eden1515

Sep 22, 2016, 11:42 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Angelique67

You were talking about things your care team weren't aware of, and I'm just saying they already know. And that it isn't as big of a deal to them if you go off your treatment as it is to us, because we've been supporting you through terrible suffering, with our empathy and sympathy, and it might matter more to one of us who care about you if you go off your treatment, than it might matter to the professionals on your care team.

You do matter to them, but they are trained to not get too close to their patients. On pc, you're in contact with a whole lot of people with open hearts. It isn't as easy for us to have to stand by, powerless, as you go off and on your meds and treatment.

i wasnt talking about my care team in that post i was talking bout everyone in my life including here. i never said anyone cared or didnt care i simply said that the meds are not what cause the change in my communication i did because i was sick of people making wrong assumptions.

Angelique67 · Sep 23, 2016, 12:14 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by eden1515

i wasnt talking about my care team in that post i was talking bout everyone in my life including here. i never said anyone cared or didnt care i simply said that the meds are not what cause the change in my communication i did because i was sick of people making wrong assumptions.

You changed your reasons. At first you said your iPad was punctuating your post, and then the next day you said you had changed your posting style, and it was an act of will.

I'm not sure if you fibbed one of those days. In one case you had nothing to do with it, and in the other case, it was an act of will.

But I wonder now which version of things is the more objective version now. Of all the things you post. I can't help that.

Sep 23, 2016, 01:58 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Angelique67

You changed your reasons. At first you said your iPad was punctuating your post, and then the next day you said you had changed your posting style, and it was an act of will.

I'm not sure if you fibbed one of those days. In one case you had nothing to do with it, and in the other case, it was an act of will.

But I wonder now which version of things is the more objective version now. Of all the things you post. I can't help that.

oh my god ok the punctuation is the ipad and the words and style is me it really shouldnt be this hard but apparently my communication sucks again. everyone happy now.

Sep 23, 2016, 02:08 AM

ok like honestly sorry if i am snappy at everyone but i feel like **** i am exhausted i want to scream and all i can think about is ending everything my head wont stop i cant stay in one place i keep laughing yet i feel horrible my head is going really fast but not in a nice way and i dont trust the doctors not even my normal psychiatrist anymore and i dont feel like myself anymore like i dont feel right and everything is ruined and i cant make it all stop and i just i am so freaking tired. there is so much going on and no one actually truly understands or knows just how much is going on not anyone i have been trying so hard to keep it together but i just feel like i am about to explode all the time. i just dont think i can do this anymore. the meds are poison and i want them out i want to go be with the angels that is where i need to be.

p00dlez · Sep 23, 2016, 04:55 AM

Eden,

I do understand what your going through but I honestly don't think I can help you. I did want to help but I don't think its working. This all is above my pay grade, you really need the help of your doctors. You have to let your doctors know what's going on with you or they cant help you.

Anyway I am here if you ever just want to talk or just need a friend but I am not going to give anymore advice because I really don't know what to do to help you. I feel pretty helpless in this situation and I don't know what else I can do.

Hugs

Sep 23, 2016, 06:21 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by p00dlez

Eden,

I do understand what your going through but I honestly don't think I can help you. I did want to help but I don't think its working. This all is above my pay grade, you really need the help of your doctors. You have to let your doctors know what's going on with you or they cant help you.

Anyway I am here if you ever just want to talk or just need a friend but I am not going to give anymore advice because I really don't know what to do to help you. I feel pretty helpless in this situation and I don't know what else I can do.

Hugs

i never asked for advice i come here mostly to vent i never even expected advice all i wanted was just support that is it.

Menu

eden1515

My Support Forums