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#78
Jan 21, 2014, 10:07 PM
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Feeling bit low last couple of days. My husband getting annoyed with my inactivity. Going to gym this evening so hoping this will increase my energy.
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#79
Jan 22, 2014, 03:55 AM
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I've had some bad ideas pop into my head the last few days. I've tried to be extra careful and distract myself. Still not feeling in control but still haven't given in.
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Perhaps the phoenix cried while it burned. - Charles Williams ---Token 451--- |
| Anonymous45023, Cyclowolf, happywoman, Patsy Cline
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#80
Jan 22, 2014, 04:58 AM
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happy because i found a replacement forum for the katy perry one that didn't work out for me- the new one's just general music and entertainment and is much betterr
think i'm a little mannic because some of the things i've been talking about on their is totally odd. i posted in a thread.. at what age should you stop drinking fruit shoots?. and went on some mannic rant about a drink being a drink |
| Cyclowolf
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#81
Jan 22, 2014, 05:42 AM
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Finally seeing that I'm in a mixed depressed state and have been for a couple of weeks based on sleep patterns, being easily irrated, crying, raging, etc. it also points out that I was probably hypo in Nov and Dec, which lead to trying thee weekly housekeeping gig and pushing myself over an edge.
I want to sleep and can't, want to eat but not hungry, have panic attacks when my kids leave the house for any reason but isolate when anyone's home. Husband is still as helpful as a box of rocks and seems content to stay that way until I "gripe" at him too much then he yells back. All the stressful situations and issues in our home, life and marriage remain untouched by him. So I sink deeper. Hoping to be able to figure out a ride and co-pay for tdoc next week. In the mean time, meaningless TV and sleep when possible, induced by allergy meds sometimes. |
| Anonymous45023, Cyclowolf
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#82
Jan 22, 2014, 11:18 AM
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Today is payday! Yay!
Back pain still present. This is getting OLD.
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[COLOR="DeepSkyBlue"][FONT="Century Gothic"]Dx: Bipolar II w/mixed episodes, PTSD, Anxiety Disorder, Insomnia Rx: Lamictal 100mg, Zoloft 75mg, Klonopin 0.5mg x1 /0.25 PRN “Insanity is knowing that what you're doing is completely idiotic, but still, somehow, you just can't stop it.” ― Elizabeth Wurtzel, Prozac Nation |
| Cyclowolf
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#83
Jan 22, 2014, 11:39 AM
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Days seem like years when waiting for a phone call from one of the numerous employers I have contacted about a job.
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| Anonymous37909, Anonymous45023, Cyclowolf
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#84
Jan 22, 2014, 11:58 AM
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I've totally been there. This time last year I had 65 applications out and 0 phone calls. I eventually landed a good job. Now I'm kicking myself for quitting. Something is out there for you. Sent from my iPhone 5 using Tapatalk
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[COLOR="DeepSkyBlue"][FONT="Century Gothic"]Dx: Bipolar II w/mixed episodes, PTSD, Anxiety Disorder, Insomnia Rx: Lamictal 100mg, Zoloft 75mg, Klonopin 0.5mg x1 /0.25 PRN “Insanity is knowing that what you're doing is completely idiotic, but still, somehow, you just can't stop it.” ― Elizabeth Wurtzel, Prozac Nation |
| Anonymous37909, Cyclowolf
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| Cyclowolf
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#85
Jan 22, 2014, 02:19 PM
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I am finally feeling a little better, went to my water class twice last week and have begun group therapy for my social anxiety, had to cancel this week because of snow (in VA, a snowflake causes widespread panic). I just wish I could do more for a dear friend who is struggling mightily. If only love and hugs were enough. But they are all I have and I send them to all of you here who are struggling as well.
I dont post much but I read and think of everyone here. 
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| Anonymous45023, Cyclowolf
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| happywoman
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#86
Jan 22, 2014, 09:05 PM
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Feeling a bit blugh today. I havent been taking my meds correctly beacuse I have been doing a lot of sitting down the heat pack, I figured I didnt need all the meds for so little activity. And the so little activity is starting to bring me down too. I cannot wait until I can be more active and spend more time off the couch. No wonder people get depressed if they do nothing all day - it is depressing! I want to live my life, not sit here in pain. The heat doesnt help, its only pleasant outside for a few short hours of the day at dusk, and by that time Im so tired from doing nothing all day I have no motivation. Cannot wait until the weekend, I hope that I will feel much better by then and I have a few things planned which should be fun.
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| Anonymous45023, Cyclowolf
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#88
Jan 22, 2014, 10:18 PM
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Felt like "myself" when I woke up. I mean, I felt HERE. It was weird. It was scary.
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Things are as they are. Looking out into it the universe at night, we make no comparisons between right and wrong stars, nor between well and badly arranged constellations. Alan Watts |
| Anonymous45023, Cyclowolf
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#89
Jan 22, 2014, 11:44 PM
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I'm feeling hopeless.
I tried to contact a local place that helps with adult psych services with no fees/sliding scales and will accept no insurance, but they just referred me elsewhere since they're not accepting anyone. That place said they're a private practice and only take insured (and had high prices), and the place they referred me to is a big hospital an hour away. With the husband out of work and bills and no savings.. I'm just feeling like things don't get better. He got called for a job interview, but researching the company it seems like one of those scams just on the legal side of legit. At dinner at my mom's house, things didn't get much better. I just want to cry and sleep. |
| Anonymous200280, Anonymous45023, Cyclowolf, Patsy Cline
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#90
Jan 22, 2014, 11:49 PM
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I found out I am having stupid surgery on Friday. I never had real surgery so I'm very nervous. Its shoulder surgery. Getting old sucks. I'm 30.
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| Anonymous200280, Anonymous45023, Cyclowolf
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#91
Jan 23, 2014, 08:35 AM
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My Pdoc still hasn't called in meds for me. So this is day 3 without and antipsychotic. I decided to go back on Geodon.
Things are going well besides that. I get to work outside at the food pantry this morning, and it's about 22 degrees. I wore 2 pairs of pants and 2 shirts, to go with my jacket, a scarf, hat, and gloves. I should be warm enough. |
| Anonymous45023, Cyclowolf
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#92
Jan 23, 2014, 09:22 AM
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Not really looking forward to my husband being gone for 5 days. I guess I'll just have to take it one day at a time.
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| Anonymous200280, Anonymous45023, Cyclowolf
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#94
Jan 23, 2014, 06:10 PM
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Went to my group this week for the first time ever. It was only me and one other person with the therapist , apparently a bunch of people didn't make it. I'm going again next week , nervous about when there will be more people to meet. Other than that I have an appointment with my T and with my pdoc both coming up next week as well.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
| Anonymous45023, Cyclowolf
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#95
Jan 23, 2014, 09:04 PM
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Dyed my hair. my mania got pushed to the dark side. I really wanted to hurt a few people because of it, but I didn't. My seroquel is kicking in hard so night all.
Sent from my Huawei U8800-51 using Tapatalk 2
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PTSD possible bipolar Meds: propranalol 20mg 2x's(blood pressure), lamictal 300mg, seroquel 100mg, effexor 75mg, sprycel 100mg (CML, chronic myeloid leukemia), iron supplement, multivitamin  |
| Anonymous45023, Cyclowolf
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#96
Jan 23, 2014, 10:45 PM
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Today was a whole lot better than yesterday
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#SpoonieStrong Spoons are a visual representation used as a unit of measure to quantify how much energy individuals with disabilities and chronic illnesses have throughout a given day. 1). Depression 2). PTSD 3). Anxiety 4). Hashimoto 5). Fibromyalgia 6). Asthma 7). Atopic dermatitis 8). Chronic Idiopathic Urticaria 9). Hereditary Angioedema (HAE-normal C-1) 10). Gluten sensitivity 11). EpiPen carrier 12). Food allergies, medication allergies and food intolerances. . 13). Alopecia Areata |
| Anonymous45023, Cyclowolf
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#97
Jan 24, 2014, 12:39 PM
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Restless, anxious, in pain (back is STILL hurting), and just not happy in general. Ugh.
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[COLOR="DeepSkyBlue"][FONT="Century Gothic"]Dx: Bipolar II w/mixed episodes, PTSD, Anxiety Disorder, Insomnia Rx: Lamictal 100mg, Zoloft 75mg, Klonopin 0.5mg x1 /0.25 PRN “Insanity is knowing that what you're doing is completely idiotic, but still, somehow, you just can't stop it.” ― Elizabeth Wurtzel, Prozac Nation |
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#98
Jan 24, 2014, 01:09 PM
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Therapy this afternoon could be interesting. I'm up up up. Got everything done at work and still have a hour left. Things are irritating me and I have a desire to do pleasurable activities till I can't move. Don't have that option though. I so want to be acknowledged.
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PTSD possible bipolar Meds: propranalol 20mg 2x's(blood pressure), lamictal 300mg, seroquel 100mg, effexor 75mg, sprycel 100mg (CML, chronic myeloid leukemia), iron supplement, multivitamin |
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#99
Jan 24, 2014, 01:18 PM
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I went to the sleep dr today and i have severe sleep apnea. On average I had episodes 38 times per hour. Now I have to go back and do another sleep study to get fitted with a CPAP. I hope it works cause I'm tired of being tired all the damn time.
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#100
Jan 24, 2014, 04:07 PM
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Mentally exhausted and on edge. Have been snapping at husband and kids for too long. Complete loss of appetite set in a couple of days ago. Pain for no reason, mostly in joints. Hope to keep tdoc appointment on Tuesday, but starting to think I REALLY need to get back on meds.
One step at a time. Focused on getting kids home from school in an hour without any major social meltdowns. Everything after that will have to take care of itself. |
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