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#676
Jun 15, 2014, 05:24 PM
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So tired of being in this depression. Why can't I just be like "everybody" else - - a NORMAL person? I hate myself sometimes . . .
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 Anonymous37855, Bark, herethennow, maddnessreturns, regretful, TheOriginalMe
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#677
Jun 15, 2014, 06:53 PM
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Depressed just trying to survive the night hoping I find someone to talk to on here or somewhere. Terrified of going back to work tomorrow.
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| Anonymous37855, Bark, Mindful55, Nammu, TheOriginalMe, tickledviolet73
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#678
Jun 16, 2014, 07:32 AM
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Incredibly disappointed in myself for allowing my ex to do what he did while extremely angry at him but still in love with him = argh = will be trying not to burst into tears at work. Still stuck in bed - waiting until the last minute before I have to get ready. Overwhelmed with all the tasks at my job that I need to do because it is impossible to concentrate.
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| Bark, Nammu, TheOriginalMe
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#679
Jun 16, 2014, 08:13 AM
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Attended a support group for families of alcoholics this Saturday, it's been a long time since I attended one, but I feel like I need to. I have a feeling that my son is going to crash and burn soon.
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| Anonymous445852, Bark, TheOriginalMe
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#680
Jun 16, 2014, 10:56 AM
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i just cannot seem to get past these feelings of "blah"...Depression, as newgal has so clearly identified, is a tiring waste of time. I wish I had a normal life too. Days like today I feel like it is just not meant to be. I feel like I'm just existing...
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| Anonymous37807, Bark, Nammu, TheOriginalMe
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 Downintheblues, lizzyjb, pisces22
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#684
Jun 16, 2014, 02:49 PM
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Broken hearted.
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| Bark, dandylin, TheOriginalMe
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#687
Jun 16, 2014, 03:58 PM
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more deep depression - - so what's new? Just want this to all go away, all of it. It's not fair I have to feel so crummy all the time. Getting nervous about my husband going away Thursday - Monday to Canada fishing. I'm happy for him because I know he loves it, but worried that my feelings of loneliness and sadness will be amplified. I think it's a legitimate concern. Very hard to just stay in the day.
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| Bark, Nammu, TheOriginalMe
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#688
Jun 16, 2014, 04:20 PM
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Well me and my cat have been bonding alot lately since he has been staying home because of the rain. It sometimes feels like he's my only friend.
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Diagnosis: Bipolar Type I w\ psychotic features, Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder Medications: 0mg Prozac (Thank God), 10mg Zyprexa, 100mg Lamictal XR (for now may adjust as needed), 2mg Klonopin  |
| Bark, Nammu, TheOriginalMe
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#689
Jun 16, 2014, 05:42 PM
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Feeling calmer and more relaxed than for a long time. I changed my bedding for only the third time this year.
 I still haven't laundered the bedding from last time though. I even vacuumed my bedroom, only the second time this year. I didn't vacuum the whole room, just the bits of the floor that are visible and not covered in bags of stuff. I didn't dust either. That was pretty much my whole day taken care of, it took forever to do it, but I managed and that is a start. |
| Bark, Nammu
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| Bark, tigerlily84
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#690
Jun 16, 2014, 05:50 PM
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Quote:
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
| Bark
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#691
Jun 16, 2014, 05:59 PM
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   Hello to everybody who's suffering depression right now! It's a horrible dark, dank, nothingness place to be and don't I KNOW IT! I've just come out of a six month's hell of suicidal depression. iT'S SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO AWFUL! I'm very relieved to be OK now, OK is absolutely fine for me, I can still go out and do my stuff. My arms go out to all of you who are suffering right now. XXXXXXXXXXXXX |
| MotherMarcus
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| Bark, birdpumpkin, dandylin, Downintheblues, lizzyjb, MotherMarcus, Nammu, regretful
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#692
Jun 16, 2014, 06:41 PM
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I'm doing ok. I'm surviving. I functioned ok at work today. I just need some sleep I'm so exhausted.
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| Bark, dandylin, waggiedog
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#694
Jun 17, 2014, 08:14 AM
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Feeling very anxious and down. Sad. I want to go back to last year when my life was good...
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| Bark, Nammu, regretful, waggiedog
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#695
Jun 17, 2014, 10:16 AM
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is away on vacation. feeling quite in the moment, which is good.
but bad thing is that i brought along my si materials -_-. hoping to not have a use for them.
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"The is no better exercise for the human heart than reaching and lifting others up." - John Holmes herethennow: This ward is a prison! dx: recurrent MDD.
Wardmate: No.. here's not a prison. *points to brain* Here is. |
| Bark, Nammu, waggiedog
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| Bark
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#696
Jun 17, 2014, 10:17 AM
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Just like birdpumpkin said..."I want to go back to last year when my life was good..." I cannot believe that this depressing life is mine. I want to give it back...
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| Bark, birdpumpkin, waggiedog
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| Nammu
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#697
Jun 17, 2014, 11:01 AM
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Okay I want to go back like regretful and birdpumpkin this time last year was the best I was in probably 10 years hate being so down and out again especially when it really does not make sense to me why I am there I am fighting it but it is so exhausting at times which makes it tough to fight
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| Bark, birdpumpkin, Nammu, regretful, waggiedog
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| waggiedog
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#698
Jun 17, 2014, 11:06 AM
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Not a bad couple of days. Weather here has been gorgeous. I've been out and about.
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| Bark, tigerlily84, waggiedog
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#699
Jun 17, 2014, 12:35 PM
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| Bark, waggiedog
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| Nammu, tigerlily84
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#700
Jun 17, 2014, 02:46 PM
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Not good. Getting strong urges every night. Saw pdoc today and she 'officially' diagnosed me with OCD in the form of intrusive thoughts, magical thinking, perfectionism and mental rituals. I'm sick of having all these mental illnesses labelling me and i wish they would F off.
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| Bark, Nammu, waggiedog
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