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I've had a weird day. I'm going through a lot of stuff right now and it's kind of taking its toll on me. I'm doing OK though, I'm not high but I'm not too low either. I'm just OK
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Brentus, just wanted to say thanks for the thoughtful reply to my post on the previous check-in thread! Also, went back and just saw your post. I am sorry for all you are dealing with. Sending compassion your way.
I am doing okay today. I always feel better when it is sunny out, and it was warm enough so I go to get outside during lunch to catch some sun. Went to Zumba and for ice cream after with a friend. I feel less panicked and obsessive today. I am realizing I spend a lot of my life in some state of fear, I guess that's anxiety for you, but it sure is an odd way to live when I really think about it. Maybe a good reason to work to get healthier. |
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I slept poorly and the day got off to a bad start with eating junk and lying around. I no longer think the Wellbutrin is kicking in. But later in the day was better with drinking plain water and making a proper dinner. I feel lucky to have a life that accommodates my mood swings since it seems they are permanent.
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Jennifer 1967 I am very sorry to hear about your friend.
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So sorry for your loss Jennifer. that's really sad. .
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A belated deepest sympathies to you Jennifer. Do you have a good support system around you? Much love and hugs. Wander
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I'm so sorry about your friend Jennifer. Sending you many warm hugs.
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Hello everyone; I hope everyone is doing well. I am still feeling pretty exhausted and run down. Day 2 of wearing scrubs which that never happens. I'm just feeling tired and don't feel like dressing up and scrubs are just so comfortable and it's nice wearing flats for a change instead of heels. I love my heels but it's just so nice wearing flats on occasion; even though I feel like a such a shorty wearing flats.
I had an okay day at work it was a little better than yesterday. After work I went and got my hair done since my roots were starting to show; and after getting my hair colored went to the parents house and collected my kitty since it's been almost a week since he's been at the parents house. I'm still at the boyfriend's house so now kitty is having to listen to the dogs since it is there house and he is just a guest; but you all know how cats are and for some reason he thinks it's his house and is trying to put the dogs in line. I think he is glad to have his human back since he's been glued to my hip since leaving the parents house. Hugs to everyone __________________ Generalized Anxiety Disorder Depression Symptoms of PTSD Trintellix 10mg once daily Buspar 10mg three times daily |
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I continue on... I wait and continue.. today at work I didn't have very agitated thoughts as I did prior...
I see one doc to see another and some may think this is too much not really- no insurance for a year or more and have some issues that aren't all in my head. Some issues I should had probably addressed prior. Answer today: I do have cyst acne, and I took the leap to accept assistance with it... last T and I would talk on this, general doc currently a few times brought it up as well... and here I am like, what does it Matter? Yes, I do feel better if my skin is clear, but this stuff isn't going away any more... so I will take the treatment. I got something removed that has bothered me emotionally and negatively since I was 16.. silly thing... Another plus I thought of today was: for those times I've wondered "is it cancer?" The. Down in the dumps, " it probably is " -will no longer hold a -what if - as it's being tested and I am pretty sure it's nothing! . Honestly I am not sure if anyone understands that but that's a part of me. I am to see gyno tomorrow as a cyst that's came about, yes due to stress, has emerged. I was hoping since November cyst got misplaced, this one could be taken but idk now... but hey by the derm looking at it gyno took that as consultation ((I didn't know that!)).. any who my cat is happy to be home, yes I mentioned that but I am happy he is back. I am a little sad that I am not taking an opportunity at work because I've been so stressed and am a little scared of leaving home right now... but I must do what is best for my health all around. And I may have another opportunity later. __________________ "A laugh is worth a hundred groans in any market." Charles Lamb
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Day 2 IP. I’m no longer cheerfully sui, just straight up manic. Doctors are pumping me full of Valium, Seroquel and other drugs to try and pull me off the ceiling. I’m having so much fun as so many of the other ‘frequent flyers’ are here in hospital as well. I’ve been sent to my room. I think they forgot I’ve got my phone on me. Giggle
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I wanted to write but my words are having issues forming... I am sorry you're feeling this way and in hopes that your T can assist. __________________ "A laugh is worth a hundred groans in any market." Charles Lamb
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I am in more pain every day. I think because I’m almost at the end of my prednisone pack. I’m guessing the inflammation is coming back. I will never take my ability to walk for granted again. Not being able to get around is killing me. I can’t stand long enough to cook. Thank goodness my mom made some pork in the crock pot last night, at least I have lunch for a couple of days. I’m going to attempt to make a chicken dish in the crock pot tomorrow so I have some options for lunch and dinner. I just need to cook some bacon. I can do that in the oven so minimal standing.
I’ve been reading up on my surgery and it seems that I may not need physical therapy afterward but I need to walk. I’m glad it’s getting warmer out, that will give me the motivation to get outside and walk as often as possible. Hell maybe I’ll lose weight. That would be nice. I’m kind of glad that it looks like I’ll be skipping my spring hypomania this year. Being hypomanic and house/couch bound would be a special mind of torture, I think. Plus no good for my bank account! __________________ Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real? -Albus Dumbledore That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have. -Garden State |
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wildflowerchild I'm so sorry about your back. It really does suck not being able to get around and to be in so much pain. Hope it all gets resolved as soon as possible. Have they scheduled a date for the surgery?
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I woke up with a headache today. I am sleeping better however, I think. I woke up late today (about 11:30am) so I've not been up too long. No plans for today-- just like any other day. I've been trying to work on myself, because if I don't start there I'm gonna run into more and more problems. The issue now is I run into roadblocks because some places inside I just don't wanna go. I'm coming around though. I better get this done while I'm still feeling good-- lord knows I can't when I am depressed.
I also want to say I really enjoy this forum. I check it a lot during the day. I just feel incorporated into a community when I don't even leave my own home. It's like a can contribute to something, somewhere -- ya know? So thanks. |
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#58
Thank YOU for participating, Brentus! Good to have you around.
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Good news on surgery front !!!!you will be probably wondering why they had you wait so longer !! __________________ Helping others gets me out of my own head ~ |
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Glad your here Brentus , you bring great advice to this place
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