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#151
Apr 26, 2014, 10:33 AM
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 Sometimes the opening of wings is more frightening than the challenge against gravity. Both make you free..............the secret is perception. |
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#152
Apr 26, 2014, 10:36 AM
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back on the roller coaster again, this sucks
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I have learned that i and i alone am responsible for my happiness, most people these days are as reliable as wet toilet paper!  
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| Bill3, Britneigh, JadeAmethyst, lynn808
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#153
Apr 26, 2014, 10:43 AM
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Still not great...her birthday is getting closer and closer. can't think about much else.
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Allie Diagnosed: Generalized Anxiety Disorder & Obsessive Compulsive Disoder. Previous: Borderline Personality Disorder. I no longer qualify for a diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder, but there will always be my borderline traits that I struggle with especially during times of great stress. I've been working passionately as a therapist since December 2016
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| Bill3, JadeAmethyst, lynn808
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#154
Apr 26, 2014, 10:52 AM
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Over cooked my perogis
Wine at noon is acceptable right? Coworker is a useless sloth that needs to go. Just angry and annoyed and want to crawl in a cave.
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Life's so dark when every day is a struggle
Why go out and see the world on fire Don't let your mindset become what controls you Speak right now and make the choice to grow |
| Bill3, JadeAmethyst, lynn808, trying2survive
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#155
Apr 26, 2014, 01:37 PM
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 ..the way my day is going, i'm going to require something a lil stronger..
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I have learned that i and i alone am responsible for my happiness, most people these days are as reliable as wet toilet paper!
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#156
Apr 26, 2014, 06:47 PM
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messed up my lower back somehow or other, it hurts a lot, but have been caring for it with rest, heat, meds, and very slow walking up and down the stairs. Had some errands to run, and did what I needed to do and promptly came home after. Self care day.
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| Bill3
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#157
Apr 26, 2014, 08:18 PM
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Raw with emotions.
Wanted to burst into tears several times today  Theme words for this past week. Crisis Triggers Sobbing Pretending Lethargic Hiding Unstable inconsolable fragile .... |
| Bill3, JadeAmethyst, lynn808, trying2survive
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#158
Apr 27, 2014, 06:43 AM
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i sure as hell hope today is better than yesterday was..
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I have learned that i and i alone am responsible for my happiness, most people these days are as reliable as wet toilet paper!
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| Bill3, Britneigh, JadeAmethyst, lynn808
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#159
Apr 27, 2014, 06:34 PM
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lost. lost it again.
things went into crisis mode. I went into crisis. Im hurting all over. eyes swollen. covered in guilt and shame. i dont want to live like this. I cant keep hurting and hurting and eventually loosing control over and over and over. He messes with my head blames me.threatened me. over and over. yelling on my front lawn. putting on a show. again. Never ever ever dealt/took part in this kind of arguing. He tried to break me with his words. I cracked some more. Not much left to break anyway. |
| Britneigh, JadeAmethyst
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#160
Apr 27, 2014, 07:37 PM
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Some veils are lifting. Some clarity with relationships with family members. Boy, do I ever learn!!!
 Old friendship seemed to be going ok.....but....getting that old, uh-oh feeling from this person again. More learning, better boundaries, more dignity, more stuff.it's ok, |
| Bill3
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#161
Apr 27, 2014, 08:23 PM
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Happy 12th Anniversary to me and DH.
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Mags Depression diagnosed March 1996 PTSD diagnosed January 2000 BPD diagnosed September 2013 |
| trying2survive
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| Bill3, trying2survive, Verity81
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#162
Apr 27, 2014, 11:20 PM
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Going to NY to get my license sorted out Tuesday. Going to stop and see my parents and family I haven't seen in two years...I'm super nervous
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Life's so dark when every day is a struggle
Why go out and see the world on fire Don't let your mindset become what controls you Speak right now and make the choice to grow |
| Bill3, trying2survive
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#163
Apr 28, 2014, 07:53 AM
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 you guys give me a ray of hope! 
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I have learned that i and i alone am responsible for my happiness, most people these days are as reliable as wet toilet paper!
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#164
Apr 28, 2014, 07:54 AM
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well my ex ruined my evening yesterday(surprise surprise)
idk why i don't just let go... i suppose if i could, i would!!
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I have learned that i and i alone am responsible for my happiness, most people these days are as reliable as wet toilet paper!
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| Bill3
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#165
Apr 28, 2014, 09:15 AM
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I think it's extraordinary how so few people are suited to sales positions - i've spent half the day on the phone trying to rectify yet more mistakes caused by other people. All i have to show for it is further stress and greater financial difficulty. Apparently there are departments for 'vulnerable' people to speak too, but why should i open myself up to that when all i really need is someone to have an ounce of human decency and a couple of brain cells to boot?
Very angry and bitter right now and i don't like being consumed by such feelings. I have enough to deal with already. |
| technigal, trying2survive
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| Bill3
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#167
Apr 28, 2014, 02:53 PM
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Write a complaint, even if nothing much comes of it you'll give their complaint department more work to do! Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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#168
Apr 28, 2014, 02:57 PM
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Split again for the 4th time in my love relationship with my SO...
Feeling utterly hopeless :/ |
| Bill3, Britneigh
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#169
Apr 28, 2014, 03:00 PM
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Drinking yet again because I want to and nobody to stop me. Not going to NY, got a bit excited to see people...its been a long time. My license is getting sorted out...its cold and miserable and I'm in a bad mood. I don't even know any more. One of those days where nothing feels right even f its really good news. I'll probably go to bed really ealry tonight.
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Life's so dark when every day is a struggle
Why go out and see the world on fire Don't let your mindset become what controls you Speak right now and make the choice to grow |
| Bill3
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#170
Apr 28, 2014, 04:20 PM
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I have learned that i and i alone am responsible for my happiness, most people these days are as reliable as wet toilet paper!
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#171
Apr 28, 2014, 04:21 PM
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I have learned that i and i alone am responsible for my happiness, most people these days are as reliable as wet toilet paper!
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#172
Apr 29, 2014, 07:01 AM
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Retail therapy = the best therapy! Note to self: don't disclose exactly how much I bought to hubby! Lol
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#173
Apr 29, 2014, 07:07 AM
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I've been told this morning by one of the few family members i have that because i was born under the wrong area and so can't access the right help, they have another reason not to bother with me. Yay trauma.
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| Bill3, JadeAmethyst
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#174
Apr 29, 2014, 09:12 AM
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off to a good start..hope it lasts..
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I have learned that i and i alone am responsible for my happiness, most people these days are as reliable as wet toilet paper!
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| Bill3, JadeAmethyst, Verity81
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#175
Apr 29, 2014, 09:30 AM
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Really, really want to get drunk. Feeling overwhelmed and just not coping. I haven't touched alcohol in over 15 years.... ugh!
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Mags Depression diagnosed March 1996 PTSD diagnosed January 2000 BPD diagnosed September 2013 |
| Bill3, JadeAmethyst
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