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#176
Apr 29, 2014, 10:37 AM
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After a really tumultuous night working thru stuff with my partner I am utterly exhausted...but had to wake early this morning and after some coffee I am feeling hella pumped up and ADD..we'll see how the rest of the day goes
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#177
Apr 29, 2014, 01:03 PM
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Life's so dark when every day is a struggle
Why go out and see the world on fire Don't let your mindset become what controls you Speak right now and make the choice to grow |
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#178
Apr 29, 2014, 01:37 PM
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   Hi, just wanna say I totally identify with everything that's been said here. I'm a BPD sufferer of over 30 years but only officially diagnosed for 4 years. There's a great deal of complex issues which come with BPD and some of our younger (newly diagnosed) sufferers will have lots of questions. As an ''older'' sufferer I try and offer words of hope, but too can't sometimes deal with the highs and lows that BPD brings. HUGS. xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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| JadeAmethyst, lynn808
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 Bill3, JadeAmethyst, lynn808
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#179
Apr 29, 2014, 09:25 PM
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Lots going on: Police come looking for son, had to go to the dentist today, tearing down and putting up a privacy fence in our backyard, feeling a bit scared and overwhelmed, concerned is an understatement, and life goes on.......and i must keep my head up, and keep from shutting down, another day to learn hmmmmm......
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| lynn808, trying2survive, waggiedog
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#180
Apr 29, 2014, 10:29 PM
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I have learned that i and i alone am responsible for my happiness, most people these days are as reliable as wet toilet paper!  
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| Verity81
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#181
Apr 29, 2014, 10:30 PM
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I have learned that i and i alone am responsible for my happiness, most people these days are as reliable as wet toilet paper!
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| Britneigh
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#182
Apr 30, 2014, 03:47 PM
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H p.o.d, paperwork piling up, son's parole officer called, texted son:"turn yourself in"love mom, "mother" drops in w/out calling first
 la, ti, effing da....life is hunky dory, in the land of OZ. Feeling really, on edge right at the moment, dropping it off here and will go do some constructive productive straightening and some snuggles with my pups. Maybe it'll get better sooner than later....it's ok, ......grrrrrrrrrrthanks for the ears, and hearts that keep on beating.... |
| Bill3, technigal, waiting4
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#183
Apr 30, 2014, 04:56 PM
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Feeling awkward...hopeless....have to go to work ffs. For 3 hours and driving an hour in traffic just to get there.
Why does everything hurt sooooooo much?????
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 Sometimes the opening of wings is more frightening than the challenge against gravity. Both make you free..............the secret is perception. |
| Harmacy, trying2survive
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| Bill3
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#184
Apr 30, 2014, 05:33 PM
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so i'm back on the roller coaster again, i swear if i got frequent flyer miles for as much as my mood swings i'd be able to visit all you guys! LOL!
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I have learned that i and i alone am responsible for my happiness, most people these days are as reliable as wet toilet paper!
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| Verity81, waiting4
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| Bill3, waiting4
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#185
May 01, 2014, 05:20 AM
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Love all of you guys
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Life's so dark when every day is a struggle
Why go out and see the world on fire Don't let your mindset become what controls you Speak right now and make the choice to grow |
| JadeAmethyst, Verity81
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| JadeAmethyst, Verity81
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#186
May 01, 2014, 10:44 AM
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another day, another roller coaster ride...lets see how this one turns out!
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I have learned that i and i alone am responsible for my happiness, most people these days are as reliable as wet toilet paper!
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#188
May 01, 2014, 11:49 AM
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Quiet day, H is out of town on business trip. Dogs and i am working taking down old privacy fencing and stacking it up to haul away to dump, tired but "good" tired. Lots of clean fresh air today, planning a "me" trip to return some books to the library....it's going ok at the moment...
much care and kindness to all today, may we be healthy and filled with wellness. Jade |
| lynn808
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| lynn808, Verity81
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#189
May 01, 2014, 04:03 PM
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 Trying to keep my mind busy. Things have been calm here since sunday. Let it last please.  All I want to do is curl up and cry. Cant tho. Drinking wine. |
| Anonymous100165, JadeAmethyst, Verity81
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#190
May 01, 2014, 04:26 PM
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Wine sounds so good right now.
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| JadeAmethyst
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#191
May 01, 2014, 07:44 PM
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I have learned that i and i alone am responsible for my happiness, most people these days are as reliable as wet toilet paper!
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#192
May 01, 2014, 08:11 PM
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Life's so dark when every day is a struggle
Why go out and see the world on fire Don't let your mindset become what controls you Speak right now and make the choice to grow |
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#193
May 02, 2014, 09:21 AM
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Starting trauma prolonged exposure for my PTSD in DBT so feel a little fragile. I hope it can help me, I feel there is a hell of a lot of trauma to process!!
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| ifst5, JadeAmethyst, lynn808
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#194
May 02, 2014, 09:26 AM
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A very tiring day already and it's only 3:30pm. I've been on the phone for most of it, trying to sort out everything from abusive energy companies to turning down the offer of a new property because its in the same development that houses a person who harassed me a few years ago. So much for a bit of a peace and a chance to try and retain some stability before the weekend. I feel totally strung out and want to indulge my binging urges. Ugh.
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| JadeAmethyst
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#195
May 02, 2014, 01:36 PM
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I have learned that i and i alone am responsible for my happiness, most people these days are as reliable as wet toilet paper!
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#196
May 02, 2014, 01:38 PM
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one of those days where i just can't focus at all, ugh again!
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I have learned that i and i alone am responsible for my happiness, most people these days are as reliable as wet toilet paper!
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#197
May 02, 2014, 08:39 PM
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I completely flipped out at someone in public. I was so incredibly angry. I had to tell them just how stupid they were being. I felt like scum afterwards. I think my opinion was correct, but I wish I would have handled myself better. That along with other very stressful situations have made today very difficult.
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#198
May 02, 2014, 08:42 PM
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 I've been through similar things. It's always so easy to see afterward how our emotions could have been handled better but in the moment...it's damn near impossible.
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Allie Diagnosed: Generalized Anxiety Disorder & Obsessive Compulsive Disoder. Previous: Borderline Personality Disorder. I no longer qualify for a diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder, but there will always be my borderline traits that I struggle with especially during times of great stress. I've been working passionately as a therapist since December 2016
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#199
May 02, 2014, 09:18 PM
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at the moment i can't quite put my finger on my pulse of life.....one of those spacey out of body things that happen, something must be going on underneath....ugh this is going to be ok just sit thru it.
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#200
May 02, 2014, 09:46 PM
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I had a decent day. Did a little too much walking, too fast, and now my feet hurt. Just another reason why I can't wait for my boyfriend to get home. I feel like he spends less and less time with me lately because... he just doesn't find it as appealing or important as whatever else he's substituting the time for.
Regardless of whether he gets home late or not though, I MUST find ways to enjoy myself. The night is still young and I have the munchies.
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