eden1515

No i just cant have it in my body no matter how it got in there

Do they know that?

Yes they just dont care.

It sounds like you need to think about this as "it is going to be in my body no matter what" and then you can at least control how it goes in since they'll use injections if you don't take pills. Injections may be easier for you; I think it's a personal thing, but I don't think you're very likely to avoid the meds in one form or another. And who knows, maybe if you try it you'll discover it isn't so bad after all.

I want to run away they are going to hurt me i cant trust them all the staff keep saying i am very unwell and i need medication and that even though i feel fine i am still not well but i asked the doctors what they thought was going on and they wouldnt tell me they keep just saying they want to help. I asked the nurse and she said she understands that i cant see it but that that justbshows how unwell i am. I dont understand i dont need medication i am not sick but they arent going to let me go.

I think you'd actually be better off with the injections, so you don't have to worry about remembering the pills. I didn't think there was anything wrong with me either, and maybe there wasn't, but I still feel better on meds. Whatever caused my hallucinations to stop, it's just a miracle that something did.

We all can plainly see that you need meds because we all have had similar hallucinations, which are under control since we have taken meds.

No one is lying to you, Eden.

Thinking of you. Trust them. You will get out of there but it takes time. Please take your meds and tell them if you aren't sleeping. Take care. xo

Your delusions are psychotic and you can't see that right now because you are unwell.
I am sorry for anyone who has MI.
They really are there to help you...let them do their job.
Continue being honest with them.
This is a really important time in your life.
bizi

I dont want to ever speak to them again I want to run I feel like my only option is dying I can't make it stop I just want to go home I hate it here the doctors talk to me like I am an idiot and they never answer my questions I can't do this anymore they say they want to work with me but they are lying they want me to be obedient I want to screm!

I'm sorry this is happening to you Eden.

They have said if i am not consistently taking madication by the end of this week they will go to the mental health tribunal and force me to take meds. I am so done i cant do this i need to get out of here they are going to hurt me.

They are helping you not hurting you. You need medication. It won't work right away but once you find the right meds you will start to feel better.

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I wish you would cooperate with them.
sorry it is so hard.
((((HUGS))))
bizi

I can't do this something horrible happened and the Angels said it would they said if I took the medication a 3rd time then my pet rabbit would die but if I didn't take it the doctors were going to put me on an order and I begged them not to hurt my rabbit I really did and now someone else close to me has gotten hurt instead and it is all my fault. The Angels said this stuff will keep happening and get worse the more I take the medication I really can't do this the doctors want to hurt me I am not sick they don't understand I can't I have to get away from this place or be dead or no I need to run and go to the mountains and then I can't fix this. It is not safe here.

The medication will make it so the angel's stop talking to you and scaring you. They can't hurt anyone they are lying. You can't run, I know you don't feel safe but the dr.s and nurses need to know the angel's are threatening you.

((((EDEN))))..I hope it gets better soon ...don't let the voices control you! You gotta fight! I know it's hard They are so scary and convincing....mine are "shadow entities"...they threaten me w/ stuff like that too .... Try to remember past times they have gotten powerful and mean... Remember that THEY ARE NOT YOUR FRIENDS! THEY DO NOT CARE ABOUT YOU!! THEY LIE!! THE STUFF THEY TELL YOU IS SO THEY CAN KEEP CONTROL NOT TRUTH...THEY DO NOT WANT YOU TO GET BETTER!! PLEASE TRY TO REMEMBER..
..YOU HAVE SMACKED THEM DOWN B4..YOU CAN DO IT AGAIN!! I BELIEVE IN YOU...WE ALL DO HERE! ....We CARE.

The doctors are going to hurt me i cant eat anymore cause they are putting stuff in my food. I am going to run in a few days i just need to get some supplies it is not safe here they are trying to get into my head i am scared to sleep cause i dont trust what they will do to me. The angels dont want me to ever speak to the doctors again i cant it is too dangerous they are going to hurt us.

If you don't talk to them they'll think you're more unwell and you'll get an injection. Please eat, you need your strength to deal with this. Not eating will make you confused and unable to think. Is there anything safe you can eat?

Nothing here is safe And I should never have spoken to the doctors in the first place they are evil they are trying to hurt me I can't stay here I need to leave I don't know what to do anymore.

Can you ask for a transfer?

No one is trying to hurt you. You need to try and relax.

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Not really

The doctors are trying to hurt me

((((( EDEN )))))
Peace, Comfort, Healing, Joy


Wild Coyote

What proof do you have that the doctors are trying to hurt you?

None. Whatsoever


The only information you are going by is what mystical creatures in your head say. And they're not even honest creatures at that.


They said your rabbit would die, your rabbit is PERFECTLY FINE.


The fact that someone else has gotten hurt during the same time frame is purely coincidental. Coincidences are a real thing, not everything is a "sign". This person getting hurt has nothing to do with you taking meds. The person was going to get hurt whether you took meds or not. It's how life works.


The longer you fight the doctors, the worse you will feel.


If you are not sick and don't need meds, you wouldn't be in the hospital.


That is fact. That is reality.


The longer you fight the doctors, the longer your stay in hospital, and if you run away, they'll come pick you up and put you in a long term care facility and inject you.


This is your life Eden.


Not the angels' or the demons' life, you get to decide what's best for you. Not them. Time to be an adult and do so, instead of letting invisible creatures pull all yours strings.


I know this is hard but you've been going through this for probably the entirety of 2016 so far. Yes I follow your threads. So take advantage of the situation and end your torment already.


Test the validity of their threats, take the meds. The worst that can happen is they disappear and you actually find peace.


I know there's a whole dimension your mind has concocted to reinforce your belief system and strengthen your delusion. But just as you want us to believe this other dimension, give us the benefit of the doubt too and listen to what we have to say.


And if that's too hard, then do the simple math: 1 Eden who believes she's not ill verses 100 PC members and doctors who knows she is and desperately needs help.


Take care Eden, try and act in your own best interest for a change. You can only benefit.