[Nammu]

Update

Much better day today even though I only got about 4 hours sleep. My cousin was there before 8 and he did most of the packing into the car, great job. I drove straight though from 9-2 without stopping( I hate stopping) checked in early and am just waiting for a decent time to sleep....don't want to wake up at 1am. My back is worse today but at least I have a comfortable car, it has lumber support. I hope tomorrow's weather is as good as today's has been. Watching Open Season number 3.

Hope everyone is doing great today.

[Unrigged64072835]

Nammu, I hope your back feels better and you have a safe trip.

Today I was anxious for no reason again. I really need to figure out what's going on. I also need to redo my med schedule so I can take more Neurotin. Husband has jury duty starting tomorrow.

[bizi]

thank you for checking in nammu!
Your car must get good gas mileage!
yes give your back a break, what about a hot bubble bath?
((((HUGS))))
bizi

[Victoria'smom]

Questioning my existence today and whether it needs to be remedied today.

[Nammu]

Originally Posted by bizi

thank you for checking in nammu!
Your car must get good gas mileage!
yes give your back a break, what about a hot bubble bath?
((((HUGS))))
bizi

No bubble bath here but planning on a shower once I've enough energy.

[Incubus]

Checking in.

Feeling crappy. Still no support at home. Wife seems to ignore me and my illness. Been like this for the last two months

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[bizi]

Originally Posted by Incubus

Checking in.

Feeling crappy. Still no support at home. Wife seems to ignore me and my illness. Been like this for the last two months

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sorry you feel like crap.
Could you ask for her support? She may not know what to do or say?
sorry
bizi

[Incubus]

Originally Posted by bizi

sorry you feel like crap.
Could you ask for her support? She may not know what to do or say?
sorry
bizi

She seems to fuel the stigma. Ignore it or just say its in your type of stuff. Blames panic attacks on acid reflux. Just a pain

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Still feeling like a sh_t stain

Very lethargic

On the upside, I managed to get off my @ss and clean up my room a little more -- but that's only because I suspect a mouse is somewhere in my room. Little f**ker.

Hopefully my room will be clean within the next 3 to 4 days. (Trust me... I spent 3 hours today and it looks like I didn't do anything.)

[bizi]

Originally Posted by Incubus

She seems to fuel the stigma. Ignore it or just say its in your type of stuff. Blames panic attacks on acid reflux. Just a pain

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If you see a therapist you could ask her to go with you so that way the T might be able to help explain to her your diagnosis, brain chemistry, need for meds etc.
just a thought
sorry this sounds s*****!
bizi

[Wild Coyote]

Originally Posted by bluebicycle

Still feeling like a sh_t stain

Very lethargic

On the upside, I managed to get off my @ss and clean up my room a little more -- but that's only because I suspect a mouse is somewhere in my room. Little f**ker.

Hopefully my room will be clean within the next 3 to 4 days. (Trust me... I spent 3 hours today and it looks like I didn't do anything.)

The way you'd written about the mouse had struck me as so funny!

I have some messes to clean up, too!

You are "one of a kind," Blue!


WC

[Tucson]

My daughter hid in her room when she had returned from her mothers place. She offered no break for me from my mother. This weekend has been very challenging with my mother acting crazy most of the time. I really needed that break. Perhaps tomorrow?

today we have an extra day of the weekend (english bank holiday)

not that it matters- i'm not really doing anything, just saying so

this morning my emilie autumn album started randomly skipping on track 8, and that album's my life.. so i've been cleaning it using my new machine which i purchased from amazon (not bad for the price, it's £15 and you get the machine, 3 sets of cleaning wheels, and the fluid)

i am feeling a lot better than i did on saturday- just a little depressed due to the fact that it's a long weekend and i've not made the most of it what so ever.

i just posted in another thread that i'm not sure i deserve weekends.. i'm not sure i deserve any days at all- what do they mean to me.

barely anything

I hate mice, especially ones that run around my room.

That little f**ker is dying TONIGHT. I'm not going to tolerate Mickey Mouse climbing on me in the middle of the night and taking a dump on my face. No, I will take a dump on YOU after I find you, stomp on you, and throw you in the toilet.

F**k Mickey Mouse

In other news, I made more progress on my room

[hopeless2015]

I'm in a dark place today. I haven't let myself go there lately but gave into it today. I've slept most of the day away. Tomorrow is a new day, I'll get myself back up tomorrow

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Originally Posted by hopeless2015

I'm in a dark place today. I haven't let myself go there lately but gave into it today. I've slept most of the day away. Tomorrow is a new day, I'll get myself back up tomorrow

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Yes, there is tomorrow. You're not alone and things will change. It will not always be like this.

I slept, which was top priority. Feeling labile. Practicing mindfulness.

[scatterbrained04]

My job is really leaving me feel anxious and unappreciated. I could see this throwing me into depression if I'm not careful.

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Originally Posted by scatterbrained04

My job is really leaving me feel anxious and unappreciated. I could see this throwing me into depression if I'm not careful.

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My job has been making me feel this way. It's partly why I'm angry and depressed lately.

Well, the depression hit me randomly, and then the unappreciative behavior from my coworkers just feeds the depression.

Wheneve I feel unappreciated, I find a way to make my coworkers appreciate me. I guess I'm a horrible person, but I don't tolerate people treating me like trash. Basically, I make them desperate for my help in order to get my point across. And if they still don't appreciate me, then I leave the job or find another position within the company.

I'm not saying you should do that. I'm just saying that's what I do

[Unrigged64072835]

My husband is done with jury duty. The defendant didn't want a trial by jury. So he is now back home for the remaining two weeks. I'm cool with that.

[OctobersBlackRose]

Went to eat and to the store with my Grandma, ate.too much, now I'm home and laying in bed, not a bad day, but my mood is kind of blah...

[Incubus]

Originally Posted by bizi

If you see a therapist you could ask her to go with you so that way the T might be able to help explain to her your diagnosis, brain chemistry, need for meds etc.
just a thought
sorry this sounds s*****!
bizi

I would take her but as she puts that is for you and you only. It doesnt sound bad. I have asked to come and just a fight

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[Nammu]

Was day two of my journey home to Minnesota. Kansas City was a trial and jaw clenching but I put 500 miles behind me today. The cool thing about driving while stable is that I don't go batshit ape crazy over other drivers and I'm content to drive the speed limit. Set the cruise control and sit back and relax....except for Kansas City that is.

Killing in online Scrabble. Yes, i've gone back to Scrabble. My mind needs the exercise. I guess i just needed to vent about it. Not sure if i'll go back to Club. Content to play online for the moment. I made a rare play called a triple-triple yesterday for 131 points!

[bizi]

nammu, you are doing well 500 miles in one day is a lot of miles!

Jane, I am happy for you, congratulations on your rare play.
bizi