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Old Dec 18, 2005, 10:42 PM
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thats all i feel like doing. nothings wrong, still, so no need to ask. just..letting it go i suppose...

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Old Dec 18, 2005, 10:47 PM
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is posting here. i come here too much nowadays. i dont like using the subject line
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Old Dec 18, 2005, 11:18 PM
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Old Dec 18, 2005, 11:24 PM
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i feel like i need to. its some twisted addiction
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Old Dec 18, 2005, 11:42 PM
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ty pat. sleepy time for me. work. school. internet. cry. sleepy time. thats my life. woo hoo..goodnight PC...see y'all in the daylight
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Old Dec 19, 2005, 03:41 AM
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being here makes me want a t. funny. so i'll fit in with everyone else. so i can have those "well my t..." conversations. almost makes me want one. but...no.

has anybody noticed, that actually looks at my threads, i reply to a lot of my own messages. hmm..funny. like a conversation with myself..almost makes me feel wanted...

yeah, this whole post is just plain weird. i really should've gone to bed like i said i was going to...

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Old Dec 19, 2005, 06:12 AM
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{{{{{{Kay}}}}}}

Do what's right for you...not to fit in. I've only gone back to a T. after years and years due to being on disability from work and help with those issues.

And I think this time of year is particularly hard, plus with everything you're doing, no wonder you may feel overwhelmed. (I spent the majority of last week crying - no apparent reason...)

*HUGS*
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Old Dec 19, 2005, 12:50 PM
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Old Dec 19, 2005, 03:47 PM
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I'm thinking aqbout you , Kay, it seems like you've been so sad for so long.

I hope you can look up and find the light, it is still there.

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Old Dec 19, 2005, 09:14 PM
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I dont actually want a T. i dont like em. been there done that and he was a jackass. i dont even like talking to people. esp. when they try and make me figure stuff out on my own. why the hell do you think im talking to you if i could figure stuff out on my own?

but ty azalysa (sp?) and tamzin and dj for replying. seems like ive been sad for awhile. but who would know. no one knows me here. you're thinking about me, how comforting. but i should just take your support as it is and stop being such a ****** about it.

i did feel good once, for sometime, sometime this year. i remember that much at least. but it got to be uncomfortable and almost wanted to be down again cause its familiar..funny. well blah..

Kay
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Old Dec 20, 2005, 05:54 AM
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mmmmhhh... hun, just b/c this one T didn't work doesn't mean noone will work out... I had exactly the same experience and it made me run as fas as I could.... until I could run no more. and being sad for so long, really does somewhat become a way of living, but I wonder sometimes, what kind of living is this? you deserve to be happy. you deserve to find a good T if you want one. you deserve to feel good about something and not have to think that that's not part of you as well... it all is, the good and the 'bad'.... (((((Kay)))))))
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Old Dec 20, 2005, 10:28 AM
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but i should just take your support as it is and stop being such a ****** about it.

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In my understanding from my short time on the forums, part of the support is to be able to vent. Those of us on here understand just getting it out, even online, is healthy. And I, for one, don't think you're being a b***h about it - you're going through a horrendous time.

Please feel free to PM me anytime.

P.S. (If I didn't say this before - love your signature!!)

Please...stay safe!!
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Old Dec 21, 2005, 12:47 AM
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dont want one. im 17, not happening anytime soon if it hasnt happened now. no. esp. with dad being military, the psych doctors arent too great around here anyway, and they arent even military. blah. and why do people keep saying about how bad i hurt..im doing this to myself. its my own fault anyway.

just one more word... BLAH

Kay

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Old Dec 21, 2005, 04:23 AM
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