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#826
Mar 14, 2018, 03:57 PM
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It's International Pi Day, so there's an apple pie in the fridge. I also did a load of laundry and chicken is marinating in the fridge. For that I think I deserve a three-hour nap.
Head still hurts even with large doses of ibuprofen. I hope it goes away soon. Mood is still low but manageable. Hugs for those who want them. 
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#827
Mar 14, 2018, 04:20 PM
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Had an actual good, stable day today. Minimal anxiety, not too high, not too low. Perfect. I love these days. Appetite is normal after five days of barely eating. I got some stuff done that I’ve been putting off. It’s nice to get a break from the storm.
Tinder guy, heretofore referred to by his initials NV, is really great. We had a really nice time last night. We are going to hang out Saturday and watch a movie. I’m really looking forward to it. Love to all!
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real? -Albus Dumbledore That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have. -Garden State |
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#828
Mar 14, 2018, 05:36 PM
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I am trying to get my daughter’s mother together with her son to go over the details of the spendthrift trust. I am using her son to make sure I am communicating accurately to her. She speaks Spanish. So that should prove to be interesting.
I have been eating out more than usual. My step son’s girlfriend gave me a $50 check. So I am carefully spending it on eating out. I have been trying to watch my diet, but I do not always know the nutritional information about what meal I am eating. Of course this includes the calories, which is the most important to me. I am starting to feel better. The depression is starting to lift. I showered today which I think is a sign of that. My daughter apologized to me for her mean and disrespectful treatment of me. She does have anger issues. So we are reconciled now and are going to take advantage of a “buy one and get the other one” cell phone promotion by AT&T. The unlimited data option has my daughter drooling in anticipation of this happening. |
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#829
Mar 14, 2018, 06:51 PM
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I took a shower after being stubborn for about five days. Yay! All fresh and clean! Otherwise i just laid in bed most of the day.
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| Anonymous45023, Anonymous52314, Sunflower123, Unrigged64072835, xRavenx
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#830
Mar 14, 2018, 07:56 PM
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I feel that I am getting a cold....nausea coming on, really bad cogestion, chills. I really can't afford to call out of work. I'm hoping that I can pull through.
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| Anonymous45023, Sunflower123, Unrigged64072835
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#831
Mar 14, 2018, 07:56 PM
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I got out of bed really late today. I just had a hard time getting up and going today. I managed to finally get out of bed and took a shower and got dressed then my Mom drove me to pick up my meds. I `m really angry with myself for not getting anything done today.
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#832
Mar 14, 2018, 08:04 PM
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I'm feeling really sad today. I feel like I don't have anyone to talk in real life that doesn't want something from me.
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#833
Mar 14, 2018, 08:06 PM
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I hate that feeling. I hope tomorrow's a better day.
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| bizi, leomama, liveforsummer, Sunflower123, Wild Coyote
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#834
Mar 14, 2018, 10:30 PM
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Thank you, I’m looking at my work schedule and I can see the first three hours of my shift may be a problem. |
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#835
Mar 15, 2018, 05:49 AM
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Been sleeping 3-4 hrs a night for over a week now, with 2 nights of sleeping more because of upping Seroquel. Went from 25 mg (just for sleep) to 50 to 150 and as of last night 200mg. I feel like I need a tranquilizer dart to be put to sleep. Lots of energy at work and going to the gym which I never usually do. Feeling down the last couple of days with dark thoughts at the same time, and wondering if I'm mixed. But it's not as intense as other times, years ago, when I was unstable, so I don't know. I'm jumping out of my skin and so utterly frustrated. Communicating by email with pdoc who is afraid I'll go manic. She's changing practices and they are supposed to call me to give me an appointment. Didn't make one last I saw her because of her changing practices. I hope I can be fit in soon, but I don't know. I'm tired of doing this via email and I need to see her, my pdoc. Really bad. I'm still going to work, but am afraid to because I don't know if and when my mood will go way way south. Or north. More off-kilter than I am, anyway.
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| Nammu
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#836
Mar 15, 2018, 07:11 AM
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I’m up again. Yesterday was perfect but today not so much. I mean it’s ok because I’m super happy but I can’t concentrate for **** and I have a lot of work to do. I think the trileptal was actually helping me stay out of hypomania, just not depression (story of my life). I don’t know though.
I think I may be fired this year because they haven’t done any observations on me and it’s already March 15. I’ve been back for six weeks and nothing. I bet I’ll get one very soon. I hope I fail and get fired!!! That would be the best. I know that’s crazy to say but it’s true! Uuuugh I’m so high I just wanna go drive fast but I can’t because I have work to do!!!
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real? -Albus Dumbledore That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have. -Garden State |
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#837
Mar 15, 2018, 07:17 AM
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I wonder if I should call pdoc...
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real? -Albus Dumbledore That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have. -Garden State |
| bizi, jacky8807, liveforsummer, Sunflower123, Unrigged64072835, Wild Coyote, xRavenx
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#838
Mar 15, 2018, 07:25 AM
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I do that sometimes. bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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#839
Mar 15, 2018, 09:21 AM
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Sorry you are struggling wild c. Any type of relief happening for you today? I hope earths promise of spring brings you some hope....
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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#840
Mar 15, 2018, 10:06 AM
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I feel a little better today. I think my session yesterday with my therapist helped. It's also sunny and I feel a little brightened mood-wise. I hope it increases further and lasts.
My goal today is to clean up around the house a bit and iron a couple of shirts for my hubby. It would be good if I could get outside a bit, even if I just take a walk to the end of the road and back. |
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#841
Mar 15, 2018, 10:38 AM
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Same s*** different day. Meeting a friend for lunch, not going to bail, I think the social interaction will be good and haven’t seen her in months.
Hugs to all struggling
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| Anonymous45023, Sunflower123, Unrigged64072835, Wild Coyote, xRavenx
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| Wild Coyote
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#842
Mar 15, 2018, 10:55 AM
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Hey, bird dancer.....got a story for you.
My cousin and her hubby had two birds they loved. Got em 17 years ago. Then about 10 years ago they went down to Texas for a vacation and gave the birds to friends to watch....those so called friends gave the birds away to someone they didn't know! Then three years later my cousin's daughter was dating a guy and he knew the birds! The people who had been given the birds were happy to have the little guys go home! So my cousin got their birds back! Just thought you'd like to hear a happy story about birds.
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#844
Mar 15, 2018, 01:05 PM
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Continuing to struggle. Very tired and can't think at all. Restless legs have been acting up. Just... not good. Feels like just barely keeping from a crash and burn. So tired of this.
Sorry for not responding more. |
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#845
Mar 15, 2018, 01:43 PM
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Still doing very good. Wish me luck.
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]Roses are red. Violets are blue.[ Look for the positive in the negative. PIRILON. If lemons fall from the sky, make lemonade. Unknown. Nothing stronger than habit. Victor Hugo. You are the slave of what you say, and the master of what you keep. Unknown. |
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| bizi, Nammu, Wild Coyote
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#846
Mar 15, 2018, 02:49 PM
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That ****ing escalated quickly. I ****ing feel horrible. I am sooooo high I just want it to stop I can feel my eyes rolling around in my head I can’t hreathe it’s not anxiety it’s manic energy and my thoughts just WONT STOP. And the music, dear god, stop the music and my name being called! Stop!
When I get home I’m going to take an Ativan and sit under my weighted blanket I really feel completely out of control and it’s rexulti’s fault **** this **** man I am going back on inveg and I don’t give two shits. I don’t. I don’t I don’t I don’t. I’m gonna see how I feel tomorrow and if I’m still ****ed up call pdoc and try to get in Monday or Tuesday. I dunno if I can survive ten days of this. I mean I can but it’s hell. Sorry for all the cursing. Hope it gets bleeped out.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real? -Albus Dumbledore That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have. -Garden State |
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#847
Mar 15, 2018, 03:14 PM
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I am experimenting with prescribed Adderall. Trying to find a tolerable dose. I'm getting closer. I am hoping it's helpful. WC
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May we each fully claim the courage to live from our hearts, to allow Love, Faith and Hope to enLighten our paths. 
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#849
Mar 15, 2018, 03:33 PM
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Didn't do much today. Wrote a couple of poems, put some loops together, and surfed the Net.
Daughter's boyfriend is cooking veggie burgers that he wants us to try. I'm afraid I haven't been helpful with being kitchen supervisor. Oh well. Mood is down but manageable. ETA: Daughter has a job interview on Saturday. Hope this works out for her. Last edited by Unrigged64072835; Mar 15, 2018 at 06:52 PM. |
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#850
Mar 15, 2018, 03:40 PM
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If someone gave away my parrot when they were only supposed to be watching him, they'd be in BIG trouble with my husband and I. |
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