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#626
Jul 24, 2016, 09:47 PM
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there must be people who depend on you. Your family would be lost with out you.
(((((HUGS)))) bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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#627
Jul 25, 2016, 01:05 AM
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Been a rough night. A lot of anger tonight. Good thing I have therapy in the morning.
.gif "Sad Girl")
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#628
Jul 25, 2016, 01:09 AM
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I'm reading a book called: PRESCRIPTION FOR DISASTER: The Hidden Dangers in Your Medicine Cabinet.
lol It's actually sort of freaking me out.
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
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#629
Jul 25, 2016, 01:22 AM
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Posted this somewhere else should have been here. Went ballistic on husband at a public park, not a local one he had said some pretty mean things to our daughter. I was yelling calling him names ( daughter was not there) I feel so upset that I could get so out of control in font of people I didn't even know. And I feel embarrassed. And a bit scared.
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#630
Jul 25, 2016, 04:06 AM
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Still agitated and restless and depressed, don't wan to.do anything, but I still have a lot of energy, racing thoughts, my brain won't shut off, still a high urge to SH, ugh... Still very paranoid, and hearing voices, I got to.break free from this... Going to call Medicaid either today or tomorrow to check into getting a supplemental insurance and see if they took my Dads insurance out of their system as my supplemental plan, so I can at least get my meds refilled.
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Wir sind was wir sind English We are what we are MDD w/psychotic features, BPD |
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#631
Jul 25, 2016, 04:59 AM
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i wish i could have a deecent conversation!. no, i really do!.
someone was talking to me today concerned about moving out from their parent's house, and asked me what the worst part was for me, and i felt depressed about it. and i'm like.. no, well my family were abusive and not nice to me- ruined my life, so i really don't care!. not a single peace of advice, a single peace of support uggg!. it always comes back to me.. why can't i just see it from their side |
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#632
Jul 25, 2016, 05:00 AM
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fair enough... family is a triggery topic.
but still no wonder my friends are always running |
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#633
Jul 25, 2016, 10:55 AM
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Lots of agitated and mixed folks around here these days.
 Summer strikes again! :group hug:I'm up on my rocket ship again! Up down up down up down. It's pretty frustrating to be 2-3 people in one day. Somehow whenever my mood lifts a little, I immediately assume I'm stabilizing. You would think I would get it by now! Ha! In life news,I'm worried that my best gf is going to hurt herself. She is wildly out of control, and I'm trying my best(without overstepping) to help. She texts me about wanting to be dead and then I don't here from her for 24 hrs. She says it's just stress. I can't even. Lol Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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#634
Jul 25, 2016, 12:12 PM
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Rocket ship energy is swiftly becoming too much. I'm posting here in hopes of calming myself down so I don't cut this awful thing out of me.
Fast hard furious urges! I have a psych appt this afternoon. Hold on hold on holdonholdonholdon!!!! Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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#635
Jul 25, 2016, 12:25 PM
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Coconutzo let us know how appt goes...big hugs to you
Didn't make it to work on time but I'm here and doing okay. Wish I could get past my morning dark thoughts, it's something I need to work on for sure!! Sent from my SAMSUNG-SM-G930A using Tapatalk
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#636
Jul 25, 2016, 12:37 PM
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Coco, keep us posted.
Still on what has turned out to be a lousy vacation. Boyfriend's dad is being rude to both of us now. I verbally snapped back at him yesterday. He was drunk and being belligerent. We didn't argue. Boyfriend and I left the cabin for a couple of hours and he was passed out for the night when we returned. Boyfriend woke up sick with a stomach flu. I am waiting to hear from my stepdad about one of my meds. He was supposed to fill it for me last Friday and overnight it to me via FedEx. The pharmacy was out of stock of the med and said come back today. So I have been out since last week. There are no pharmacies where I am at on vacation. I have seen more animals than people here. I hope my stepdad can get my rx filled today. I wish I didn't have to be on meds and I wish I was home. I miss my cats, too. |
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#637
Jul 25, 2016, 01:24 PM
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Another day in bipolar paradise!
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#639
Jul 25, 2016, 03:00 PM
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Two more days of work then move in a month......so much to do and so little motivation to do it.
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#640
Jul 25, 2016, 03:06 PM
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Applied for disability today.
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
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#641
Jul 25, 2016, 05:30 PM
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Yeah i've been feeling mixed recently too.
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#642
Jul 25, 2016, 08:26 PM
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I can't handle life
So many demands I just want to run away
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What's so funny about peace, love and understanding? Elvis Costello |
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#644
Jul 25, 2016, 10:25 PM
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Having a high urge to.SH, but distracting myself.with music amd posting/lurking around on here. It's workimg it's calming me.down a little, also.took.a couple sleeping pills, waiting for those to kick in. Still agitated, and restless, but the sleeping pills are helping with that...See now I can use.my DBT skill that I already know, last.week I couldn't, everything flew.out the window. So maybe no lectures from my therapist this week...
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Wir sind was wir sind English We are what we are MDD w/psychotic features, BPD |
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#646
Jul 25, 2016, 10:33 PM
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Geodon has saved me from myself.
hope it helps you too. bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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#647
Jul 25, 2016, 10:46 PM
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Quote:
Is it just me, or do people in the world seem to sway with each other? Not just bipolar, but everyone, effected by full moons for example. I feel like the world that is not so visible to the naked eye has a surprising amount of influence over us. But anyway yes I can't sleep either. |
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#649
Jul 25, 2016, 11:09 PM
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I'm so unbelievably miserable. I fought so hard today to smother the urge to hurt myself. I ran in circles. I was most unsafe, but I was successful. Now I'm deep in the well clawing at the walls screaming inside out(but really just inside) WHY DIDNT I LET THIS ****ING THING OUT!?!?!
Enter tears and terror about trying a new med.Woof. Thanks bizi for the bit of hope. It's something. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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#650
Jul 25, 2016, 11:12 PM
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One of my favorite 90s songs - I'm a hazard to myself. Don't let me get me... I'm my own worst enemy. It's bad when you aannoy yourrrr self. So irritating. Don't wanna be my friend no more.. I wanna be somebody else.
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