4) You know you are Borderline when...

When you have so much to say, but choke when you decide to say it.

Many of us feel that way, heck I do but continue posting anyway! Better out than in I say lol

Pls don't be scared to post here, we all understand

Oh, yes. I have had that happen to me.
...except in my case, I think she is more of a sociopath.....

...when you get pissed off at the most innocuous things...

when you cant seem to sleep because you cant stop worrying about what kind of emotional mood swings you might have to deal with tomorrow.

-sighs- today was pretty bad i hope i can handle whatever comes with tomorrow

YKYB when you've typed a long, thoughtful post, the site crashes just at the moment you hit the Reply button, and you KNOW it did that just to piss you off.

When your pdoc tells you how you are an extremely emotional person and you just want to react in a defensive emotional way >_< Yet know she's exactly right with everything she says, well not everything

.....when you can always relate to everything everyone posts on this thread....
....when you like to post in different colors for a "dramatic effect" and you think it will trip everyone out and you will seem "mysterious" (lol)

lol
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I can't relate to being blinded by your psychedelic type

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Glad someone found it funny - here I am bumping into farking walls. Enjoy.. you sadist

You make me laugh!


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... you disfigure your face so that everyone can see who you really are

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Because you are sure that everything is against you…

you think everyone thinks you're stupid and silly

...you postpone procrastinating.

...you feel as if life is all the fun of a beehive without the honey.

...it's like road rage without the road.

when you realize that there's no drama going on, that things are actually calm... and it's the strangest feeling.... don't know what to do with it or yourself.... can't trust it right?!?!?!?!?

you can't trust what you are feeling.... like what I just posted... is everything calm? or am I numb?

Your anger turns you into a monster

You wake up and wonder who woke up.

You were practically best friends with this one person, loved talking to them, then all of a sudden (for seemingly no apparent reason) you hate them and never want to talk to them again.....................

maybe?

Definitely....but there's always a reason. It's just not always easy to discern. It can be as simple as the way you were looked at, an intonation in the voice...anything. Something that wouldn't set anyone else off or that most people wouldn't even notice drives us crazy....and WE don't even know what it is half the time.

spondaneous reply: I agree, but in reality also people can turn on us thus from certain vulnerabilities I react with.....b & w thinking again..."if they can show that side, deal that hand", I totally reject you. I think it is a boundary somehow for borderlines, defense mechanisms for not getting hurt....we (I) can sometimes be overly harsh in our judgments of what people are capable of doing but hey fighting back and resisting is more empowering than passivity. One can forgive and still fight. I reject all people who have intentionally hurt me...I don't judge them, no need to...what they've done
to me will be done to them, and that goes for my treatment of others which is what I'd rather focus on...how can I make this person's journey lighter.....without needing validation from anyone...just I'm here for you. I digressed from subject a bit, but lately this is what
happens.....there is always a reason....