily change their lives. I know I help people in my daily job, they do appreciate my help and I see the changes in them after I have assisted them. That should be enough without trying to help everyone on the internet too. I guess I just thought with my experience people would be open to my support and suggestions... but I get a whole lot more abuse and disagreements here than I ever have in real life. And I have only been here a short time. There is also a lot of misinformation and bad advice on this site. The support and understanding is nice, and I love the daily check in thread, I looked forward to all your posts to see how you were all going. But I guess the level of information and practical help has not met my expectations. I may be back to update my holosync thread as I will be finishing that in a few weeks. Goodluck to you all, I hope you can find peace in your lives. ![]() |
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#143
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I'm sorry you feel this way. It's hard for some of us to break out of our ruts. I can trace my BP2 back to the age of 14 and I got my dx at age 59. It's very hard to change now, although I try.
The best of luck to you. I wish you well. Sent from my Note II using Tapatalk 4
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Dx: BP2 with GAD and OCD Seroquel 100 mg Risperdal 0.5 mg Clonazepam (Klonopin) 1.5 mg Buspar 5 mg Lamictal 200 mg Coversyl Plus for high blood pressure Crestor for high cholesterol Asmanex Ventolin ![]() |
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#144
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I'm upset about breaking up with my boyfriend again ( what is this, the 14th time?). Time to call it quits for good. And I hate being a shut in but after knee replacement surgery I don't dare go out and walk on the icy streets. I have no car, but a special bus for handicapped people will take me to my doctor's appointments for the next 6 weeks. I have an aluminum walker for the next month. Yuck. I can't wait for spring when it's safe for me to go outside again.
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Dx: BP2 with GAD and OCD Seroquel 100 mg Risperdal 0.5 mg Clonazepam (Klonopin) 1.5 mg Buspar 5 mg Lamictal 200 mg Coversyl Plus for high blood pressure Crestor for high cholesterol Asmanex Ventolin ![]() |
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#145
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On a really massive mania ting at the moment. Very happy because of the mania, absolutely terrified because I know it's all gonna fall down at some point...
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#146
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I know the feeling, contrabanned!
I'm in a really bad mood, once again can't sleep ![]()
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#147
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Feeling tired from this cold and stressed over all the schoolwork I have but otherwise feel pretty stable
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"Perhaps strength doesn't reside in having never been broken but in the courage required to grow strong in the broken places." ― Carine McCandless. - Bipolar 2, GAD, ADHD - Geodon, Lexapro, Trleptal, Vyvanse, Hydroxyzine, Clonazepam prn |
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#148
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I'm better now that I've made some connections here
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#149
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Let's see, 1. Landlord wanted to charge me $77 for electricity when all utilities are suppose to be paid. 2. Kept avoiding, me when i called and asked if there was anything he could do about it, chided me for using supposedly as much energy as he uses for his whole house and insists I run everything 24/7. 3. Finally agrees to drop bill after my mom works her years of psychology experience on him. 4. Peace short lived, as bill was dropped at 5:50pm Friday, TV dies at 8:30pm, go down before office shuts to put in work order as my apartment is fully furnished. 5. Saturday, 3:00am, Even less peace as the part of my electric meter that gives power to everything in my apartment that runs on a 220 line, heater and oven, blows out for at least the 5th time in 3 years. 6. So 38 degrees outside with high winds, loose windows and to top it all off, I live in a end unit, so no heat on one side of my apartment ever. 7. Nothing I can do til 8am when the office opens, so hair drier heat for 5 hours. 8. Have to deal with someone who is too new to have seen me with this problem, so while waiting to get it fixed I get to move the basics two doors over. 9. To top it all off mom has been yelling at me nonstop for 2 weeks. Break Please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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#150
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At work bright and early this morning. Ready to get the day posterity already because it's been one of those mornings. I really don't want to deal with people, but I work retail so it's unavoidable.
-Tig
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PTSD possible bipolar Meds: propranalol 20mg 2x's(blood pressure), lamictal 300mg, seroquel 100mg, effexor 75mg, sprycel 100mg (CML, chronic myeloid leukemia), iron supplement, multivitamin ![]() |
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