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#726
Feb 05, 2017, 03:30 PM
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I'm home. I used to be in such good shape. Omg. I'm terribly out of shape. I need to work out more so it gets easier I guess. I was totally wiped earlier.
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat - He who sings prays twice ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Risperdal .5 mg  Gabapentin 600 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily |
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#727
Feb 05, 2017, 03:51 PM
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Still getting up readily (so weird, lol!) and getting things done, but not feeling as manic-y about it. Yesterday hit a patch of bad agitation. Keeping an eye on things. I don't know whether it's a blip, if the "up" is turning on me or if it's beginning a crash. Also wondering if the Abilify might be involved. Is it pulling me back into orbit? Evening me out? I've considered things to be going well and this is time I've been on it, though it is a low dose. Have an appointment with the prescriber next week.
Hopefully the agitation was just a blip. Because damn, I want to be doing well. It's been so nice being motivated and getting things done. (And when I can stay above being dragged down by a very frustrating life circumstance, it's golden.) Guess we'll see. Hope level is decent. I was really struck when having that spell how quickly (and gladly!) we forget when things are going well and "can't see" why we can't just keep that going because it comes so easily at the time. How we can know the bad stuff intellectually, but not FEELING it at the time, it has a sense of unreality. It "can't" really happen. Can it? Yeah, rhetorical question. |
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#728
Feb 05, 2017, 07:08 PM
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Had a pretty good day. Went to church for the first time in about a year. Hope to meet up with my neighbor for lunch soon.
Took a long nap. Ended up buying a rotisserie chicken for dinner. That went well. Had a little bit of anxiety because I slept through taking my afternoon meds. Oh well. |
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#729
Feb 05, 2017, 07:11 PM
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My temp is 99.7. it's usually 96 or 97 something. It should be low as I just had my period. Maybe this is why I'm cold?
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat - He who sings prays twice ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Risperdal .5 mg Gabapentin 600 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily |
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#730
Feb 05, 2017, 07:44 PM
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I have never told my P.doc that I hear voices.
I might tell I'm next time I go... but probably not I don't want to share that with anyone
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What's so funny about peace, love and understanding? Elvis Costello |
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#731
Feb 05, 2017, 07:57 PM
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Ho hum, so bored
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#733
Feb 05, 2017, 08:33 PM
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Quote:
 That is disappointing
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat - He who sings prays twice ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Risperdal .5 mg Gabapentin 600 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily |
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#734
Feb 05, 2017, 08:35 PM
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat - He who sings prays twice ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Risperdal .5 mg Gabapentin 600 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily |
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#735
Feb 05, 2017, 08:41 PM
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On Optimism Online, they have a 0-10 scale between depressed and elevated where 5 would be baseline. So I am going between 6 (enthusiastic!) and 4 (a little sad, but no big deal) today. Listening to the music from Woody Allen's movies.
When I feel a little sad, I make tea. So, I will make tea now.
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Dx: Bipolar I w/Psychotic Features Rx: Seroquel ER 550 mg, Depakote ER 1000 mg, Melatonin 6 mg, Atarax 50 mg. |
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#737
Feb 06, 2017, 11:18 AM
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat - He who sings prays twice ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Risperdal .5 mg Gabapentin 600 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily |
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#738
Feb 06, 2017, 11:52 AM
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One day I’ll leave my 6 flowers
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Feb 06, 2017, 11:57 AM
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat - He who sings prays twice ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Risperdal .5 mg Gabapentin 600 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily |
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Feb 06, 2017, 12:03 PM
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One day I’ll leave my 6 flowers
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#741
Feb 06, 2017, 02:22 PM
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Getting a new boss! Yeah!
My asshole boss can KISS, MY, A.SS He always tells me what I am and am not capable of doing without actually giving me the chance to prove myself. What a f***ing douchebag I'm happy to be freed from his torture chamber |
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#742
Feb 06, 2017, 03:23 PM
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Wahooo! That's great about your boss!
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat - He who sings prays twice ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Risperdal .5 mg Gabapentin 600 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily |
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Feb 06, 2017, 03:40 PM
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Good news about your new boss, Blue.
Skipped T today and tried taking a nap instead. Went to pdoc. She's trying something different for possible tardive dyskinesia. She's doing a high level of Vitamin E before she tweaks the Artane. Took a walk at a local park. It's too freaking nice for winter. |
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#744
Feb 06, 2017, 05:17 PM
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Taking stock of how lucky I am.
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat - He who sings prays twice ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Risperdal .5 mg Gabapentin 600 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily |
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#745
Feb 06, 2017, 06:25 PM
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Hiked in the forest to a waterfall and stood under it. I live in the Blue ridge mountains and it was beautiful here today. I had bad anxiety at the beginning of the hike but the woods seemed to absorb the kinetic energy. I feel amazing.
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#746
Feb 06, 2017, 06:55 PM
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Had 2 or 3 up days and now back down in the dumps. I feel sorry for my husband, but he has been really positive and encouraging lately and that means so much to me. I'm very lucky. Trying to get out of my own head and be thankful for what I have.
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#747
Feb 06, 2017, 07:10 PM
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Bipolar operative Lefty the Salesman checking in from Mid-Pacific numbers station 96816, running isolation drills, bagged vapor and a benzodiazepine smoothie. It doesn't any make sense to me either.
Last edited by Anonymous37971; Feb 06, 2017 at 10:47 PM. Reason: They test stolen Sukhois in mock dogfights in the airspace over Area 51. |
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#748
Feb 06, 2017, 09:42 PM
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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#749
Feb 07, 2017, 09:40 AM
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Been feeling really good last few days except agitated and irritable. Kind of hit me on Sunday. Might be hypomanic. Saw pdoc today and he thinks I'm hypo but in a reaction to trauma as I had a trigger 12 days ago, was very upset, anxious and full of rage. I did lots of self care, calmed down then shot up. Seeing my pdoc was helpful but annoying as he still brought up religion even though that's the reason he can't treat me anymore ( he finds my spiritual beliefs too conflicting with his so he cut me off). Still, he was very caring and continues to treat my symptoms.
Seeing a new pdoc in two weeks and hopefully he will be a good match. I just can't stay with my current doc, he triggers me and doesn't get me or even my diagnosis. Happy and hopeful for great things ahead.
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Bipolar 1 with psychotic features PTSD  "Phew! For a minute there I lost myself." 'Karma Police' by Radiohead |
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#750
Feb 07, 2017, 11:13 AM
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ONE man against the world. ONE world against the man. ( I find it deep.)
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]Roses are red. Violets are blue.[ Look for the positive in the negative. PIRILON. If lemons fall from the sky, make lemonade. Unknown. Nothing stronger than habit. Victor Hugo. You are the slave of what you say, and the master of what you keep. Unknown. |
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