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#326
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I drank plenty of water today. And I am feeling better! How bout that?
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Hi! I'm bexca and I have Schizoaffective disorder |
AliceKate, Bill3, Discombobulated
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#327
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Getting out of the house helped me. Weather is nice. I need to not stay home all day.
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AliceKate, Bill3, Discombobulated
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#328
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I had to validate my hurt feelings yesterday
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
AliceKate, Bill3, Discombobulated, TiredPilgrim
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#329
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I decided to watch some : movies after having :hug such a really bad day
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
AliceKate, Bill3, Discombobulated
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#330
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Hubby's funeral is today. Passed away from pancreatic cancer last week. Diagnosed early March. Stunned. Thankful we could do hospice at home, treatment was not an option due to liver damage.
Have cried more since early March than I have in waaay too long. Hugs for all of you.
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'Religion is for people who are afraid of going to Hell. Spirituality is for those who have already been there.' --Vine Deloria 'Every day may not be good, but there is something good in every day.' --Anonymous |
AliceKate, Buffy01, Discombobulated
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Feeling alone, but okay with that. My FOO distanced themselves from our mother and her problems. It’s only going to be me to deal with everything. There’s nothing I can do atm. I’m thinking about going there, but I don’t know what there is for me to successfully do for them. It’s a real shyt show. The whole family is having a lot of problems in their own lives. It feels like the world has really gone haywire. I sure have a lot on my plate. Issues with ending marriage, kids health/mental health, parents lives ending badly. It’s in a free fall.
I am handling it all quite well now, doing what I need to do. I am not emotionally dysregulated anymore! I’m not sure what to make of that for me, except that I will never put myself in the position again to have that happen to me. So, prayers for us and everyone else.
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"And don't say it hasn't been a little slice of heaven, 'cause it hasn't!" . About Me--T |
#332
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Quote:
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
AliceKate
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No energy. Just draggin.
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#334
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I did some :grouphug housework today to keep myself busy to keep my emotions in check.
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries Last edited by Buffy01; Apr 27, 2023 at 07:01 PM. Reason: Left something out |
AliceKate, Bill3
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Same. It panned out. Unsure what I'm gonna do now though.
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Buffy01
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#336
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I hear you
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
AliceKate
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#337
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Planing to get out to shop, despite the strong, cold wind. Will straighten out my bedroom closet also.
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Buffy01
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I took out the bike for 2 hours. On my way back it started pouring with rain and I got soaked through. Was okay with me though, I really needed the release exercise can give.
Hope you did something nice, too
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Buffy01
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Bill3
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#339
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Wow! I did some rearranging furniture today
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
AliceKate
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my life explained in two smileys |
Buffy01
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#341
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go for it
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
#342
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I went out shopping with Mom. Today was great!
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Hi! I'm bexca and I have Schizoaffective disorder |
Buffy01, Discombobulated
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Bill3, TishaBuv
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#343
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I feel like a couple of pieces of a puzzle have come together
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Bill3, Buffy01, TishaBuv
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Bill3, Discombobulated
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#344
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i been watching a lot of self help videos and talk to my therapist
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
Bill3, Fuzzybear
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Bill3, Discombobulated
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#345
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I feel like I didn’t accomplish much today but when I look back I did a fair bit, I think it’s because I procrastinated on an unpleasant task I was dreading. Eventually I did it!
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Bill3, Fuzzybear, Nammu
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Bill3
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#346
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: I felt guilty for buying new clothes for myself yesterday
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
#347
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I'm being lazy.
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#348
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Today was my day off from getting dressed and being around people. My once a week retreat, this is my coping day. I stay in bed a bit longer even if I’m awake. I throw my clothes in the wash and put on new pjs for the day. I have easy food and take a shower before call the midwife comes on. Then I’m ready for the new week.
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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Bill3
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#349
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By sitting still and watching TV
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Hi! I'm bexca and I have Schizoaffective disorder |
FloatThruThis
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#350
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I got a bunch of stuff to do. Getting dressed might be a good place to start.
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