![]() |
FAQ/Help |
Calendar |
Search |
#426
|
||||
|
||||
Don't feel like doing anything and haven't done anything today. Played around on PC creating my profile but nothing else. Feel so lonely and lost tonight.
I hope tomorrow's a better day, however they all seem to run into one very long day lately. ![]()
__________________
The struggle you're in today is developing the strength you need for tomorrow Don't give up |
![]() Anonymous45023
|
#427
|
||||
|
||||
Quote:
Isolating yourself from others and then feeling sorry for yourself because you're alone. I wont even make plans anymore because I don't know where I'll be on that particular day. So we continue to ride the wave ![]()
__________________
The struggle you're in today is developing the strength you need for tomorrow Don't give up |
#428
|
||||
|
||||
I felt tired and grumpy for most of the day, but I seem to be better now. I guess I need to remember that I still am simply a night owl. As long as I keep on a steady sleep schedule, I can work my life around that. Got two loads of laundry completely folded and put away, including my work clothes for tomorrow, so I'm pretty proud of that.
Yesterday, I went to the therapist and got my official diagnosis - Bipolar I and Generalized Anxiety. It's a relief to actually know what I'm targeting, and that now I truly fit into this part of the forums and I'm not just being a hypochondriac lol. I can read up more on these disorders and talk to people and actually finally begin to truly understand myself. |
#429
|
||||
|
||||
Setting boundaries. One of the hardest things to do. I've just started learning how but feel pretty darn guilty setting them
__________________
The struggle you're in today is developing the strength you need for tomorrow Don't give up |
![]() Blitter2014, Curiosity77
|
#430
|
||||
|
||||
Quote:
Boundaries protect from both sides too dont forget ![]() Two sides to the boundary.... Sent from my GT-I9305 using Tapatalk
__________________
"Very funny Scotty, now beam down my clothes" ![]() Success and failure are two of many words we get to define, not society. Our success depends on definition and intentions, not actions |
![]() Curiosity77, Skitz13
|
#431
|
|||
|
|||
I can't sleep and today I really noticed that I am having difficulty with my memory which is the first sign for me that I am going to be going into a hypo-manic phase. Cross my fingers I am wrong.
|
![]() Ziriya2
|
#432
|
||||
|
||||
Hoping your fingers are wrong Blacksheep......u got them crossed?
![]() Sent from my GT-I9305 using Tapatalk
__________________
"Very funny Scotty, now beam down my clothes" ![]() Success and failure are two of many words we get to define, not society. Our success depends on definition and intentions, not actions |
#433
|
|||
|
|||
Feeling anxious, weepy, restless, foggy brained, and depressed. Having a hard time accessing knowledge I know is in my brain and words going in from reading and speech I'm not connecting with meaning. Not sure what's up, I just know I'm unhappy and feel like I should be doing something, but I feel like doing nothing but just sit here.
![]() |
#434
|
||||
|
||||
Quote:
This wave keeps swirling me around and pushing me down.
__________________
Bipolar II - ADHD ~A question that sometimes drives me hazy: am I or are the others crazy?~ Albert Einstein |
#435
|
||||
|
||||
Hooray!!!
__________________
Bipolar II - ADHD ~A question that sometimes drives me hazy: am I or are the others crazy?~ Albert Einstein |
#436
|
||||
|
||||
Melting down
Too much noise Too many people Too many smells The world is spinning too quickly Make it go away |
![]() Anonymous100210, charo224488, Skitz13
|
![]() Blitter2014
|
#437
|
|||
|
|||
__________________
Bipolar II and GAD Venlafaxine, Lamotragine, Buspirone, Risperidone |
![]() Phoenix_1
|
#438
|
|||
|
|||
I was tired and now wound up like a top, arghh, it never ends.
|
#439
|
||||
|
||||
Doing alright -- Zoloft has me a bit leg-bouncy, but I just bumped it to 100mg this week so....hopefully that goes away...also been a bit distractible.
|
#440
|
||||
|
||||
Quote:
Sent from my GT-I9305 using Tapatalk
__________________
"Very funny Scotty, now beam down my clothes" ![]() Success and failure are two of many words we get to define, not society. Our success depends on definition and intentions, not actions |
#441
|
||||
|
||||
I get to keep my job for a bit longer. Woot!
|
#442
|
||||
|
||||
Quote:
Try not to be hard on yourself, this is not your fault. Mental health professionals don't get timing. I would doubt you're going to get much out of it the way you're feeling. Sorry honey ![]()
__________________
The struggle you're in today is developing the strength you need for tomorrow Don't give up |
![]() Hbomb0903
|
#443
|
||||
|
||||
The day wasn't too bad. Had breakfast with my daughter, saw a friend, did some shopping and walked 3.5 miles/5.6 km's. So overall it wasn't too bad of a day but it's only 5:40. My mood tends to change at night.
I've also started a mood chart and diary today just to look at all these mood changes I've been having.
__________________
The struggle you're in today is developing the strength you need for tomorrow Don't give up |
#444
|
|||
|
|||
Had to work today, however I worked under my Social Services title today so I was taking people to doctors appointments/surgeries. Ended up spending 12 hours at the two hospitals at the capital. After that I found out my uncle had been admitted to the hospital, and my more or less grandmother as well. So then I spent the rest of the evening at the hospital back where I live at.
Right now I am feeling so empty, just want hide away from everyone and everything. |
![]() Anonymous45023
|
#445
|
||||
|
||||
Quote:
Sent from my GT-I9305 using Tapatalk
__________________
"Very funny Scotty, now beam down my clothes" ![]() Success and failure are two of many words we get to define, not society. Our success depends on definition and intentions, not actions |
#446
|
|||
|
|||
Bad day today. I ran out of zoloft and I was a little scattered at work I think. It didnt go too well. All was great until there was a question asked across the yard. And I answered honestly, perhaps a bit tactlessly... It just slipped out as it was the truth.
I feel awfully guilty now. I am trying desperately to forgive myself but it is not working yet. I dont really like who I am, I feel right and happy when I am being who I am, but I dont like that person. Maybe that person is unfamiliar? |
#447
|
||||
|
||||
Bouncing off the damn walls. Can't sleep, can't sit still, can't finish a thought let alone a project. Boing boing boing!
Sent from my MyTouch 4G Slide using Tapatalk
__________________
My labels: Bipolar 1 w/ psychosis PTSD GAD SAD ADHD Current meds: 1500mg divalproex sodium 3mg alprazolam 0.5 mg triazolam PRN assorted non psych meds. ![]() |
#448
|
||||
|
||||
Did absolutely nothing today. Had to take a couple PRN's and just slept all day.
I have to get away from all the noise in my head.
__________________
The struggle you're in today is developing the strength you need for tomorrow Don't give up |
#449
|
|||
|
|||
Worked 16 hours last night, came home and tried to sleep but I was too wired up. I cut my grass and my neighbors grass too. Went shopping and spent money I don't have> I feel like the lack of sleep is causing me to get manic.
__________________
Elizabeth Geodon 80 mg qid Zyprexa 5 mg daily Wellbutrin 450 mg daily Paxil 60 mg daily Ativan 1 mg tid Haldol 5 mg prn Fanapt 12 mg bid |
![]() usehername
|
#450
|
||||
|
||||
Yeah, it sounds like your are manic.
__________________
Bipolar 1 ~ 300mg Lamictal, 4mg Ativan
|
Closed Thread |
|