[optimize990h]

sleep good but bit on the short side about 6 hours. lacking motivation hoping for a higher mood later today.

[regretful]

A bit "blah" today and mildly anxious. Depression is the undercurrent driving all of this.

Have a lil extra energy this morning mixed with anx so am getting a lot done. I suspect though i will be ready for a nap after the dteaded T appt ... blah.

[Rose76]

I'm in a lousy funk. And inactivity is making my back worse and worse. Maybe I'm really lost.

[feary]

everything is horrible today- fat, old, no friends...feel so worthless and unattractive and like nothing

[whimsygirl]

Felt pretty bad this morning, and now I'm feeling quite a bit better. I think the worst part of this while thing is the feeling like I have no control over my mood. What works one day may not work the next.....sometimes the darkness passes, and then again sometimes it doesn't....and so on. None of us signed up for this, and yet here we are. I pray that there is some comfort for all of us one day.....

[Rose76]

I think I'm only temporarily lost. I am going to go up from here. There is no where else to go.

[konrei]

Happy that my refurbished desktop is working well and it's our late Grandmother's birthday today so mom made pancit, lumpia and bought a chocolate cake.

[Turtleboy]

Toothache and my face is swollen up like a balloon, but still in good form

[MotherMarcus]

Had a busy week. Good visit with Pdoc on Monday. Good dental check-up on Thursday. Mediocre visit at Drs. office yesterday. Blood pressure is too high. Gotta harass my insurance provider to get a physical scheduled. C'est la vie.

[Rose76]

If I make myself do something constructive today, I think that will help a lot.

[whimsygirl]

Many tears today.....

[whimsygirl]

Originally Posted by Rose76

If I make myself do something constructive today, I think that will help a lot.

Same for me Rose......

I relapsed today. I cut myself but it's only small marks. It would be better if I wasn't suffering. I will try not to cut myself. I'm trying so hard to not think of suicide thoughts. I'm looking at a website for people with suicidal thoughts and it's helping.

[MuteMoon]

this is nice ;3 that theres a thread for this.

today i feel frustrated and i dont know where to start coping. and i just feel weird and sensitive. hard to explain. iffy

Back again. I wish I was okay.

I feel fine but half asleep. I hope no one tries to ruin my day. It's great I deleted them two people who are in a relationship on facebook. One of the messages trigger me so badly. I don't like seeing couple messages.

[regretful]

Bouncing between anxious and depressed...

((((Regret))))

SSDD *sigh*

[Lost Lamb]

Hopeless.

[Rose76]

I am coming up out of my funk and I am real glad of that because it is just lousy to be down in it. Mainly, I got to get out of this house and do errands. I am committed to that. At least, now, I somehow feel I really can make myself move forward. Some joint pains have eased up and that helps. I hope others find a way to get there heads above water. It sure can be a struggle for an interval.

[whimsygirl]

Originally Posted by Rose76

I am coming up out of my funk and I am real glad of that because it is just lousy to be down in it. Mainly, I got to get out of this house and do errands. I am committed to that. At least, now, I somehow feel I really can make myself move forward. Some joint pains have eased up and that helps. I hope others find a way to get there heads above water. It sure can be a struggle for an interval.

Fingers crossed for you.....

[whimsygirl]

Started out not-so-hot, but things have been brightening up some....feeling grateful for that

[pandarama123456789]

I suck. I deserve to be alone for the rest of my existence

[Rose76]

I feel way way better than yesterday. Getting out the door was such a really good decision. Ran some errands and feel so much better.