[Fuzzybear]

Originally Posted by Coolbreeze74

Yeah when I came off diazepam I had insomnia. I had to go back on some other meds....I hope you get some sleep

Thanks, I deleted that, I thought it was ''too grrr''.... that's how I'm feeling, grrrrrrr.

[Moose72]

Originally Posted by Coolbreeze74

Well I talked to him. He hasn't been sleeping a lot. Hes only getting about 6 hours of sleep a night.

Talked to the psychiatrist at the hospital. What q ****ing joke. Its q long story but she had the wrong person at first and then when we got it straightened out she said I heard he was abusive last night. I'm like I didn't even talk to him last night. Then she decsribedhim as intrusive. My son is nothing like that. I could tell tho that English is her second language. Long story short he will be coming home Monday and this hospital and the psychiatrists there are a joke! What a disappointment ...

That's terrible! They should listen to you about what your son is normally like!

[Moose72]

Originally Posted by Coolbreeze74

Really nice place. Enjoy it!

I will!

[Fuzzybear]

Originally Posted by Coolbreeze74

Well I talked to him. He hasn't been sleeping a lot. Hes only getting about 6 hours of sleep a night.

Talked to the psychiatrist at the hospital. What q ****ing joke. Its q long story but she had the wrong person at first and then when we got it straightened out she said I heard he was abusive last night. I'm like I didn't even talk to him last night. Then she decsribedhim as intrusive. My son is nothing like that. I could tell tho that English is her second language. Long story short he will be coming home Monday and this hospital and the psychiatrists there are a joke! What a disappointment ...

That's terrible! I don't know why they do not listen

[Moose72]

Originally Posted by Fuzzybear

I hope our freakin loo is fixed soon.. It needs FLUSHING.

You're without a toilet? That's no fun at all!

[Fuzzybear]

Originally Posted by Moose72

You're without a toilet? That's no fun at all!

We do have one upstairs luckily that does flush. We've been waiting a while for this one to be fixed though. Hopefully one day this week.

[Moose72]

I am mad and disappointed. Yesterday afternoon after 5, I asked Karen if she wanted to come see my new place. She said yes. Then she turned around and said "I think I"m going to give it a miss. How about tomorrow?" I agreed. She said she worked but had a short day and had a few errands to do, but that she was free after that. I asked if she needed directions and she said no, she just needed the address. (I thought she should get directions too, but if she wants to possibly get lost that's on her. ) Then the day goes by and it gets to be 5:00 and no call no show. Then it was 6:00 and still nothing. Then it was 7:00 and I began to believe that she's a no call no show for good. Certain places would FIRE you for doing that with your job! So now it's 7:50 p.m. Around 5:50 , I sent her a message on messenger since she was signed in. It said, "How goes it?" Response = zilch! It's almost 8:00 and I wouldn't let her in even if she called and apologized now. I'm mad and disappointed. At this point, I'm thinking if she's not in the hospital she'd better have one hell of an excuse. I don't take well to being stood up!

[Moose72]

Originally Posted by Fuzzybear

We do have one upstairs luckily that does flush. We've been waiting a while for this one to be fixed though. Hopefully one day this week.

Aha! That's great that you have a second one.

[Mountaindewed]

Last night was rough. This morning was kind of rough. I saw the doctor and he said things are going good. He didn’t remove the drains like I was hoping. He almost did though but decided to leave them in until Friday. He said I can take off the wrap/bandage thing I have and shower now. Things look good although they are still pretty swollen. I haven’t showered yet but I’ve been able to make it up and down the stairs a couple times so I can move around. This afternoon I felt pretty sick to my stomach so I’ve been eating a lot of food that’s been light on the stomach. But tonight I feel pretty good. I’ve taken a few half pain pills but the Tylenol is still my go to. Thanks for the support everyone.

[Moose72]

Originally Posted by Mountaindewed

Last night was rough. This morning was kind of rough. I saw the doctor and he said things are going good. He didn’t remove the drains like I was hoping. He almost did though but decided to leave them in until Friday. He said I can take off the wrap/bandage thing I have and shower now. Things look good although they are still pretty swollen. I haven’t showered yet but I’ve been able to make it up and down the stairs a couple times so I can move around. This afternoon I felt pretty sick to my stomach so I’ve been eating a lot of food that’s been light on the stomach. But tonight I feel pretty good. I’ve taken a few half pain pills but the Tylenol is still my go to. Thanks for the support everyone.

I'm glad its going so well!

[Coolbreeze74]

Originally Posted by Moose72

That's terrible! They should listen to you about what your son is normally like!

She had the wrong person I think. He has to get the second part if the injection on Saturday and since idk who all does them im having him stay until Monday or else I would have him come home today...

[bpcyclist]

Originally Posted by Mountaindewed

Last night was rough. This morning was kind of rough. I saw the doctor and he said things are going good. He didn’t remove the drains like I was hoping. He almost did though but decided to leave them in until Friday. He said I can take off the wrap/bandage thing I have and shower now. Things look good although they are still pretty swollen. I haven’t showered yet but I’ve been able to make it up and down the stairs a couple times so I can move around. This afternoon I felt pretty sick to my stomach so I’ve been eating a lot of food that’s been light on the stomach. But tonight I feel pretty good. I’ve taken a few half pain pills but the Tylenol is still my go to. Thanks for the support everyone.

Awesome! Hugs and love! So proud of you. An inspiration and a hero.

[Fuzzybear]

Originally Posted by BethRags

Yay! I ordered an organic cotton dress from Gaia Conceptions and it arrived AND my ZzzQuil came 1 day early! Meaning, there's at least a chance of sleeping tonight.

It's always great to hear some good news! Tomorrow I might wear a black skirt with little flowers on which arrived a few days ago (from ''Next'') or maybe I might wear my elf dress.

[Coolbreeze74]

I had another panic attack! Lasted 3 hours again....this sucks having them 2 days in a row....

[MuddyBoots]

Couldn't sleep, feel really restless, might dye my hair blue today

[bpcyclist]

Originally Posted by Coolbreeze74

I had another panic attack! Lasted 3 hours again....this sucks having them 2 days in a row....

Sorry, Breeze. Dunno. Maybe we should just bite the bullet and try Klonopin for a day. See what happens? A week of it never hurt anyone. Promise.

[bpcyclist]

Originally Posted by Sapien

Couldn't sleep, feel really restless, might dye my hair blue today

I love blue!

[Soupe du jour]

Originally Posted by Fuzzybear

I hope our freakin loo is fixed soon.. It needs FLUSHING.

Hi Fuzzybear. You can't even flush it manually with a bucket of water? That's how most all of Thailand flushes toilets.

[Soupe du jour]

Our handyman/painter and his assistant are either not coming today, or will come later in the afternoon. I appeciate the break. Hubby is anxious this morning, regardless. I told him to take a PRN benzo. I am doing well, comparatively, even having just gotten my period for the first time since August. I guess I am glad to finally have it, but now this means I am ready to prepare for the endo biopsy that I thought I would have had a while back. I need to get some medical stuff over with before my move.

Our prospective new landlord is a little difficult. We've had to make some compromises with her. She also has some silly notion that we should show up face-to-face on November 1 to "meet her" when we officially start renting the new house. As if! Yea, we are really going to fly all the way to Europe (spending money on flights) just to meet her in person, just to have to immediately return to the US... during a pandemic! It's not even like we would be able to shake her hand, or the like, or stand next to her without masks on. Hubby suggested a Zoom meeting instead, and then a face-to-face in December when we will actually move there officially. Also, if needed, we could also ask one of my husband's adult nephews to go there on/near November 1 as our representative, if it's a matter of just collecting keys. But, I think she more just wants to meet Hubby and me. I doubt that she speaks much English, so only Hubby will talk to her in the beginning. I would just stand next to him with a smile on my face (which she wouldn't see because of the mask) and say select polite words or phrases in Czech.

[Fuzzybear]

Originally Posted by Soupe du jour

Hi Fuzzybear. You can't even flush it manually with a bucket of water? That's how most all of Thailand flushes toilets.

Someone came round today and mended the loo!

[fern46]

Originally Posted by Fuzzybear

Someone came round today and mended the loo!

Yay! Free to pee

[Soupe du jour]

Originally Posted by Fuzzybear

Someone came round today and mended the loo!

That's good! I do understand the frustrations of broken or inaccessible household stuff. Especially now during our home improvement preparations.

[Moose72]

Originally Posted by Fuzzybear

Someone came round today and mended the loo!

That's great! Now the world is back in balance.

[*Beth*]

Ugh. I had a bad dream about the home invasion I was in in April of 2015. Awoke feeling shaky and haunted. I see my therapist today, though, so it was a good night to have a bad dream.

[Moose72]

Listening to some orchestral music that I THOUGHT was Pablo Casals playing Bach but I don't hear any solo cello? Maybe I'll hear it as I go; or maybe I'll just hear soothing orchestral music? Not usually my thing, but it's one of my CDs that I didn't even know I had. I'm trying to listen to more of my CDs and records. Just as background music.

I wish I had a friend to come listen to music with and hang out. But after what Karen did yesterday, I don't know that I wish to talk with her for the moment. I know she saw my face book message yesterday asking how things were going. But no message about how she is sorry she didn't get back to me yesterday and I know we were all set up for her to visit after work/errands. I even said to call when she's on her way just in case I was out.

It feels weird that I don't have much to do since the apartment is clean and tidy! Maybe I should go grocery shopping again? I don't have a ton of food, but I have enough so I can eat today.

Yesterday, when N1's girlfriend was here, my mom was also here and I just sat and listened while they talked. I learned that my mom was on antidepressants back when she and my dad got divorced ('93) and one other time I can't remember when it was. She was trying to tell N1's gf that AD's just make it easier to deal with things, but doesn't make those things go away. I had no idea my mom had taken brain drugs!

Oh I get it now- there will BE no cello solos on this CD because Pablo Casals is the conductor! D'oh. Well oh well. Hey! I just found a CD of Libera- the new-age boy choir from England- that I didn't know I had! I'd much rather listen to this than orchestral music!

I really should organize my CDs. They are all jumbled up. Why do I feel like I must do SOMETHING?! I feel like I have to clean something or tidy, but everything is already clean and tidy! I could get my night stands but that would require going out and spending money. I don't want to spend money until I know what my rent is going to be. Right now, my salt lamp and regular lamp are sitting on top of my dresser next to each other and my CPAP is on a metal stool on the other side of the bed. This could stay this way indefinitely. I don't NEED night stands... Would that just be a waste of money? I mean, I had to get lights- including the colorful one in the living room- so I had to spend that $100 but I don't know that I want to spend another $100. I kind of like having money in the bank, even though some of it is going away to pay rent.

It sure is a gorgeous day out today. Sunny and puffy white clouds and 68 F. I have my balcony door open with the screen door closed. Been sitting out there a lot today.