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#926
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wondering if the increase in my sleeping is due to the depression or vice versa. had a thought earlier, maybe i'm sleeping to avoid dealing with my emotions.
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#927
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I don't know why I bother... Every time I think I'm making progress - connecting in a world I've always felt separated from - somebody comes along and reminds me I'm still the square peg trying to fit in a round hole.
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#928
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I feel awful tired. Some of it is plain tired, but more is depression-tired.
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#929
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I am tired of having to take medications, so I am stopping. Either I will realize that I don't need them or I will become very depressed and give in to my sui thoughts.....I'm ok with either.
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#930
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they aren't listening. they are back to pushing me. I feel awful. looking for ways again.
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#931
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Dostoevsky says that "each day we kill our finest impulses."
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#932
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If you look really hard, there is a light at the end of the hallway and there are doors too.
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#933
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A grand start to the day...I accidentally knocked over my CPAP machine and all the water was blown into the hose and eventually sprayed all over my face. Yes, please laugh - what else can you do?
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As I lay down in bed each night I look up at the stars and wonder "where the heck is my ceiling?" ![]() |
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#934
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Can hardly stand the idea of college today and I have so much work to do that its making me feel sick.
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#935
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I've been looking after someone else to the neglect of myself. Doing that was not noble, just plain stupid. When I backed off, other people did more and "the someone else" is just fine. Now I have a serious toothache, because I was so wrapped up in being indispensible that I failed to keep up my oral hygiene. There was no excuse for that level of self-neglect. I ought to print this out and put it on my bathroom wall.
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#936
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Afraid they are going to tell me not to drive.
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C'est la vie |
#937
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Trying to sort through all the lies and figure out my past...
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#938
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can't believe you said no to your own daughter visiting.
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#939
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Appt with pdoc today - which I travel a distance to see. Been trying to get my MD to call me for over a week now since he put me on some pain meds and said I had fibromalygia. I have left message after message - saying I have some questions before I go see my pdoc and she can look to see if any med changes are necessary. Do you think he would call me back? No excuse! He has a staff, and nurses, and a PA. I now think he was just placating me. Time to find a new doctor - he's fired!
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#940
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Have to play the waiting game now. Waiting for them to call about the MRI and then have to wait to find out the results.
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C'est la vie |
#941
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Idiot art teacher lied to me again... she said the museum was within walking distance. Really? You call 4 hours of walking there and back 'walking distance'? no car no bus now what am I supposed to do with this assignment
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#942
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unhappy with what he prescribed to me for my pain. She took his name and number and I hope she chews him out. I'm going to go consult with a specialist instead. And as far as my lab results I've been waiting for...I left another message last night, asking for decent courtesy, even if it's just an update on the status. I wasn't as polite this time around. I hope I finally get some answers before the weekend.
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#943
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Need to stop making mountains out of molehills.
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C'est la vie |
#944
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Wanted to steal a police man's gun and shoot him with it.
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#945
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12 years today.. R.I.P. daddy I miss you more than anything. I love you. xo
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#946
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#947
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i just started medication. i hope it dosent make me feel funky
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#948
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How do I start .......the depression is becoming worse, anxiety is always present.........had cog therapy several times, nothing lasts........should i seek alternative, or a treatment center.........i am lost, sad, and just so hopeless and unhappy about everything........
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#949
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Everything just sucks. Especially life. I suppose I will matter to someone some day, but it will probably be someone I don't have any interest in...like usual.
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#950
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Why can't I see myself the way all those kids do?...
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