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#551
Jul 20, 2016, 05:25 PM
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Elsa...thinking of you HUGS
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#552
Jul 20, 2016, 06:19 PM
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Found a lump where there shouldn't be a lump a couple weeks ago. Have been putting off going to the doctor. Seeing a doctor is giving me as much anxiety as having a lump. Finally did schedule an appointment for tomorrow. Wish I had something stronger than gabapentin for the anxiety. Could use some good vibes.
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#553
Jul 20, 2016, 06:43 PM
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  (((((( Elsa, Family, Pet, Friend )))))) Much Love and Support  WC |
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#554
Jul 20, 2016, 06:45 PM
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(((((( Scatterbrained04 )))))) Love and Support  WC |
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#555
Jul 20, 2016, 07:40 PM
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There was a famous Country singer with a song with a repetition that went like this: "If you're going to California" and something else, of course, that I forgot. He said, "c'mon this is your chance to brag that you sang at the Opry". And I risked life and limb and took the chance. My wife didn't even get up. She missed the opportunity of a lifetime.
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]Roses are red. Violets are blue.[ Look for the positive in the negative. PIRILON. If lemons fall from the sky, make lemonade. Unknown. Nothing stronger than habit. Victor Hugo. You are the slave of what you say, and the master of what you keep. Unknown. |
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#556
Jul 20, 2016, 07:55 PM
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Don't know what's going on. Normally I drink tons of water but I just can't lately it makes me nauseated. There's really not anything else I like, I drink soy milk once in a while, tea and soda less and it's 100 degrees out I need my water! My lips are peeling I'm so dehydrated. Anybody had this happen, where water makes them nauseous?
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#557
Jul 20, 2016, 09:02 PM
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Water always makes me nauseous. I hate water.
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#558
Jul 20, 2016, 09:38 PM
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Wir sind was wir sind English We are what we are MDD w/psychotic features, BPD |
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#559
Jul 20, 2016, 09:39 PM
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Wir sind was wir sind English We are what we are MDD w/psychotic features, BPD |
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#560
Jul 20, 2016, 09:41 PM
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Wir sind was wir sind English We are what we are MDD w/psychotic features, BPD |
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#561
Jul 20, 2016, 09:46 PM
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Went to my individual therapy and my DBT group today, both were okay, got lectured in therapy for self harming and not utilizing my skills, well.sorry, but all my skills.went out the freaking window when I decided to do what I did. Cause you know I was grieving, I told you that, ugh, I like my therapist, but come on I didn't need a lecture. She did give me a paper on the stages of grief and reassuring me that anger is definitely normal. Now explosive anger on the other hand probably not normal, but anger in general is normal... Other than that we have a heat wave coming, time for me to hibernate, since it'll be too hot to do anything else.
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#562
Jul 21, 2016, 04:19 AM
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Checking in...hugs to those of you having a rough time.
On vacation which is turning out to be a total downer for boyfriend and me. We are visiting boyfriend's father and he's ... being an insensitive jerk, especially to boyfriend. Both of us are depressed and might fly home early if we can afford the flight change. I have altitude sickness and insomnia, too. Ugh. |
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#563
Jul 21, 2016, 06:30 AM
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Preparing to leave for my trip to Europe in less than 1 week...
I went to Trader Joe's and stocked up on healthy snacks for my plane ride... Granola bars, dried fruit, 5-grain crackers, sunflower seeds, etc.. All organic, nothing processed.  I've been eating healthy, so I don't want to ruin it by eating loads of candy and other junk food. 
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#564
Jul 21, 2016, 06:37 AM
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I'm waking up too much, too early and too tired. It was worse with trazodone, but there's plenty of room for improvent still. Good morning to you too.
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]Roses are red. Violets are blue.[ Look for the positive in the negative. PIRILON. If lemons fall from the sky, make lemonade. Unknown. Nothing stronger than habit. Victor Hugo. You are the slave of what you say, and the master of what you keep. Unknown. |
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#565
Jul 21, 2016, 08:58 AM
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hate to say it but I think my bipolar is out of whack, too much eating, drinking and internet usage....
sigh bizi
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#566
Jul 21, 2016, 09:15 AM
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Actually feeling pretty good last couple of days, I need this to last, I need some stability for more than a few days. I'm tired of feeling bad, I'm tired of taking unpaid time off work, I'm tired of never being caught up. I'm ready to fight this right now
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#567
Jul 21, 2016, 09:19 AM
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a little irate that my delivery of vanilla coke (which was meant to arive today), didn't, so need to contact them to find out why.
been going through my dvd of horrible histories- learning about the diffrent kings and queens of england. facinating stuff.. |
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#568
Jul 21, 2016, 11:26 AM
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First episode in two years. Feeling depressed and lethargic and guilty. I feel so guilty that this causes my loved ones strain and makes their life harder. I completely turned my life around. Transformed my body, got stable, got off drugs (abusing adderall and xanax), and quit smoking...now I'm just scared to death I'm going to ruin everything I've worked so hard for. It's so hard to keep going to the gym but I have to. I know I have to. Sitting around in this misery is awful.
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#569
Jul 21, 2016, 02:08 PM
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Jul 21, 2016, 02:31 PM
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Why can't I bring them with me? I've never heard of this! I'm flying out of Boston, MA to Europe directly. No stop in Canada. |
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#571
Jul 21, 2016, 05:07 PM
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Just found out my son's liver and kidneys are fine....the ultrasound was clear! They think the readings were out of whack from the trauma of his appendix surgery last month. This is such wonderful news.... I'm in fears from relief! Still some more personal hurdles for my family and I to jump through, but starting the day off with good news is a good start and gives me hope. I was really sick with anxiety all night last night.....everything felt wrong and I felt like the whole world was coming down on me and everything was going to continue to be horrible. I hate anxiety! I'm taking my pills again and will continue to do so. I really felt like I was on the cusp of an episode last night.....the adrenaline in my body and all the buzzing felt too similar to mania. I felt drugged with uppers....but it's clear now it was anxiety. I got good sleep last night and while I still feel edgy, it's a huge improvement over the past 2 days.
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#572
Jul 21, 2016, 05:51 PM
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So glad for your good news Elsa!!! Happy for you! It's so blazing hot here right now and expected to stay that way for the next 4 days. Too miserable out to do anything
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#573
Jul 21, 2016, 05:57 PM
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Great news Elsa!! I was feeling a bit anxious and on edge this morning. Plus it was really hot for some reason. I didn't go out and get my meds and I was a bit disappointed about that. But when I stayed home I got my debt consolidation form filled out, stopped all the automatic payments.
I also filled out a gruesome job application for the Marriot. It was challenging but it was worth it. I am thinking of going back to work so I have applying the past few days. I don't know but I think I'm ready to see what's out there and rejoin the workforce.
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#574
Jul 21, 2016, 07:12 PM
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great news elsa!
glad that you are feeling better. ((((HUGS))))) bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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Jul 21, 2016, 08:32 PM
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Feeling a little tired but can't sleep. Isn't that the way of things sometimes.
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