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Default Sep 20, 2022 at 06:52 PM
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I have been trying to keep myself busy to distracted myself of feeling really awful about myself.

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Default Sep 20, 2022 at 06:58 PM
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I did the best makeup I have ever done on this day; I downloaded some music; and I ate dinner with my parents.

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I have been trying to keep myself busy to distracted myself of feeling really awful about myself.
I so relate, dear @Buffy01! Life is really so difficult much of the time. But thank God & our wonderful volunteers, we have each other!

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Default Sep 21, 2022 at 03:07 PM
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I guess I'm kinda worn out today for some reason. I think its foreshadowings of SAD since its a particular kind of weariness I seem to get right around this time of year. Therapy could have been much more productive. Other then that things were fine.

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I know... isn't it just so cute?

cuteness overload- and I'm not just talking about steuart.

the cat who ended up saving him, the family at the boat race, george (the brother) accepting him and loving him, it's just adorable

did you see steuart little 2 and 3?
I saw 2 but not 3, I think I was off put by it being animated rather than actors, because I really liked the actors.

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Default Sep 21, 2022 at 05:01 PM
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I’m coping okay, it’s been a busy day though and I went to a new group tonight which was very full on and I’m feeling overloaded tonight.
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Today was very hard. But I'm still able to try & wish about later.

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Default Sep 22, 2022 at 03:33 PM
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I'm doing good today. I dealt with some transphobia at the DMV but I'm actually kind of glad it happened because its like I survived it and nothing bad happened. I just dealt with stares and unfriendliness pretty much. Possibly a rude comment I just brushed off. I had to tell them I was trans anyways. But I handled it much better then I thought I would have if I had to deal with it.

My eating was tough today. I worked out a bit too much early this morning and my therapist told me in email I need to cool it a bit. Rapid release tylenol took care of my pain though.

Overall I think I did good.

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I'm doing good today. I dealt with some transphobia at the DMV but I'm actually kind of glad it happened because its like I survived it and nothing bad happened. I just dealt with stares and unfriendliness pretty much. Possibly a rude comment I just brushed off. I had to tell them I was trans anyways. But I handled it much better then I thought I would have if I had to deal with it.

My eating was tough today. I worked out a bit too much early this morning and my therapist told me in email I need to cool it a bit. Rapid release tylenol took care of my pain though.

Overall I think I did good.
I'm so proud of you, @Mountaindewed! That's an awful lot to handle. Your attitude about the whole thing is so inspiring. Dealing with difficult situations is so hard.

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Just did what needed to be done because there wasn't any other option.

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lots of negative self talk

workig on another poem about how bad and useless I am

this one is about me being acoutch potato
 
 
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I also ache like hell after my shower

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So far, coffee, & being here at the forums.

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I overdid it again yesterday while excercising. So I woke up this morning feeling "not right." But also my SAD is acting up today so its not all physical. I made it to the grocery store with no issue and I felt perfectly comfortable. No one gives 2 shits about a skinny dude in the health section buying protein bars. Now I'm at home stretched out in bed and drinking hot black licorice tea out of my happy fall mug and trying to get my physical pain under control.

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I’m doing okay. I worry about world events but trying to limit news. Met with two wonderful friends this afternoon and that was good. Tonight I need a plan, maybe some ironing, and hopefully some reading.
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Just hanging in there because there really isn't an alternative.

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no sleep and halestones today. woo
 
 
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feeling a bit annoyed too that I didn't have any sauce with my mcdonalds last night
 
 
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Barely so far, but hanging in there & trying various things.

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Still morning, but so far it's been ok. I'm glad my volunteering starts again today after being off for the summer. I like having something to do on Saturdays.
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