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#241
I planned to watch some movies today and try to ignore my other sister who is just using us for our water, detergent.
__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#242
I started taking Stratera 5 days ago or so.
I have not had a set routine of things to do for quite sometime now. I am trying to find out how to structure my day (Been on disability now for years, but I was taking adrenal before it started being in short supply) I know I have a big issue with motivation, following set routines, "laziness"... I am not coping today, I am stressing about utilizing the focus that Strattera started giving me with the fact that I'm still sleeping a lot. __________________ "If you think your life is complete confusion, cause you never win the game, just remember, that's a grand illusion, cause deep inside we're all the same" --Styx |
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#243
I've been not coping the best. Using some less than healthy coping skills.
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#244
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#245
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#246
I've been very frustrated lately by my inability to cope positively with my emotions. I am really going to try to do better. I hope my new therapist can help me.
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#247
I talked to my therapist today
__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#248
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#249
It’s been a few months since I had any emotional dysregulation! He was the trigger, and I have removed the trigger now. Just wow… This is mind blowing for me to see that while I do have an underlying health issue that caused the ED, it was him who triggered it. I don’t have ED reactions in general, not even from my triggering mother. I get upset by her, but not ED. Well, I guess I just have to look back and say it was just very unfortunate that my partner was such a trigger due to his behavior. I’m not going to put myself into a relationship again feeling as broken as I do now. So I should be alright? Three months and counting…
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#250
I seem to be in a state of removal from whatever.
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#251
Got a DBT workbook so I am going to try to work through that, hopefully with the help of my therapist.
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#252
Hardly coping. Struggling with pain and shame, wish I could go back tho i dont deserve it
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#253
__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#254
Treated myself to Dunkin Donuts twice even though coffee is giving me heartburn.
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#255
Keeping myself busy.
__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#256
Long day today. Tired. I feel my med for ADHD ain’t doing anything! been absentminded, forgetful....
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#257
I'm counting my blessings and not being so hard on myself.
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#258
Feeling kind of scared at the moment. Doing some breathing. Going to work on a DBT workbook soon. Try to do one lesson.
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#259
Trying to encourage myself.
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#260
If I think about it I probably don’t deserve many of the things in my life either but I’ve come to t feel it’s not about deserving or otherwise. It’s possibly about doing our best in the moment with what resources we’ve got at that time. I’m still developing those thoughts. Peace to you.
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