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Sep 29, 2003, 11:42 PM
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I can hear them...
all of them.. their voices talking about me... staring at me.. laughing at me... im just a joke to them... they all hate me they rather see me dead... DEAD.... i wish i could help... but im am.... i am just a weak coward.... i guess they will all suffer with me... i cant dissappear... as hard as i tried... i just cant go away... i just can't.... its impossible.... the only way... is for you to do it... free me, free everyone... from the pain that i cause them.... just because i breathe...... this is something i wrote today in Psychology class as i heard a group of people talking about me and laughing at me, and no one did anyting about it, they just went right along with it...the teacher didtn even do anything about it..i know that im am not popular, but how can everyone just leave me like that, why dont i have any friends, why am i labled a plague....i just dont get it, i never did anything to any of them, i have only tried to get better and i was nice to all of them, i put a smile on for eveyone but its starting to crack, i just dont know how much longert i can handle this, i think i should just leave and never go back to that place....i just dont know what to do...how come everytimd i think i am better i just end up where i started.... why does life hurt so much?
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Sep 30, 2003, 01:06 AM
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I am sorry that you are feeling so hurt, Veggiegurl... People can be so insensitive and cruel, but the cruelty people spew is usually more about them than you, so try to hang in there, OK? I've been where you are, and it IS extremely painful, but they don't matter in the long run... Come here and talk to us often, OK? Warmest regards, Peanut
<font color=blue>HI FROM PEANUT</font color=blue> 
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Sep 30, 2003, 03:10 AM
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People can be so mean and inconciderate.
You know who you are veggiegurl. You're a good and decent person. If they are too selfish and ignorant to realize what they are doing then that is there failing and thier loss. Don't let thier stupidity make you believe you are anything less than you are. Heidu The highest reward for a person's toil is not what they get for it, but what they become by it. John Ruskin
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Sep 30, 2003, 08:38 AM
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Hi veggie
 People suck sometimes. Why would you want to be friends with such jerks? Isn't there one or two you can make friends with? When I was in high school, I really only had one good friend.He saved my life. Other people would hang out with me, but it was cause I had a car, or money... there were never friends and sometimes I'd be the butt of their jokes. Laughing along with them seemed to encourage them, but also, they soon found something else to make fun of. What you've mentioned is the part of humor I've had such a difficult time of. It's not funny, but so many seem to enjoy it. It's not you who's wrong. "Our greatest glory is not in never falling, but rising every time we fall." Confucius |
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Sep 30, 2003, 08:56 AM
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Veggiegurl,
I've been thinking about you today. You said that your teacher didn't even stop them from what they were doing. A teacher is supposed to be a guide and rollmodel. Your teacher seemed to have failed at that this time. Maybe they weren't really aware of what was going on. Would it be possible for you to have a talk with that teacher and explain what was happening and how it made you feel? It's a teachers responibility to uphold dicipline and order in a classroom. Wish I could give you a for real hug. Heidu The highest reward for a person's toil is not what they get for it, but what they become by it. John Ruskin
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There is a time in life when you stop existing and start living. There is a time in life when you are given a new chance and new dreams. There is a time in life when the old is to be forgotten and the new embraced. There is a time in life......And that time is now. Unknown |
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Sep 30, 2003, 09:10 AM
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Human cruelty seems to peak in the teen years. Don't let the jerks keep you from getting your diploma. Once you are out of there, they are gone from your life. Good riddance. If you go to college you will be pleasantly surprised that one summer out of high school makes for a quantum leap in maturity. There are always going to be some exceptions, but abuse is much rarer and not so personally directed.
You can survive this. Wherever you go, there you are
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Oct 01, 2003, 09:44 PM
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thank you all for what you have said, and i now that all of ou are right....its just seems so hard, especially when today i found out that people who i thought were my friends, including my sister, were talking about me because i stood up for what i believed in. My friend was stoned when he was walking home from school because he is gay, and i said something to the guys who did it, and they said i should just pretend it didnt happen and i was selfish for doing it because it would make it worse when it actually gave him the courage to do the same since he knew he wasnt alone anymore...i just dont get it, no matter wha ti do good..it just isnt good enough..oh well....
why does life hurt so much?
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