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#27
Jun 19, 2012, 11:11 PM
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Crap as well, it looks like my "online best friend" isn't really there to support me. She thinks I'm an uninteresting person after all of the online friendships we had...
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#28
Jun 20, 2012, 01:00 PM
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I'm feeling tired, angry, useless and sad...
 From what I've read above, I'm glad I'm not alone...as the classic study on depression said, misery loves miserable company. |
| gary290, Jakub, konrei, turquoise4
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#29
Jun 20, 2012, 03:52 PM
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At the beach and in an okay mood. Guess all I needed was some nice, fresh air =)
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#30
Jun 20, 2012, 03:53 PM
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Other than feeling depress and beating my mental self, I feel envious on people who can splurge just for themselves without any problems.
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#33
Jun 20, 2012, 04:49 PM
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#34
Jun 20, 2012, 04:50 PM
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#35
Jun 21, 2012, 05:40 AM
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i am new here. i feel better reading that others allow themselves days to recover/do nothing. i feel guilty all the time, that i'm not doing what i should. i feel my boyfriend won't allow me to acknowledge that i suffer from depression.
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| Jakub, pandarama123456789, Puffyprue, turquoise4
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#36
Jun 21, 2012, 11:46 AM
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I have a wife who gets frustrated with my depression, but she will allow me to acknowledge it. I hope that you can find some relief, get some counseling, maybe see someone for medication, and get well soon. |
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#37
Jun 21, 2012, 12:33 PM
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Miserable start to day. Mans best friend no longer listens to me because my sister decided he should beg and be fed from the table(taught him this despite my protests) Now when I make him wait for leftovers, after myself or anyone else has eaten he paces back and forth and trembles until I let him outside and then he looks for anyway out of my fenced in yard.He always got leftovers after meals not during, I had never seen this behavior until she interveined. I have never harmed my dogs in anyway and mean more than anything to me. All I had was one pet left and now at times it's like I never knew him. Of course if I mention it to anyone in my family it has nothing to do with sister and I'm over reacting.
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#38
Jun 21, 2012, 01:31 PM
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Nervous. I have a job interview coming up tomorrow. Will be travelling to another part of the country for that.
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#40
Jun 21, 2012, 02:18 PM
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Still beating up my mental self.
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#42
Jun 22, 2012, 01:07 AM
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In the past 9 hours, I've gotten a lot worse.
I am just scared of everything. I'm scared of not having a job. I'm scared to go look for one. I'm scared of trying to get by on very little money. I'm scared that there won't even be any money in a few months. I'm scared that my application for SSDI will get rejected. I'm scared that I might deserve to have it get rejected. I'm scared of my doctors. I'm scared of staying alone. I'm scared of the hot weather. I'm scared to turn off the TV. I'm scared to go anywhere. I think I would rather be depressed than be this scared. |
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#43
Jun 22, 2012, 08:08 AM
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#45
Jun 22, 2012, 09:02 AM
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I'm really down but somehow I've managed to tackle already a few things away.
I start therapy on Monday and for the first time I explained my girlfriend what's going on with me right now but that was a sad experience. I should feel better but I don't which hurts even more and I'm tired... I hope next week brings something new. |
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#47
Jun 22, 2012, 11:59 AM
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I am in pain from my back and all I want to do is sleep. Tramadol makes me very tired & I am spending most of my time in bed.
Hope u are feeling less afraid Rose. I also get that way sometimes. PM me if you need to talk. Might not be much help right now.
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No one can make you feel inferior without your consent. Eleanor Roosevelt BP2 Lithium, lamictal, topomax, seroquel |
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#48
Jun 22, 2012, 07:06 PM
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Today was okay, I had a lot of anxiety though. I'm supposed to see people this weekend (T's advice) and it's really making me nervous. I don't know how I'm going to make it in the world if I'm scared about seeing people I call FRIENDS.
Very pathetic 
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#49
Jun 22, 2012, 10:53 PM
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Gee, Group, we've been in rough shape. Someone has to lead us out of this.
I did this weird thing that I do after a bad spell of anxiety. I stayed up aaaalllllll last night. I guess I been awake over 48 hours. I better take my meds Right Now. Else I'll just stay up again. I just have been thinking for 2 days straight. It gets to where I start kind of entertaining myself and the anxiety stops. I think it's like I use up all the energy in the anxiety and it loses power. And I spent hours wrighting an inspired journal entry and I forgot to save it and the computer shut itself off. I'm like stuck in a loop. And I can't spell. But I am too tired to be scared any more. I hope things improve for everybody. I sincerely mean that. 
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#50
Jun 23, 2012, 10:16 AM
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 Hugs for everyone. I'm doing okay today. Glad this thread has returned. Thank you Konrei.
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