[Blueberrybook]

Originally Posted by Wild Coyote

I didn't make it out to play along with my favorite local band tonight.
H was very tired and had just had a car accident. Oooops! Everyone is fine. Our vehicle has some damage. I am just glad nobody was hurt.
Color me grateful!
Love to All!

WC

I am so sorry you missed playing with your band and sorry about your H’s car accident. I am glad nobody was hurt

[Blueberrybook]

Originally Posted by Miss Laura

Feeling great. I can get use to this feeling lol. Went to bed at 12:30am awake until 2am and slept until 3:30am. So an hour and a half lol.

Today I'm meeting my parents and then tonight I'm hopefully meeting a guy for a few hours

I feel great!!

Glad you are feeling good, but I hope you get more sleep tonight. You have to be careful with hypomania. Mine sometimes gets out of control quickly.

[Blueberrybook]

Originally Posted by Moose72

Im not sure but I think I may have taken my seroquel twice last night (total of 900!). I got out of my chair afterdinner and almost... ALMOST fainted! I satdown on the floor FAST!! My daughter checked on me and held my hand and put me to bed. I tried getting up to brush my teeth (my sink is literally 3 steps from my bed) and the same thing happened again. So i crawled back to the bed and didnt even take my contacts out and went to sleep. I feel fine this morning.

Yikes! That is not good. 400 mg usually knocks me out a good 5 hours. I am glad your daughter helped you and that you are fine now. I once did that took double too my night dose of meds, including Seroquel, so 800 mg for me, which since I am small for an adult woman was wast too much for me. I had some scary side effects, especially with my vision the next morning as well as feeling tired as a zombie. Luckily, I made it to bed before I passed out.

[Miss Laura]

I'm buzzing!!

Met the guy for a few hours. It was AMAZING the best day EVER!!! We Kissed, held hands and fooked about. If I could of I would of took him to my flat but it's too far away. I even bought condoms lol. TODAY IS AMAZING!!

[Moose72]

Pnurse's nurse called. Talked with pnurse about my almost fainting. She said to take my pills right before I get into bed- not before dinner or watching tv etc.

[Unrigged64072835]

Originally Posted by vertigo

I just got word from my brother that our mom has cancer, a 3.5" mass in her lung. The doc says it's inoperable and that she couldn't endure chemo as it would be too hard on her body.

I'm sorry to hear that Vertigo.

[Unrigged64072835]

Originally Posted by Wild Coyote

I didn't make it out to play along with my favorite local band tonight.
H was very tired and had just had a car accident. Oooops! Everyone is fine. Our vehicle has some damage. I am just glad nobody was hurt.
Color me grateful!
Love to All!

WC

Glad your husband is okay, WC!

[Unrigged64072835]

Doing better today. Back is healing and I was able to clear more stuff out of the sunroom. I was also able to go to one of our favorite parks and take some photos. Hope to have those up on Flickr soon.

My husband was reluctant to make some followup phone calls on our house repair so I did. I got good news about the roof repair and our butts are covered for the ceiling repair.

Packages came in. Time to look at the goodies. All of it is stuff for the house so that's cool.

Good mood today.

Lots of love and hugs to you all.

[Wild Coyote]

Originally Posted by Fharraige

Doing better today. Back is healing and I was able to clear more stuff out of the sunroom. I was also able to go to one of our favorite parks and take some photos. Hope to have those up on Flickr soon.

My husband was reluctant to make some followup phone calls on our house repair so I did. I got good news about the roof repair and our butts are covered for the ceiling repair.

Packages came in. Time to look at the goodies. All of it is stuff for the house so that's cool.

Good mood today.

Lots of love and hugs to you all.

I'm glad your back is starting to feel better!
Your success at getting things done inspires me to try to do more!
I hope you have a fun weekend.

WC

[Daonnachd]

I haven't spoken to my mother since getting the news. I don't know what to say to her.

[yellow_fleurs]

So sorry to hear the news about your mom Vertigo

[Blueberrybook]

((((vertigo)))))

[Nammu]

Originally Posted by vertigo

I haven't spoken to my mother since getting the news. I don't know what to say to her.

That would be hard.

[Moose72]

We passed our inspection!!! We ad been cleaning/checking the things on the list they sent us (plus general house cleaning) for a day and a half straight before the inspection lady showed up! She came in, looked around, asked a few questions, said wepassed and left! Yahoo! This means HUD will continue to subsidize our rent. If not I don't know what we would've done. This happens once a year.

[yellow_fleurs]

Originally Posted by Moose72

We passed our inspection!!! We ad been cleaning/checking the things on the list they sent us (plus general house cleaning) for a day and a half straight before the inspection lady showed up! She came in, looked around, asked a few questions, said wepassed and left! Yahoo! This means HUD will continue to subsidize our rent. If not I don't know what we would've done. This happens once a year.

Such good news! I am happy for you.

[yellow_fleurs]

Feel like I am running hot today, generally angry/irritable and jittery, not really at anything. Found out I can start my job in September, not October, so am relieved I will have the money, and a schedule might be good for me. I am nervous that I feel unstable, though, and I will start before I even follow up with my pdoc again. I will just have to do my best to get through each day.

[Wild Coyote]

Originally Posted by yellow_fleurs

Feel like I am running hot today, generally angry/irritable and jittery, not really at anything. Found out I can start my job in September, not October, so am relieved I will have the money, and a schedule might be good for me. I am nervous that I feel unstable, though, and I will start before I even follow up with my pdoc again. I will just have to do my best to get through each day.

I am sorry you have had a rough day.
September is just around the corner! Is the idea of going to work creating more anxiety for you? I hope you have a restful night.

WC

[Wild Coyote]

Originally Posted by vertigo

I haven't spoken to my mother since getting the news. I don't know what to say to her.

(((((( HUGS ))))))

People have often told me they'd "stayed away" or remained "quiet" because they did not know what to say. It's super supportive to me if they just say/show they care, I am never looking for anything special, just acknowledgement does wonders. It's fine to simply tell your mom that you love her and are sorry she has this challenge to deal with... or something very simple. I am sure she needs extra love and support just now.

You are a very kind-hearted person. I am sure she is lucky to have you for a son!

You and yours are in my thoughts and prayers.

WC

[Blueberrybook]

Originally Posted by Moose72

We passed our inspection!!! We ad been cleaning/checking the things on the list they sent us (plus general house cleaning) for a day and a half straight before the inspection lady showed up! She came in, looked around, asked a few questions, said wepassed and left! Yahoo! This means HUD will continue to subsidize our rent. If not I don't know what we would've done. This happens once a year.

Way to go!

[Blueberrybook]

Originally Posted by yellow_fleurs

Feel like I am running hot today, generally angry/irritable and jittery, not really at anything. Found out I can start my job in September, not October, so am relieved I will have the money, and a schedule might be good for me. I am nervous that I feel unstable, though, and I will start before I even follow up with my pdoc again. I will just have to do my best to get through each day.

Starting a new job is stress enough. I'm glad you can start early but am sorry you feel unstable. Can you get an earlier followup with your pdoc?

Still down on my life, but trying to make the best of it. Made some procrastinated and dreaded phone calls (phone phobic, so big deal!), then rewarded myself with the fun thing on the list -- bought tickets to 2 live music shows coming this fall!!!!! Really can't afford to (even though reasonable prices), but I desperately need some FUN! It's been FAR too long.

So, I'm excited.

BF extremely unlikely to be able to go to one (he'd probably hate the other, lol!), but I am very, very used to doing everything solo. Doesn't stop me from having fun. (Sure, company would be nice, but unrealistic.)

Woohoo!!!!!

[yellow_fleurs]

Originally Posted by Wild Coyote

I am sorry you have had a rough day.
September is just around the corner! Is the idea of going to work creating more anxiety for you? I hope you have a restful night.

WC

Thanks I am looking forward to the job, although I often get anxious when starting something new. I find myself more anxious about it this time because I am not functioning very well when I try to do work at the moment, between my lack of ability to sustain attention and how I have been feeling. I just hope I can handle it and do my job without problem!

[Daonnachd]

Originally Posted by Wild Coyote

(((((( HUGS ))))))

People have often told me they'd "stayed away" or remained "quiet" because they did not know what to say. It's super supportive to me if they just say/show they care, I am never looking for anything special, just acknowledgement does wonders. It's fine to simply tell your mom that you love her and are sorry she has this challenge to deal with... or something very simple. I am sure she needs extra love and support just now.

You are a very kind-hearted person. I am sure she is lucky to have you for a son!

You and yours are in my thoughts and prayers.

WC

Thank you. Wise words. I appreciate your perspective.

[yellow_fleurs]

Originally Posted by cln1812

Starting a new job is stress enough. I'm glad you can start early but am sorry you feel unstable. Can you get an earlier followup with your pdoc?

Thanks, I don't know if I can see them earlier, but if I get worse off meds (esp before my period) I am supposed to call, so maybe then I would go in earlier. I have an uneasy feeling about how I will do on my next period, so guess we will see. By the way, I am glad you are feeling better regarding the UTI!

[yellow_fleurs]

Originally Posted by Innerzone

Still down on my life, but trying to make the best of it. Made some procrastinated and dreaded phone calls (phone phobic, so big deal!), then rewarded myself with the fun thing on the list -- bought tickets to 2 live music shows coming this fall!!!!! Really can't afford to (even though reasonable prices), but I desperately need some FUN! It's been FAR too long.

So, I'm excited.

BF extremely unlikely to be able to go to one (he'd probably hate the other, lol!), but I am very, very used to doing everything solo. Doesn't stop me from having fun. (Sure, company would be nice, but unrealistic.)

Woohoo!!!!!

Good work! I know the phone call struggle haha. That's exciting about the music shows! I love having something to look forward to!