Bipolar Check-In #38

Nammu · Oct 20, 2019, 04:52 PM

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Originally Posted by BeyondtheRainbow

I'm more than halfway through my bowel prep. So far so good although the part where I run to the bathroom is just beginning and is sure to become more fun. So far my stomach is handling it very well which is surprising since I Have to drink the gallon in just a few hours. I"m learning that sips of other drinks between the Golightly helps make it easier to handle and clears the taste. The nurse told me to mix it with crystal light and that has been successful. Still nasty but nasty peach and mango instead of pure nasty. She told me that lemon packet that I was told to use tastes like Pledge. This is not delicious, especially because I do not like the taste of artificial sweeteners but it is better than Pledge (probably also with artificial sweetners).

I do miss my own house for this but no way could I drive up post-prep (and I have to be there at 7:45 so would have to leave before 5 for rush hour traffic).

Fun stuff....I'm sure you are all jealous.

Haha, oh sooo jealous! Not! I'm glad you were able to stomach the nasty stuff. Peach mango sounds a lot better than pledge

Victoria'smom · Oct 20, 2019, 05:20 PM

Isn’t he still under age 18 ? If so don’t you feel as a parent that forcing him to truly get into a safe place is more important than his protests?? I don't want him to reach out and be rejected. He seems a little better today but is asking a lot of questions about my hospital stays.

What’s his logic about waiting until his pills are out ?? Is he going to stop taking them , again? He's waiting until he's on the medication for a month because it takes awhile to get into his system but he's been on it before and it it doesn't seem to help enough. He says he has no plans because that's work. We're calling his therapist and pdoc tomorrow.

BeyondtheRainbow · Oct 20, 2019, 05:59 PM

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Originally Posted by Nammu

does anyone here know what that might be? I think there's supposed to be several pills similar but I'm so out on left field my googling isn't returning the right results. Any ideas?

I had ankle reconstruction surgery a few years ago and after being on opiods for early recovery they moved me to Naprosyn which is prescription strength aleve. It was great. No side effects and it controlled the pain well, even when I started PT after 10 weeks in a cast. I honestly hadn't heard anyone talk of this and didn't remember having patients on it but I really liked it. Much easier on the stomach than ibuproferon and the effect was stronger too.

Moose72 · Oct 20, 2019, 06:52 PM

Blue_bird, I couldnt find your art work. The page came up with many pieces, but they weren't labeled.

yellow_fleurs · Oct 20, 2019, 06:56 PM

Had a pretty nice day. Went on a walk in nature with some friends and then baked. Feeling seasonal depression hit me a bit, just feeling apathetic and pessimistic, but working on making myself do stuff anyways. I realized I need to branch out and meet more people, and so am considering how to go about that. I might need to join an activity or try some meet-ups.

Blue_Bird · Oct 20, 2019, 07:21 PM

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Blue_bird, I couldnt find your art work. The page came up with many pieces, but they weren't labeled.

Here's a link to a pic of it on my blog

Schizoaffective Art | The Daily Blue Bird

Wild Coyote · Oct 20, 2019, 07:21 PM

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Originally Posted by yellow_fleurs

Had a pretty nice day. Went on a walk in nature with some friends and then baked. Feeling seasonal depression hit me a bit, just feeling apathetic and pessimistic, but working on making myself do stuff anyways. I realized I need to branch out and meet more people, and so am considering how to go about that. I might need to join an activity or try some meet-ups.

It does sound like a nice day.

I hear many people are already feeling some seasonal depression. Some people have already started their light therapy.

I need to meet more people, too. I probably won't work too hard on it until after the New Year. The holiday season feels a bit demanding to me.

I hope you have a great week!

Wild Coyote · Oct 20, 2019, 07:27 PM

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Originally Posted by BeyondtheRainbow

I'm more than halfway through my bowel prep. So far so good although the part where I run to the bathroom is just beginning and is sure to become more fun. So far my stomach is handling it very well which is surprising since I Have to drink the gallon in just a few hours. I"m learning that sips of other drinks between the Golightly helps make it easier to handle and clears the taste. The nurse told me to mix it with crystal light and that has been successful. Still nasty but nasty peach and mango instead of pure nasty. She told me that lemon packet that I was told to use tastes like Pledge. This is not delicious, especially because I do not like the taste of artificial sweeteners but it is better than Pledge (probably also with artificial sweetners).

I do miss my own house for this but no way could I drive up post-prep (and I have to be there at 7:45 so would have to leave before 5 for rush hour traffic).

Fun stuff....I'm sure you are all jealous.

Oh no! it's Sunday night already!

I do hope the "process" goes well, is easy and is complete.
Is your mom with you? I hope so!

Keep us posted!

i am sorry you must go through this; yet, I am glad you are able to get the pocedure done. It would be great if you are feeling better soon!

Thinking of you!!!!

~Christina · Oct 20, 2019, 07:32 PM

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Originally Posted by Wild Coyote

Is your back problem as least partially due to, or aggravated by, spasms?

Sometimes, muscle relaxants help a lot with not only spasms, but also pain and, sometimes, with sleep.

I will think... I am sure I know of others. Am having a bit of a migraine and cannot think well at the moment.

I hope you find the perfect approach, one which will help you best!

Ooops! Christina and I were writing at the same time.

LOL Hilarious!!!!

~Christina · Oct 20, 2019, 07:34 PM

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Originally Posted by BirdDancer

PC friends, don't get the wrong idea when I write that my right middle finger is sore

It's been doing overtime compensating for the pointer finger being out of commission, as I have been still spending lots of time on my smart phone. One advantage to all of this is that I have recruited Hubby to be my sous chef.

It's so cold that Hubby and I are wearing wool socks. I can't wait until we light the fireplace.

Hehehe middle finger is just fine

Oh a fire place !! I miss that.

Ahhhhh hubby is doing a good job???

~Christina · Oct 20, 2019, 07:40 PM

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Originally Posted by Nammu

Oh thanks for the replies. A muscle relaxer might be the ticket. I use Tylenol and Aleve though not at the same time. Maybe that would help. I think it's mostly muscle. After I had my spinal fusion I went into a deep depression and didn't go to pt or even continue my surgery post op check ups. I basicly holed up in my bedroom. That was when I was on my own in Texas so no family to make sure I got up and followed though on my appointments. I was think of that gabapentin, pretty sure that what my cousin was on, but if it's for nerve pain, that's not want this is. The surgery fixed the nerve pain. I think pt is the best but it will take time. I wish acupuncture was covered by insurance because I believe that would help. Down in Austin Texas there were places that did sliding fees. Here there's only one place and it's expensive.

I agree with WC .. Aleve and Tylenol can make a good combo.

I would ask for a muscle relaxer. I think most doctors are willing to offer that..

I looked into acupuncture and I also could not afford it.

Nor can I afford PT for my spinal stenosis they found on MRI earlier this year , I went once and found it would be over 40.00 a week ! For 6 weeks. Nope ! I was only shown a few exercises. I do deal with quite a bit of pain from that too.

Whom ever has Voodoo dolls of us need to freaking STOP IT already !!!

~Christina · Oct 20, 2019, 07:48 PM

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Originally Posted by Wild Coyote

It may be difficult to tell, as I tend to work to sometimes do the "opposite."; however, I am being challenged by a lot of pain right now. It also often helps my mood to post here even if/when being so challenged.

My other option is to isolate, which sometimes is the most helpful thing to do. However, it is not always the best thing to do.

My Love for the community can, often, stimulate endorphins, which can be very helpful. Participating here can be great medicine for me.

I had awakened this morning with a migraine brewing. The heat in ths house, during this cool weather, is giving me a hard time. I went into a full-blown migraine. It is dry heat and is much warmer than I can usually tolerate. I am negotiating some possible changes. I hope they work out. I cannot see living with exacerbated asthma and daily migraines. I will get another humidifier for the living area; I already have one in my bedroom. This should be all worked out within the next 24 hours!

Otherwise, I just LOVE the weather! It is soooo pretty here!!!

Love to all!

I tend to post a lot when I’m struggling in fact it’s on my profile

I always think of it as a “ helping you gets me outta my own head “ deal

Although I also need to check out and do self care. Or just binge ER lol

I’m sorry your struggling with dealing with the heat burning you up... I was very close to putting my AC back on today. Yes you need to get that figured out. You can’t be dealing with chronic migraines and parched lungs giving you fits

Was 74-75 today but had a nice breeze thankfully. I’d like some 45 tho ! I like my winter clothes Hahaha

Hugs !!!!!!

~Christina · Oct 20, 2019, 07:51 PM

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Originally Posted by BeyondtheRainbow

I'm more than halfway through my bowel prep. So far so good although the part where I run to the bathroom is just beginning and is sure to become more fun. So far my stomach is handling it very well which is surprising since I Have to drink the gallon in just a few hours. I"m learning that sips of other drinks between the Golightly helps make it easier to handle and clears the taste. The nurse told me to mix it with crystal light and that has been successful. Still nasty but nasty peach and mango instead of pure nasty. She told me that lemon packet that I was told to use tastes like Pledge. This is not delicious, especially because I do not like the taste of artificial sweeteners but it is better than Pledge (probably also with artificial sweetners).

I do miss my own house for this but no way could I drive up post-prep (and I have to be there at 7:45 so would have to leave before 5 for rush hour traffic).

Fun stuff....I'm sure you are all jealous.

Gawd the prep part

It’s just awful. I’m sorry you have to do this but at this point you really need answers so you can get back to feeling well again

Yes I did the lemon once , pledge indeed . Yucko

Wander · Oct 20, 2019, 07:52 PM

Yesterday I crashed. I slept on and off throughout the day then went to bed at 7 pm. This morning I got up at 6.30 am and now two hours later I’m exhausted again. Can’t go back to bed as I’m off to see my physiotherapist soon. My hip has been getting worse. Resting yesterday did help but not enough. My cousin told me she has had the same issue (inflamed bursa’s) in both hips this year and needed cortisone injections to help recover. Maybe it’s genetic, or age though she is six years younger.

Last week I got heaps done so a slow week this week is manageable. On Friday I’m catching up with an old friend who is visiting from Wales. Then Sunday night I’m staying over my cousins. Both of them are dear to me, especially my cousin, so it will be wonderful. Apart from my partner and immediate family I rarely see anyone.

Mood-wise I feel good. Anxiety is always with me in ebbs and flows. Still, overall I’m probably the best I’ve been all year. If it weren’t for my hip I would almost be ready to do casual work. I also have to decide next month if I want to re-enrol for University in 2020. I haven’t been for nearly 2 years now and am not sure if it’s the right path for me even though I’m half-way through a degree.

Sigh, so tired. I had better get ready and go. Sending hugs to all who need one.

~Christina · Oct 20, 2019, 07:52 PM

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Originally Posted by Miguel'smom

Isn’t he still under age 18 ? If so don’t you feel as a parent that forcing him to truly get into a safe place is more important than his protests?? I don't want him to reach out and be rejected. He seems a little better today but is asking a lot of questions about my hospital stays.

What’s his logic about waiting until his pills are out ?? Is he going to stop taking them , again? He's waiting until he's on the medication for a month because it takes awhile to get into his system but he's been on it before and it it doesn't seem to help enough. He says he has no plans because that's work. We're calling his therapist and pdoc tomorrow.

Hopefully he will benefit from the medications and not be a danger to himself

~Christina · Oct 20, 2019, 07:55 PM

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Originally Posted by yellow_fleurs

Had a pretty nice day. Went on a walk in nature with some friends and then baked. Feeling seasonal depression hit me a bit, just feeling apathetic and pessimistic, but working on making myself do stuff anyways. I realized I need to branch out and meet more people, and so am considering how to go about that. I might need to join an activity or try some meet-ups.

So glad you got out and enjoyed nature. It really does help with moods

I have acreage and woods so I’m very lucky I am able to just walk outside.

Can you think of some hobbies or activities that your interested in??

~Christina · Oct 20, 2019, 08:02 PM

I’ve had a good day.. my lungs are acting much better. I was able to skip nebulizing which I’m soooo happy about.

Steves middle son and his girlfriend are flying up for the weekend , he works for American Airlines so it’s free he needs to do it more often, his boys really need to make more of an effort to spend time with him, they will regret it one day

My husband has finally gotten every bit of Judies shyt out of our home ! We are just going to drop it all off at Good will !

Pure comfort food for dinner and I ate to much but who can pass up marinated garlic chicken, mashed potatoes and corn ??? Nope I can not !!! lol I’m stuffed.

We have some nasty storms headed our way tomorrow. Hopefully nothing dangerous.

Hugs and cookies ~

BeyondtheRainbow · Oct 20, 2019, 08:10 PM

I think my body is in shock or something from the bowel prep. I've been done drinking it for a few hours but I'm freezing cold and shaking. I even took a hot shower to see if it would help but it only did for a few minutes. I'm fine, it's just weird.

3 more hours until I'm not allowed anything by mouth.

Wild Coyote · Oct 20, 2019, 08:11 PM

I am so grateful you are feeling better! I was afraid the prednisone was beating you up!

Sounds like it may get very busy soon! I hope and pray you will do just fine with your company.

I think it's best your home is rid of things that trigger you.

Much Love to You and to Yours!!!

Wild Coyote · Oct 20, 2019, 08:17 PM

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Originally Posted by BeyondtheRainbow

I think my body is in shock or something from the bowel prep. I've been done drinking it for a few hours but I'm freezing cold and shaking. I even took a hot shower to see if it would help but it only did for a few minutes. I'm fine, it's just weird.

3 more hours until I'm not allowed anything by mouth.

oh no! I am concerned about you. It sounds quite uncomfortable!

I had those types of symptoms for awhile. I hope yours resolve without getting any worse.

~Christina · Oct 20, 2019, 08:20 PM

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Originally Posted by BeyondtheRainbow

I think my body is in shock or something from the bowel prep. I've been done drinking it for a few hours but I'm freezing cold and shaking. I even took a hot shower to see if it would help but it only did for a few minutes. I'm fine, it's just weird.

3 more hours until I'm not allowed anything by mouth.

The last time I had to do it I also was freezing cold

I was heating up blankets in the dryer , I know you don’t have that option

It’s not like you can go warm up in the car with needing quick access to the bathroom.

I’m so sorry your going through all this.

BeyondtheRainbow · Oct 20, 2019, 08:52 PM

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Originally Posted by ~Christina

The last time I had to do it I also was freezing cold

I was heating up blankets in the dryer , I know you don’t have that option

It’s not like you can go warm up in the car with needing quick access to the bathroom.

I’m so sorry your going through all this.

A dryer sounds amazing. I've finally gotten past sh aking at least. I ran the heater until it was 78 in here and am under layers of blankets and keep drinking hot tea/hot broth. I'm looking forward to the warmed hospital blankets in the morning.

I'm mostly just looking forward to being done. I'm so glad the prep is over, now just to get through the procedures. I want to be in my own bed and I can do that as soon as I wake up enough to leave. Last time I had general anesthesia in this day surgery area I woke up really fast and wide awake so I'm hoping they do the same thing tomorrow.

I love my MAOI but it is a pain sometimes.

Sunflower123 · Oct 20, 2019, 09:01 PM

Checking in. I feel alone and that nobody at all cares, my life is never going to get better, I have an incurable illness and I’m trapped in a situation that makes me very unhappy. No hope or joy today. I am tempted by permanent solutions to temporary problems. I will sleep it off and try again tomorrow.

Warm wishes to all and hugs to those that are struggling.

Nammu · Oct 20, 2019, 09:04 PM

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Originally Posted by Jennifer 1967

Checking in. I feel alone and that nobody at all cares, my life is never going to get better, I have an incurable illness and I’m trapped in a situation that makes me very unhappy. No hope or joy today. I am tempted by permanent solutions to temporary problems. I will sleep it off and try again tomorrow.

Warm wishes to all and hugs to those that are struggling.

fern46 · Oct 20, 2019, 09:06 PM

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Originally Posted by Jennifer 1967

Checking in. I feel alone and that nobody at all cares, my life is never going to get better, I have an incurable illness and I’m trapped in a situation that makes me very unhappy. No hope or joy today. I am tempted by permanent solutions to temporary problems. I will sleep it off and try again tomorrow.

Warm wishes to all and hugs to those that are struggling.

I care.

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