eden1515

eden try your best to find a nurse that you can talk too.

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WC

I saw the doctor he didnt say much i still dont know how long i will be here for.

were you honest about what was going on with you?
sorry this is so hard.
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bizi

How are you doing?
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bizi

I was moved to another ward this one is less secure I made the mistake of telling the doctors what is going on I want to run there is a gate that just opens no locks I want to just run out and never come back. I told a nurse that and she said that they were going to keep more of an eye on me but I am pretty sure I could sneak out. The nurse said I was unwell and that is was good that I told the doctors that stuff but she also she they think there is a lot more going on with me than they thought when I first came in. I think they intend to keep me here for a long time someone who is here has been here for 3 months and the nurse said they don't let people go until they are well again. I really want to run I can't stay here it is too dangerous I really screwed up big time.

No you did the right thing and might finally get the help you need.

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look at all the love for eden.

it's great

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You'll be fine, Eden. You didn't screw up.

The nurse said I was doing the right thing and that they want to help me but everything in my head tell me she is lying. I don't feel unwell everyone keeps saying don't you want to feel better but I feel fine there is nothing wrong with me I really don't understand what the problem is even at the other ward they kept getting mad at me for standing on things and climbing on things one nurse said standing on chairs is not normal but I really don't see what the problem is. The other soul in my body want me to kill people I don't want to but sometimes he creeps up on me and I don't notice him. I feel weird I don't think I can trust people here I feel like I need to run I really do there is a bush trail nearby that I could hide in as long as you run off the path they are going to hurt us here.

I know you feel fine but they want to get rid of the other sole and make it so you don't have to harm yourself or others. Please don't run. Talk to them about your need to run.

I agree keep letting them know what's going on. Your in a safe place to get well. HUGS

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Hi eden,

Thanks for checking in and letting us know how you are doing.

It sounds like it's still a challenge for you.
Stick with it. You'll be glad you did.


WC

hi eden, It sounds like they have not gotten your medications right just yet. sorry about that.
Keep talking to them this is their job, they are being paid a lot of money to help you. But you must cooperate with them, keep being honest about what is going on.
When you talk about killing someone
then you must know that you are still not well and still need help.
bizi

Hang in there Eden. As others have said you will be glad you did once you are in a better space. I know you don't feel unwell but having voices telling you to do harm is a sign of something being very off. Please tell the staff so they can help you. They don't want to harm you. Please don't run away. Most likely the police will find you anyway and bring you back. Please stay safe. All here at PC care deeply about you. I hope this passes soon and you can go home safe. Have you had any visitors?

They are saying that if i dont take meds they are going to put me on a treatment order and i will be put on injections they are saying i am too unwell to know what is best for me and that if i havent started taking them in about a week or so i wont get a choice. I am not sick but everyone keeps saying i am really unwell. I dont know what to do i have screwed up big time. I cant discharge myself i cant get leave i habe really screwed up.

Hey, eden. I'm sorry you're so unhappy with the hospital/treatment, but I agree with your care specialists. It's almost unthinkable for some of us to recognize when we're experiencing psychosis, but life makes more sense when we finally do.

you should take the meds

it will help you.

promise

You haven't screwed up. Your doctors are finally doing what they should have done months ago.

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please take the meds, having forced injections is so traumatizing...
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bizi

I know it's hard to see right now but you are unwell. Take the meds and let the doctors help you. Forcing them to give you injections is going to make things worse.

Take the meds and you'll get leave sooner. co-operate with them best you can and tell the others to shut up when they're telling you that you screwed up. because you didn't screw up. Your forced to get the help that you deserve. So the others can't bother you anymore.

Omg. Please take the meds. You don't want to be stuck on injections. They suck.

I took one of them but i dont think i can anymore i spent the whole night lookong for ways to kill myself and they nearly sent me back to the other more secure ward they gave me vallium and lorazepam and tamazepam and i now have to have a nurse with me all the time. I am supposed to see the doctors soon. I feel horrible i ruined everything there is literally no way out of here that doesnt involve mass murder and if i crossed that line i think i would just make things more difficult.

Would injections be easier for you?