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#901
Oct 01, 2020, 11:38 AM
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Feeling much calmer than I was 2 days ago. Awoke to smokey air and a day that will be 100 degrees. Fingers crossed that this week will be the last hot-as-summer week. Would be lovely to drop into the 70's but, like the past several years, we'll likely go from 90's to 60's within a few days.
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#902
Oct 01, 2020, 12:19 PM
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Talking with Comcast. They sent me an order summary with things on it that I never ordered! UGH. I don't WANT cable- just internet.
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat - He who sings prays twice Ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg  Gabapentin 600 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily |
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#903
Oct 01, 2020, 01:51 PM
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I did stretches that they recommended. and could not get comfortable, I had spasm in my back. I got out of bed at 3am and used a frozen bag of corn on my si joint in the lower back, upper butt. and a ice pack for my groin area.I am going to "the joint" now to talk about what I did wrong, think I over stretched. my fault. I did not think I was going to be able to do my job. But I did, one client at 10am at 1;15 had a face time with my mental health nurse practitioner. That went fine, no changes. I told her I was starting a new diet that I had gained 5 pounds in one month.The meeting was very uplifting. She was very encouraging. and then a client at 3-4pm.
I hope you all have a nice day. bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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#904
Oct 01, 2020, 02:48 PM
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The highs are in the fifties here. Leaves have changed and are falling. It’s autumn here.
Got my box to the post office. Since the grandkids can’t go trick or treat this year I sent them a Halloween care package. They both got backpacks with treats and fun stuff. Stickers, a bunch of creepy creatures, cautioning tape they can use to mark off their rooms, wax lips and other candy. Masks. I hope they like em. Now I got to think what to send for thanksgiving cause yeah, not seeing them then either. They both go to school and activities and mum is 92 with health problems. So we stay away.
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#905
Oct 01, 2020, 02:53 PM
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Asking for good vibes sent to me and healing vibes sent to my son.
He has completely deteriorated. Ee got a termination letter where we go for meds. I told my son he had to call or he would be kicked out. He was able to get in today. He was honest with his pdoc amazingly. I talked to his pdoc and its decided that he will be hospitalized. My son doesn't want to be but they might be able to get him to be. I hope so. I'm not sure what the next step is. But if you could send healing vibes I would appreciate it... |
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#906
Oct 01, 2020, 03:42 PM
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Sent some to the other thread, now sending more. Never can have too many healing vibes. Best of luck.
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#907
Oct 01, 2020, 03:54 PM
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Thanks so much!
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#908
Oct 01, 2020, 04:21 PM
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#909
Oct 01, 2020, 04:22 PM
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#910
Oct 01, 2020, 04:29 PM
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat - He who sings prays twice Ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Gabapentin 600 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily |
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#911
Oct 01, 2020, 04:47 PM
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#912
Oct 01, 2020, 05:36 PM
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Focusing on the positive of today, I got to spend a couple hours with my best friend and when I went to physical therapy the therapist there realized he had clothes the same size as what I lack being evacuated so he's going to bring me a bag of jeans and shirts. There are good people in the world.
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#913
Oct 01, 2020, 06:03 PM
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#914
Oct 01, 2020, 07:16 PM
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Feeling guilty but also lucky I'm not in jail for years or dead.
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#915
Oct 01, 2020, 07:58 PM
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When I was a kid, my parents moved a lot, but I always found them--Rodney Dangerfield |
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#916
Oct 01, 2020, 08:02 PM
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When I was a kid, my parents moved a lot, but I always found them--Rodney Dangerfield |
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#917
Oct 01, 2020, 09:03 PM
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Today started out well with a blood test going smoothly. I didn't know what to expect with COVID but i hardly had to wait at all. I was impressed with myself that i got it done so promptly -- i just got the form on Monday. I thought i'd drag my feet on it but no -- done and done! So worried i'll test positive for diabetes. Ugh!
But then when i got home and took my dog out i got into a conversation with a neighbor. It started out well and i was glad for the company. We agreed on several things. But then she asked about my family. She's asked before and i deflected but since she persisted i just told her i don't want to talk about it. That sort of put the brakes on things and i left. Then i went for coffee at the mall and there were so many irritations i just fled home and sat in the dark for several hours. I guess i found it all over-stimulating. I took six buses today. Now i still have to take my dog out one more time. Not looking forward to that. Feeling tired and cranky. |
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#918
Oct 01, 2020, 09:10 PM
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Oct 01, 2020, 09:13 PM
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#920
Oct 01, 2020, 10:47 PM
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I'm stressed out about my sister coming to visit this weekend. I mean, I'm looking forward to it but I always worry my apartment isn't clean enough. I struggle with basic daily tasks and I have a hard time determining whether or not my place is clean.
Oh well, I guess I'll see how it goes. Sometimes I want to give up though. When I think about it, I'm 26, I have maybe 40 or 50 years left of this life, it's just exhausting to think about that. Every day the only thing I want to do when I wake up is get back under the covers and stay there all day. I feel like I'm so behind in my life and I'm never gonna get anywhere. Anyway, I made some seasoned potatoes for dinner tonight. They were very good. I need to go grocery shopping but it's supposed to rain tomorrow so I don't know if I'll be able to. I hope I will be able to though.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#921
Oct 01, 2020, 10:52 PM
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I love your post! Cool weather, autumn leaves, grandchildren, Halloween...it sounds like a storybook
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#922
Oct 01, 2020, 10:54 PM
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You got 'em! ~~**~**~**~***~**
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#923
Oct 01, 2020, 10:56 PM
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Tell us more, if you're up to it. We're here to listen.
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#924
Oct 01, 2020, 10:59 PM
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26! You have more than 50 years left! I'll bet your apartment looks great, because you're so aware of it. I know what you mean, though, about losing perspective I hope your visit with your sister is a really good one.
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#925
Oct 02, 2020, 02:01 AM
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Thanks everyone for the healing vibes! I appreciate it.
Just got home. What a long day! He finally got a room, but he wont talk to anyone from psych until tomorrow. He ended up going voluntarily. He ended up wanting to sleep so I came home. I really hope he gets the help he needs. I will go back tomorrow... I'm exhausted. Still no panic attack but I think its bc I've been taking extra zyprexa. I might ask to be put on this dose. I will probably gain even more weight. But I'm desperate... Again thanks for the support.
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