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I got a rug for my apartment. The rug is nice, but I kind of don't like how it actually works with everything else in my apartment. I can't return it as it was on final clearance, so I'll just deal with it. I woke up irritable today and more restless than I've been. However, overall still doing decently. I just wish my mind and body would cooperate! Making some mac and cheese for dinner. Not the healthiest, but I am really in the mood for it. Don't have much more to update on right now. Sending compassion and hoping everyone has a good night.
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Didn't sleep last night. Got 2 teeth removed today. Took an ambien and slept 3 hours. I don't know if this is an upswing for me or just anxiety. I scared the dentist. my smiling while crying doesn't help say I'm sane. Even though I was just crying because of anxiety (Ie. acting fine while water leaks from my eyes). They wanted to refer me to psych. I had to calm them down. It was a weird experience. They almost called my husband back. Made sure I didn't drive. it was weird but not that painful.
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I am washing my sheets and I just got a shower. Dishwasher is running, too. Listening to the washer and the dish washer run in the same room. Soothing.
I took a nap but it was too long. Woke up with a slept-too-long headache. Not very smart. It will be lovely to get into bed with freshly-cleaned sheets. But I can't do that until I pick up N3 in a couple hours. Edit: The sheets dried quickly so I'm laying in my freshly-made bed. ![]()
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 3 mg Gabapentin 300 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily Mania Sept/Oct 2024 Mania (July/August 2024) Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) Last edited by Moose72; Mar 04, 2020 at 08:00 PM. |
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My ECT was scheduled for this Friday, the 6th, but the office just called to say we can't do it with my medical clearance expired. Now I'm looking at pushing my treatment out to the 20th because I have to get an EKG for the clearance paperwork.
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![]() My check-in...I had terrible insomnia last night following a bad panic attack...that turned into an all-night panic in which I was terrified/convinced that my youngest cat was sick. I was so frightened that I took him to the vet this morning and thank the universe, he's fine. It's me who is nuts. All the meds, all the therapy, and still I'm paralyzed with relentless anxiety and panic. Worked so hard overnight to breathe, reframe, refocus, you name it. Tiny success with breathing, but nothing measurable. Appointment with podiatrist. Surgery is the next step (pun intended). Remove bone spur on achilles tendon, clean the tendon. Recuperation will be slow, but I have my fingers & toes crossed and prayers to the creator said that when full recuperation is done normal movement will be restored - without pain. I just want a night's sleep tonight. Oh, and my T cancelled for tomorrow. Not unusual; she cancels one session in ten.
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Feelin great! Full belly, comfy pajamas, watching a nature show, fresh sheets, squishy comforter, teeth brushed, lights out... I feel dozey which is nice.
Goodnight, all! I'm up at 5 again.
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You know how sorry and sad I am that this happened ![]() But your sharing your panda eyes with me the other day ? I’m sorry I am just getting a chuckle out of it ![]() ![]() Love you so much ![]()
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I hope things will settle down. You will get accommodations needed. ![]()
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Today is the one year anniversary of my father's death. It's weird. I have so many complicated thoughts about him. But it's still sad. I've been distracted all day, not by thoughts of him, but just in general. I even forgot I was going to go to a church thing tonight.
I think my washer broke which will be expensive to repair I'm sure. And it won't be fixed by the store I bought it from as they went out of business locally so I'll use the one local appliance repairman. I should get on his schedule for about 2 months out based on my mom's experience. I'm hoping if I try again it will magically spin. My mom is coming to help clean tomorrow. I have been depressed and not doing a great job with the housework. So I've been trying to fix the disorganization at least somewhat before she's here. Anyway I think I can fall asleep and if I can that's fantastic. Good night and thoughts/prayers to all who need them.
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Hope your feeling better soon
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Anniversaries are hard despite what kind ![]() I’m going to hope that the washer is an easy cheap fix ![]()
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More people have died, many others in critical care, blood shortages , still dozens missing. The pictures and videos are just shocking.. one home all the walls were gone except that of a young girls , she had drawn or painted a tree on , it stood tall.. lots of strange examples of the truly unexplainable. I hope they find more survivors.
Today families are telling there stories, stories of the horror, there moment of joy when they realized there family and loved ones are alive. Tennessee is called the Volunteer state and it is exactly that. People not effected are bringing there food trucks into areas to feed anyone thats hungry for free. Truck loads of water, thousands of people are coming into the path of tornados and helping to move debris, finding personal items , all being organized by area. Shelters and vets offices staff are out picking up pets lost in the storm, being treated for injuries. The beautiful American Flag is being hung on parts of buildings or homes with something still standing if just a chimney .. There is no politics going on, no one cares. People just helping people. AirBnbs are putting up displaced families in need for free, hotels are giving anyone rooms. Clothing , baby needs, personal products ... everything is being given. It’s sad that a disaster has to happen for community’s to come together. I saw my T today.. Just sitting in his office was a comfort. My life is likely to become unbelievably complicated. Hugs friends
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A new thread is started at bipolar Check-in #44. I've requested this one be closed to decrease confusion.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD. Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1600 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 2.5 mg clonazepam., 75 mg Seroquel and 12.5 mg PRNx2 daily |
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