[lostangel]

Well you guys know from my last post what i told you what happen. Well i could not take it anymore or i am so confused. we had anothing angrment this morning and he said it was over and so did i. i am so sick of being treated like a dog, maid and his mother. i do everything and he don't help me out that much not like i would like him too. my son and him don't get alone. my son is so mean to his sister and manny. i am so stressout and confused and i know some of this is my fault too. and i know hiting someone is not right at all. and i am so sick of hearing his sister and her husband saying they are hard up for money. ya right. is she hard up for money if she gets her hair done everyweekend and buy new clothes. his her husband hard up for money when he goes out and buys a $2000. dollor part of his truck. no. he has two jobs and she has a good job. ok fine they have big bills but who told them to go out and get a big house, car and a truck. you should see them hard up ya right. they don't know the meaning of hard up. and i am so sick of manny standing up for them and coming down on me.

i am so sick of this and so confused i just don't know what to do. i know he will take my daughter and that hurts. he wants to send my son away to bootcamp and i want to give my son to his real father because i feel he is happy there or just to get him and manny away from eachother. nothing is right here..

[cocoa]

((((((((((((((((lostangel))))))))))))))))))

You sound like your having a pretty hard go of it. I hope you can get past all your anger and try to deal the best you can. I'm sure things must be difficult but for the kidds sake, all that fighting can't be good for them.
I'm not being judgemental by no means. It just makes me sad when kidds have to indure things that are ment for adults. I know your feeling sick and confused hun but try and be the bigger person. You may just be able to find a better way and cop.

Good Luck and I hope tomorrow brings a better day!

Jacqui

lostangel, i hope you find the help you need and i want you to know that you're in my thoughts tonight...pat

[Wants2Fly]

Sounds like you are hurting, Deb. Have you investigated battered women and transitional housing? I hope things get better for you. I will remember you in my prayers.

[MacD]

Love thyself...if you don't then you can't love others.....if you feel abused...then most likely you are....the best advice is professional guidance...i'm with the others who say seek a battered womens shelter and at least talk w/a counselor about your situation and your options....you might be surprised how many you have....best of luck and lots of love....grace

[lostangel]

thank you guys so much. i will work things out and he came home and said he was so sorry for everything and i know him and i know he didn't mean it and i didn't mean it too. and i know it is hard on the kids to see this and hear this too. but thank you so much.