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#651
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lots of negative self talk
workig on another poem about how bad and useless I am this one is about me being acoutch potato |
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#652
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I also ache like hell after my shower
owowowoowow |
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#653
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So far, coffee, & being here at the forums.
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#654
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I overdid it again yesterday while excercising. So I woke up this morning feeling "not right." But also my SAD is acting up today so its not all physical. I made it to the grocery store with no issue and I felt perfectly comfortable. No one gives 2 shits about a skinny dude in the health section buying protein bars. Now I'm at home stretched out in bed and drinking hot black licorice tea out of my happy fall mug and trying to get my physical pain under control.
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#655
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I’m doing okay. I worry about world events but trying to limit news. Met with two wonderful friends this afternoon and that was good. Tonight I need a plan, maybe some ironing, and hopefully some reading.
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#656
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Just hanging in there because there really isn't an alternative.
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"I may be older but I am not wise / I'm still a child's grown-up disguise / and I never can tell you what you want to know / You will find out as you go." (from: "A Nightengale's Lullaby" - Julie Last) |
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#657
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no sleep and halestones today. woo
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#658
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feeling a bit annoyed too that I didn't have any sauce with my mcdonalds last night
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#659
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Barely so far, but hanging in there & trying various things.
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#660
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Still morning, but so far it's been ok. I'm glad my volunteering starts again today after being off for the summer. I like having something to do on Saturdays.
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#661
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I did okay, still anxious about world events but did some cleaning this afternoon and I’ve prepped some of tonight’s meal already.
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#662
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I’m doing really well today. I was posting in the coffeehouse and I saw an old post of mine from when I was with my former boyfriend. It made me sad - I still am. I don’t fully understand that because I’m engaged now to a great guy. The sadness worries me. Does it mean anything significant?
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#663
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Struggling with some health anxiety that's making me feel physically ill (and of course then reinforcing the anxiety, damn it). Sat through a very long, very boring class on Thursday in which (I was so bored) I started ruminating about an ongoing fight I'm having with a colleague. I'd sort of broken free of the ruminating recently, but now I'm back to going in circles in my head.
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#664
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I woke up feeling like the type of **** that sticks to you for days, but I've managed to slowly, persistently free myself. I feel content this evening, and I am proud of myself.
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#665
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Quote:
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#666
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#667
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#668
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I’m doing much better now that work is less chaotic, I thrive on predictability.
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#669
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I'm not doing so good right now, but I insist inwardly to be determined & believe it's going to work out.
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#670
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I have been really awful today. Regardless of what I do to try to feel better today.
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#671
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I'm smoking and drinking coffee.
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‘Live for now,’ ‘This too shall pass,’ ‘Everything is happening for my good.’ |
#672
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I’m scrolling through videos of Saturday Night Live on YouTube & kissing cats.
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#673
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laughing at everything, even serious stuff
I feel insensitive- watching serious stuff on tv and laughing out loud at it |
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#674
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I've given up witgh trying to sleep, too.
completely given up **** sleep... it isn't coming to me anyway |
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#675
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Doing little things, hoping to inspire myself.
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