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Elder
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Jan 25, 2012 at 10:02 AM
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I have my strong days, and then a few weak days. Over the past 6 weeks I"ve had suicidal thoughts, and honestly living wears me out. I have things I need to do, but I"m so tired from living that doing those things is hard. And when I feel the weakness, that's when things go the wrong direction. I do ask for help when I need it, but the honest truth is, I hate asking for help, it seems like that's all I ever do.
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Elder
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Jan 25, 2012 at 11:24 AM
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 no prob asking for help. it can help.
__________________ Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle. The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand |
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Jan 25, 2012 at 02:35 PM
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I agree, live is extremely hard. Sometimes even the simplest tasks I feel like I have to push myself to do it.
I have never gotten panic attacks in my life, except for the last few months. I have only gotten about 3 and they were mild. However, I have surrounded myself with good people and that has helped me a lot. I also have trouble asking people for help, but I have felt comfortable telling my friends to be patient with me while I work through certain things. Good friends will do that for you. |
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Elder
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Jan 25, 2012 at 10:35 PM
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Asking for help could mean another hospitalization, and I'm trying not to. The Anxiety has been high for the past 2.5 weeks, and it's getting more excessive. I'm trying to keep it down, but with the tests, and walking by other people, and the thoughts I've had. It all seems to make it worse. I just hope I can get my paper written on the lab that I did not do.... this is going to be hard.
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