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#951
Sep 10, 2013, 03:26 PM
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Haven't been on in a while. I'm dealing with the death of one horse and another who's sick and may be put down. All on top of being sick myself. Stressed doesn't even begin to describe it.
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Why go out and see the world on fire Don't let your mindset become what controls you Speak right now and make the choice to grow |
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#952
Sep 10, 2013, 03:34 PM
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 Sending you a whole load of hugs 
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#953
Sep 10, 2013, 07:31 PM
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I am sorry about your horses.
It is so hard when a family member (essentially what animals are to us) get sick and leave us.
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Medications: Venlafaxine (Effexor) 75mg dailyDivalproex (Valproic Acid) 600mg daily Seroquel (Quetiapine) 100mg daily ZMAN
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#954
Sep 10, 2013, 07:56 PM
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Thank you guys. It's been hard. We pumped $800 worth of meds into our horse sully before we had to say goodbye. It was especially hard as she was only 7. The current horse (my mare Dee) is presenting symptoms similar to Sully, but we are praying for a different outcome. She is only four.
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Life's so dark when every day is a struggle
Why go out and see the world on fire Don't let your mindset become what controls you Speak right now and make the choice to grow |
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#955
Sep 11, 2013, 04:09 AM
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Tired! Woken up at 5am by my dog whining...go downstairs to find a pile of diarrhea on the rug (too much info?
 ) Back to bed only to wake up late and get to work 20mins late :/ Not the best start to the day
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#956
Sep 11, 2013, 09:31 AM
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Here just about, not working today so not really on laptop. Had a rage outburst today
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#957
Sep 12, 2013, 06:54 AM
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Here (as usual) working away, quite busy with work so keeping my mind occupied. Really worried about a certain someone in my life....she has become distant and I am trying everything possible not to keep messaging her but her being quiet is making me feel all sorts of abandonment issues. Why do ppl just go quiet all of a sudden? I understand they need their space but hell let me know
Feel too stupid to ask what's wrong with her but I bet it's something I did
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#958
Sep 12, 2013, 07:32 AM
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perhaps she is busy or ill or something. I know I find it hard to believe that myself if people go quiet though...
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#959
Sep 12, 2013, 07:37 AM
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Thanks
 I will wait and see if she texts me today. Maybe it's all in my head!
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#960
Sep 12, 2013, 08:19 AM
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Blah. I feel blah. And lonely and tired and lonely and frustrated and lonely and angry and lonely and scared and lonely and guilty
Oh- did I mention lonely?
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#961
Sep 12, 2013, 08:34 AM
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I'm pretty ok today. Had a helluva toothache yesterday that I need looked at so I was home but other than that it's not bothering me today so things are good. Spent the day yesterday going back and forth with my lady friend on raptr (gaming site). Gamer Girls FTW!
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#962
Sep 12, 2013, 09:48 AM
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"Only in the darkness can you see the stars." - Martin Luther King Jr. "Forgive others not because they deserve forgiveness but because you deserve peace." - Author Unkown |
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#963
Sep 12, 2013, 10:33 AM
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#964
Sep 12, 2013, 10:50 PM
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I'm not into gamer girls, no. Not my thing.
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#965
Sep 13, 2013, 07:52 AM
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Off work today but cleaning my house top to bottom, cleaning of kitchen cupboards and getting into all those nooks usually missed on a general clean. MTV blaring so having a little dance here and there too woohooo getting my groove on!
 *Feeling good*
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#966
Sep 13, 2013, 11:00 AM
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forgot to change my "yeehaw" mood status. This morning though I left it because it applies. I got my plate on my car, inspection is done and I'm 100% legal driving! I feel so freeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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#967
Sep 13, 2013, 11:21 AM
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Sep 13, 2013, 11:27 AM
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#969
Sep 13, 2013, 02:12 PM
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Cooooool!
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Sep 13, 2013, 02:16 PM
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#971
Sep 13, 2013, 11:33 PM
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FTW = F*** the world ~ I was 16 or so...what can I say??
 I now the to say that it means Feed the world. 
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"Only in the darkness can you see the stars." - Martin Luther King Jr. "Forgive others not because they deserve forgiveness but because you deserve peace." - Author Unkown |
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#972
Sep 14, 2013, 05:14 AM
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Here with a cup of tea getting ready for day two of deep cleaning house! So many windows to do, just glad I live in a bungalow but the conservatory is going to take forever *sigh* Shall get into the mood with some loud music shortly
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#973
Sep 14, 2013, 06:09 AM
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I don't feel BPD right now. T must be wrong.
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When a child’s emotional needs are not met and a child is repeatedly hurt and abused, this deeply and profoundly affects the child’s development. Wanting those unmet childhood needs in adulthood. Looking for safety, protection, being cherished and loved can often be normal unmet needs in childhood, and the survivor searches for these in other adults. This can be where survivors search for mother and father figures. Transference issues in counseling can occur and this is normal for childhood abuse survivors. |
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#974
Sep 14, 2013, 06:22 AM
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If you have BPD, you wont always feel like you have it, like right now, I feel completely free but something could possibly happen that triggers a BPD reaction in me. So right now neither do I but yes I sure as hell do have it. Right now, I am just stable. Maybe you should speak to your t more about this and point out why you don't think you have It and if he has more evidence to say you do then maybe you need to start listening to him. Knowledge is power and you have it but are in denial, it will make recovery or treatment difficult. Of course I hope you don't have it but if you do, it's time to accept it.
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