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Old Oct 18, 2011, 09:15 AM
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wondering if the increase in my sleeping is due to the depression or vice versa. had a thought earlier, maybe i'm sleeping to avoid dealing with my emotions.

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Old Oct 18, 2011, 10:37 AM
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I don't know why I bother... Every time I think I'm making progress - connecting in a world I've always felt separated from - somebody comes along and reminds me I'm still the square peg trying to fit in a round hole.
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Old Oct 18, 2011, 01:41 PM
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I feel awful tired. Some of it is plain tired, but more is depression-tired.
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Old Oct 18, 2011, 05:32 PM
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I am tired of having to take medications, so I am stopping. Either I will realize that I don't need them or I will become very depressed and give in to my sui thoughts.....I'm ok with either.
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Old Oct 18, 2011, 05:47 PM
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they aren't listening. they are back to pushing me. I feel awful. looking for ways again.
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Old Oct 18, 2011, 08:29 PM
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Dostoevsky says that "each day we kill our finest impulses."
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Old Oct 18, 2011, 10:06 PM
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If you look really hard, there is a light at the end of the hallway and there are doors too.
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Old Oct 19, 2011, 05:18 AM
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A grand start to the day...I accidentally knocked over my CPAP machine and all the water was blown into the hose and eventually sprayed all over my face. Yes, please laugh - what else can you do?
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Old Oct 19, 2011, 07:32 AM
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Can hardly stand the idea of college today and I have so much work to do that its making me feel sick.
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Old Oct 19, 2011, 03:35 PM
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I've been looking after someone else to the neglect of myself. Doing that was not noble, just plain stupid. When I backed off, other people did more and "the someone else" is just fine. Now I have a serious toothache, because I was so wrapped up in being indispensible that I failed to keep up my oral hygiene. There was no excuse for that level of self-neglect. I ought to print this out and put it on my bathroom wall.
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Old Oct 19, 2011, 10:47 PM
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Afraid they are going to tell me not to drive.
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Old Oct 19, 2011, 11:04 PM
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Trying to sort through all the lies and figure out my past...
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Old Oct 20, 2011, 01:07 AM
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can't believe you said no to your own daughter visiting.
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Old Oct 20, 2011, 07:22 AM
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Appt with pdoc today - which I travel a distance to see. Been trying to get my MD to call me for over a week now since he put me on some pain meds and said I had fibromalygia. I have left message after message - saying I have some questions before I go see my pdoc and she can look to see if any med changes are necessary. Do you think he would call me back? No excuse! He has a staff, and nurses, and a PA. I now think he was just placating me. Time to find a new doctor - he's fired!
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Old Oct 20, 2011, 10:34 PM
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Have to play the waiting game now. Waiting for them to call about the MRI and then have to wait to find out the results.
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Old Oct 21, 2011, 12:58 AM
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Idiot art teacher lied to me again... she said the museum was within walking distance. Really? You call 4 hours of walking there and back 'walking distance'? no car no bus now what am I supposed to do with this assignment
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Old Oct 21, 2011, 06:21 AM
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Appt with pdoc today - which I travel a distance to see. Been trying to get my MD to call me for over a week now since he put me on some pain meds and said I had fibromalygia. I have left message after message - saying I have some questions before I go see my pdoc and she can look to see if any med changes are necessary. Do you think he would call me back? No excuse! He has a staff, and nurses, and a PA. I now think he was just placating me. Time to find a new doctor - he's fired!
Saw my pdoc and even she was perturbed by my GP. She was also very
unhappy with what he prescribed to me for my pain. She took his name and number and I hope she chews him out. I'm going to go consult with a specialist instead. And as far as my lab results I've been waiting for...I left another message last night, asking for decent courtesy, even if it's
just an update on the status. I wasn't as polite this time around. I hope I finally get some answers before the weekend.
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Old Oct 21, 2011, 08:38 PM
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Need to stop making mountains out of molehills.
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Old Oct 22, 2011, 02:34 AM
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Wanted to steal a police man's gun and shoot him with it. Yeah not a good day.
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Old Oct 22, 2011, 03:24 AM
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Old Oct 22, 2011, 06:25 AM
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Saw my pdoc and even she was perturbed by my GP. She was also very
unhappy with what he prescribed to me for my pain. She took his name and number and I hope she chews him out. I'm going to go consult with a specialist instead. And as far as my lab results I've been waiting for...I left another message last night, asking for decent courtesy, even if it's
just an update on the status. I wasn't as polite this time around. I hope I finally get some answers before the weekend.
No call back again so I called and demanded to talk to doctor, (on hold for over 5 minutes), and he had the friggin nerve to ask if my pdoc was an expert in this area??????? (depression & fibromyalgia). He then denied any knowledge of a drug interaction - funny since all you have to do is google it. Needless to say, I gave him an education (understatement)
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Old Oct 22, 2011, 10:40 AM
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i just started medication. i hope it dosent make me feel funky
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Old Oct 22, 2011, 01:04 PM
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How do I start .......the depression is becoming worse, anxiety is always present.........had cog therapy several times, nothing lasts........should i seek alternative, or a treatment center.........i am lost, sad, and just so hopeless and unhappy about everything........
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Old Oct 22, 2011, 01:56 PM
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Everything just sucks. Especially life. I suppose I will matter to someone some day, but it will probably be someone I don't have any interest in...like usual.
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Old Oct 22, 2011, 02:24 PM
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Why can't I see myself the way all those kids do?...
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