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So down that each time I write, I delete.
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#427
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PTSD possible bipolar Meds: propranalol 20mg 2x's(blood pressure), lamictal 300mg, seroquel 100mg, effexor 75mg, sprycel 100mg (CML, chronic myeloid leukemia), iron supplement, multivitamin ![]() |
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#429
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Why am I so unlikeable? I try to be nice to other people, I do my bit, but I'm invisible and unheard. I've tried so hard, what have I done wrong?
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#430
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You haven't done anything wrong. It is only how you feel. Is the ****** depression who talks. I am sure you have to be a great person. Hug.
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![]() nakitakunai, TheOriginalMe
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#431
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Still waiting for that day when it starts to turn around for the better, but feeling like I'm stuck in this rut and I keep on sinking deeper and deeper...
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![]() Anonymous37807, dandylin, herethennow, RunningInTheRain
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#432
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T appt. this morning. I haven't seen her in 2 weeks. so much to tell her. Feeling a bit anxious
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![]() herethennow, regretful, RunningInTheRain
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#433
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Eh, it's Wednesday, at least it's one more day closer to Friday.
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#434
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It's ok today. I want to go outside and take my dog to the park but it has rained everyday.
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#435
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Feel sad and lonely. Was very anxious earlier til I had a good cry. My mom's in the hospital. Don't know when she's coming home. Will be a week tomorrow. My dad and sister get to visit everyday. I feel left out and that they'd all be okay without me. Feel everyone would be okay without me actually but maybe my cat. The hospital is an hour away, and I can't get there myself. I only drive locally. They don't ask me to go with them because I have a son in school. So instead I hear nothing at all all day long, wait on a call later... Thought she was coming home yesterday and waited to hear something til I finally called going on 7:00. It's a possibility she may today but have no idea, and yeah, have heard nothing at all. Just feel so tired of life right now. Had a fire in December and lost everything, including my 10 dear cats. Have suffered with anxiety and depression since. Lost our goat of 11 years last week, the day my mom went into surgery and I didn't get to go. Would like something good to happen for once. Would like some good news or something. Would like to smile and feel joy again.
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![]() herethennow, RunningInTheRain, TheOriginalMe
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#436
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Same here, I have so much to talk about.
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#437
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Awfull day. I was about to write on a false facebook profile that I have, that I am the most hatefull person on the face of the earth. I hate myself so much right now.
But I was writing it in a way I was the one who could read it. What the hell? I can say it here, here there will be perhaps someone to read it. And not me just talking to myself. I feel so much like a failure right now. ![]() |
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#438
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#440
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I'm really glad that I got to spend some quality time with my sister-in-law and niece today. We went to a park for a picnic, during which time my sister-in-law and I talked briefly about my depression. She's a very good listener and such a sweet person. I'm lucky to have her in my life. We also ran a few errands, then I came home and did some weeding. All in all, it wasn't too bad of a day. I really wish that I would have more days like today, but I know today was the exception to the rule of the boredom and loneliness my depression has me stuck in most days . . .
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#441
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![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Hello dear friends. I'm so sorry some of you feel bad, my hand and heart go out to you constantly. Don't push yourselves at the expense of your health, be that physical or mentally. We have to put our own well being at the fore front. I have a listening ear and a broad shoulder. HUGS n HUGS n HUGS 100 times! ![]() ![]() ![]() |
![]() lizzyjb, RunningInTheRain, smmath, TheOriginalMe
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#442
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I feel empty. I also feel confused. I don't know why though.
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#443
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Today could have went better, sometimes it feels like everything I ever work for is all in vain, like nothing ever gets accomplished.
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Diagnosis: Bipolar Type I w\ psychotic features, Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder Medications: 0mg Prozac (Thank God), 10mg Zyprexa, 100mg Lamictal XR (for now may adjust as needed), 2mg Klonopin ![]() |
#444
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Today is crap. I shouldn't be here. I've cried like five times in the last five hours. Even therapy today didn't help.
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Everyone wants happiness, No one wants pain, But you can't have a rainbow Without a little rain. I am attempting recovery from depression, social anxiety, self harm, suicidal ideation, and some crappy life stuff. The last time I self harmed: 3/17/14 In therapy since: 1/13/14 I threw my blade away on June 6, 2014. ![]() I'm always happy to help. Please send me a message if you ever need to talk about anything. ![]() |
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#445
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Bad day.
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#446
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#447
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Hi nevergoodenough, I'm so sorry that you had to hear such insensitive words. If a person says something like that, then you're better off without them. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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#448
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So freakin' stressed. I need to know if DH is getting a second interview. I am so afraid of getting my hopes up, because I then have to worry about dealing with the fallout when what I want to happen doesn't.
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#449
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Well it's just another day of misery...no major problems to report, but just depression. It's so maddening to have known what it is like to be "non-depressed" and be unable to grasp that frame of mind again...I'm lost...
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#450
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Second interview today. Didn't sleep well last night though again. I just can't stop thinking at night.
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