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#1
Jul 23, 2014, 07:21 AM
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Just want to die. Finish it. Complete. Be no more.
I don't know how to control it any longer. Stupid people. Stupid world. Last edited by FooZe; Jul 23, 2014 at 12:28 PM. Reason: added trigger icon |
 ak482, anon20141119, Anonymous100141, Anonymous200265, ArtsieLady, Bluesday, bubbles00, Fuzzybear, gma45, James511, JustTvTroping, Momentofclarity, musicformyears, regretful, Rohag, SeekerOfLife, sunnyday, ToeJam, waggiedog, Wysteria
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#2
Jul 23, 2014, 08:28 AM
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((((((((( Idiot17 ))))))))))
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Jul 23, 2014, 08:29 AM
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| Momentofclarity, sadstricken
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Jul 23, 2014, 08:42 AM
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Hang with us ID10T
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman Major Depressive Disorder Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun. Recovering Alcoholic and Addict Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide. Male, 50 Fetzima 80mg Lamictal 100mg Remeron 30mg for sleep Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back |
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Jul 23, 2014, 08:48 AM
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I am sending positive vibes your way, which I hope will ease your pain. You are not alone. We are here for you. PM me if you want to talk.
 ((((((((((((((((idiot17)))))))))))))))))))) Big hugs your way also!
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#6
Jul 23, 2014, 09:31 AM
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Hi Idiot17, Please hang in there. Talking this through with someone supportive is the best way to handle this. We're here for you.
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#7
Jul 23, 2014, 11:32 AM
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(((((Idiot17)))))
I know you always say no, but I'm gonna ask anyways. Is there anyway you can get help? Do you feel that you can keep yourself safe? Because if you can't you really need to talk to someone/call a hotline/go to the hospital.... Please stay safe, we care 
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#8
Jul 23, 2014, 11:49 AM
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 nor the memoreis. Thats just my thoughts... if they matter :S.I wish you well! You can pm me if you want! Stay safe...and.. bnla bla bla all the normal stuff you know..  
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| healingme4me, regretful
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#9
Jul 23, 2014, 02:01 PM
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you aren't alone in feeling like that. Wishing things would be different, change desperately but feeling trapped and isolated apart from real life and hopeless. I want to empower myself to change but I feel things are really challenging. I am in a dark place at moment too. But what would ending life solve? How would it help?
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Jul 23, 2014, 02:04 PM
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Jul 23, 2014, 05:01 PM
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Its the illness talking not you. I've been able to keep going for 7/8 yrs battling with illness and experiences stressful circumstances. I've been really rock bottom, in really dark isolating place, feeling like ending life but something guides me, protects me. We deserve to life well and not be badly affected by negative people. Be in charge of your life. That's what I want. Not to feel powerless, empty, trapped, alone, suffering a lot, afraid...I want things to change for me which means I have to be self motivated, willing, determined, courageous, and open minded, creative and curious, trying out new things, challengin self.
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#12
Jul 23, 2014, 05:51 PM
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Thanks all for your replies, means to me that there are others out there that can understand and relate. Though I would wish that on no one.
Secret and Celestial_Thoughts: You asked if there is anyone I can speak to. The only real person I would go to at this point being that it's so bad is unavailable. She just got married and is currently honeymooning. So no I can't go to anyone. The days are just getting progressively worse and I feel like I'm at the limit. I can't take any more. |
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#13
Jul 23, 2014, 06:07 PM
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Sending hugs and strength...I just wish I could do more!
((((idiot17)))) |
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Jul 23, 2014, 06:50 PM
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Please stick with it! My pm is always open if you need to rant/offload... just writing down the thoughts, feelings and emotions can be very therapeutic and can help transfer them from your head to paper. In my thoughts, TJ
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Jul 23, 2014, 06:51 PM
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Idiot, I sit here and think you are such a wonderful person. You have always been so kind and helpful to me when I feel I am in my worst moments. I wish there was something I could do here and now to help you. Please call someone, a helpline, or go to a hospital. Keep posting to us. Please hang in there and stay safe. Sometimes we are surrounded by stupid people and a stupid world. But there has got to be hope. Hang in there with us.
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Jul 24, 2014, 04:17 AM
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You aren't alone in how you are feeling at moment. I'm in pretty dark place too.
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Jul 24, 2014, 04:20 AM
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I wouldn't recommend going to emergency department at hospital cos I had bad experience of staff when I went when I was feeling suicidal. I was forced out after waiting long time at hospital. They don't understand mental illness . It could make you worse if you go.
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Jul 24, 2014, 04:33 AM
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It isn't the world that is stupid it is the people in the world. I totally understand what you are saying. Please feel free to message me if you need to. Stay strong!
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Jul 24, 2014, 09:38 AM
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((((((((Idiot17)))))))))
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Clara Hope is definitely not the same thing as optimism. It is not the conviction that something will turn out well, but the certainty that something makes sense, regardless of how it turns out. Vaclav Havel |
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Jul 24, 2014, 09:54 AM
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How do you feel now? How is it going?
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Jul 24, 2014, 04:37 PM
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Got to work later then what I planned and the downward spiral started right there. Wasn't able to concentrate on anything headaches and nausa prevailed and barely accomplished anything......Need I say more.....feeling of quiting life is just getting stronger. I have felt like this before but at that point I was in school so I had some authority on me and more structure. |
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#22
Jul 24, 2014, 04:42 PM
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Are you in therapy?
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Jul 24, 2014, 04:47 PM
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Jul 24, 2014, 04:59 PM
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Checking in to see how you are doing. Get some rest and find something pleasant to distract you. Do consider calling a crisis line or hospital for help. I care about you. Sending love and hugs your way.
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Jul 24, 2014, 07:14 PM
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Can you give your old T a call?
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