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Sep 22, 2009, 07:08 AM
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I felt so much better yesterday.
I am so very, intensley sad today. I must go to work. I must get my assignments done for school. I am procrastenating so much with my school work. I do not want to do anything. I did not sleep well last night at all. Waking up at 1:30 and forcing myself to stay in bed until 4:30. Strange dreams. Feel like everyone can see how distraught I am more than I see it myself. I just feel like crying. I feel like a loser and nobody likes me. I look funny and am annoying. I hurt so much inside, I do not know what to do. I want relife and want this feeling of intense sadness to go away. I just do not want to do anything but dissapear for a while. This hurts so much and I am not able to find the words to dicribe any of it. |
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Sep 22, 2009, 07:20 AM
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 coming your way. I can tell you that you are not alone. If you feel like crying, maybe you should. Sometimes it can prove to be a relief. If you can't discribe it, it's okay. I know I have felt your pain and hurt myself and it is very hard. I will stand by you. Write more if it helps and if you need to PM me. Take good care of yourself. |
| lynn09, twinmommy38
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Sep 22, 2009, 07:27 AM
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I just wanted to tell you that I understand. I hope it gets better for you.
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 Crying isn't a sign of weakness. It's a sign of having tried too hard to be strong for too long. |
| lynn09, twinmommy38
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Sep 22, 2009, 08:08 AM
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I completely understand how you're feeling. I have felt that way too.
Yes, procrastination has been one of the major reasons for depresion and anxiety for me. It's indeed more reasonable to do things on time (if possible). Hope it soon gets better for you. Hugs, melannie 
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Sep 22, 2009, 08:48 AM
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((((twinmommy38)))))
I am sorry you are hurting so badly, I hope you feel better soon. I will be thinking of you 
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| lynn09, twinmommy38
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Sep 22, 2009, 10:12 AM
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I'm sorry you are having a bad day today. When I have bad days I try to break it down into hours to get things more focused in the now and not concentrate so much on how very bad I'm feeling. Some days it's just putting one foot in front of the other, hour after hour.
I hope your tomorrow is like your yesterday and you get a break from your depression.
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 I'd rather have a visit, note or pretty picture than an "I'll say a prayer" or a "god bless you." Doesn't make me feel better, no meaning to me for sure. Can't stop you from praying and blessing me, and if that makes you feel better feel free.  But keep it to yourself please, don't tell me. And let's all respect each other's feelings. With kindness, support and "sweet dreamings." 
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| lynn09, twinmommy38
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#7
Sep 22, 2009, 02:04 PM
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My car broke...again. Now I can not work. I must have my car to work.
This is just not what I needed today. |
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Sep 22, 2009, 02:44 PM
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Lots of support being sent your way. Sorry to hear about your car. Sometimes it's just one darn thing after another and living is difficult. I hope this time passes for you soon.
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I'd rather have a visit, note or pretty picture than an "I'll say a prayer" or a "god bless you." Doesn't make me feel better, no meaning to me for sure. Can't stop you from praying and blessing me, and if that makes you feel better feel free. But keep it to yourself please, don't tell me. And let's all respect each other's feelings. With kindness, support and "sweet dreamings."
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| lynn09
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#9
Sep 22, 2009, 03:07 PM
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wow You sound a lot like me im going to school and have 3 kids and I am depressed a lot sometimes so depressed I cant deal with the things i have to. I dont know if I should say Its good to not be the only one like this. I would not want this on any one else. but You are not the only one I am too
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#10
Sep 22, 2009, 06:23 PM
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Their are things I need to be doing for school Thursday night and I just can not ...get to it. I keep putting it off. This class will require much, much work. It is an International Studies course on the middle east. As much as I want to do it I just can not seem to get to it. Did get my car fixed. Feel better about that. |
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Sep 23, 2009, 01:16 PM
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It is an International Studies course on the middle east. As much as I want to do it I just can not seem to get to it.
Ouch That sounds like an awful class. oops sorry didn't mean to get ya down I meant ooh that class sounds great I wish I could take it with ya :-) just joking I hope you feel better soon. |
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#12
Sep 23, 2009, 01:53 PM
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((((((twinmommy))))))
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| lynn09, twinmommy38
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Sep 23, 2009, 03:53 PM
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I think you described your feelings very well, (((((twinmommy38))))). I'm glad you were able to get your car fixed - at least that's one thing you can mark off the list. I really admire you - working and going to school even though you are struggling with depression - that's a lot to demand of yourself. By all means, if you can cry - then cry away. Crying releases endorphines (feel-good hormones) into your system and can help alleviate your depression to some extent. Be kind to and gentle with yourself - treat yourself as you would treat a good friend who was feeling the way you do now. There is much in life to cause us grief, so there is no need for you to berate yourself - you need to be your staunchist supporter - give yourself the credit that you most certainly are due. When things get too rough, let us know - we'll be here for you.
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"I walked a mile with Pleasure; she chattered all the way, But left me none the wiser for all she had to say. I walked a mile with Sorrow and ne'er a word said she; But oh, the things I learned from her when Sorrow walked with me!" (Robert Browning Hamilton; "Along The Road")
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Sep 23, 2009, 04:12 PM
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Glad to hear you got your car fixed!
Perhaps you are taking on too much, with working, going to school, taking care of your kids and being depressed? Maybe you should not push yourself so hard?
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I'd rather have a visit, note or pretty picture than an "I'll say a prayer" or a "god bless you." Doesn't make me feel better, no meaning to me for sure. Can't stop you from praying and blessing me, and if that makes you feel better feel free. But keep it to yourself please, don't tell me. And let's all respect each other's feelings. With kindness, support and "sweet dreamings."
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| lynn09, twinmommy38
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Sep 23, 2009, 08:13 PM
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(((((twinmommy)))
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Sep 24, 2009, 01:33 PM
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(((((((((((((((( twinmommy38 ))))))))))))))))
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Sep 24, 2009, 06:37 PM
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I hope tomorrow will be better.
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#18
Sep 26, 2009, 02:30 AM
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You don't have to describe it. Many of us are all too familiar. If you had a better day yesterday, there will be another better one. Today, one foot in front of the other, one minute at a time. It is doubtful that others can see how distraught you are. Really, everybody, unless they are medical professionals whom you are consulting - and even then - most everybody is thinking more about their own problems than looking around to analyze others. I don't want to do anything either, and I'm sorry you have to work and go to school. However, those were some of the things that kept my depression from getting so bad. Do you have any social support? Well, whatever your home situation is, you have support here. Caring ~ billieJ
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Sep 26, 2009, 02:32 AM
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I must add the following. I think I look funny, too. I'll bet neither of us do. You want your situation to change. It will. Life is a river. billieJ
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