Suicidal thoughts, please help....

I'm very panic and I can't write long. I'm sorry if I'm not suppose to confess here. I just had a relationship broke up 2 months ago. And yet I'm still very suffering. Recently, especially this 2 days I really almost tend to suicide. Pls help and I'm sorry everyone if I offended. Please help me, thank you....

Please call your local hotline or 911. Or seek a safe person you can be with until these feelings go away. Stay safe. The heartbreak will pass.

Please hang in there and call a local hotline. A broken heart can be very challenging and hard to get through. But eventually, it will pass. Believe me
After 2 months these thoughts are common. Take your time. Stay strong.

I don't dare to call for hotlines.. My emotions of suicidal came in and out on and off... Plus I still go to work, I am forcing myself to do many things I don't like... Or maybe I should say I'm not willing to or have no interest in everything I'm doing.. Freaking depressed.. I can only bring my whiskey along with me everywhere just to numb myself off a bit and while thinking the feeling that hurts but also comfortable : I really miss her..

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I also agree with calling a suicide hotline. A broken relationship is very painful. I understand you are going thru a difficult time, but the heartache and sorrow will ease in time. Take care of yourself and stay safe. We care about you.

Call the hotline. They will help you. If they want to send help like police or entity let them. I was suicidal when I was manic and called the hotline and they sent police to help. Make the police are CIT trained. CIT is crisis intervention team.

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Thank you so much everybody... I feel so warm and touched. I don't even feel that from the people surroundings me or my friends too.. I'm still very weak but so I'm afraid to end up calling suicidal hotline for help and end up locked in the physiatrics ward.

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Please hang in there. It can be very helpful to call them. If you tell them that you have suicidal thoughts and you are struggling but you just want to vent , they will not send anyone without your permission. They only do that if you say that you commit suicide immediately. You also have chatrooms. I am not sure if they are avalaible in your country, you can search for it? Stay strong

They won't lock you up just for saying you've had thoughts. The hotlines are safe places. You can at least try and see what they say.

Either way, we're here for you. Keep us updated, please.

I found a lot of help from the Samaritans with their email support. You can find them online at Samaritans | Samaritans . Their support is anonymous, and they really do reply to you within 24 hours. I relied heavily on them in the past, and the correspondence, while not therapy, was very...well...therapeutic.

How are you doing now my dear..

Hi everybody, sorry for late updates, thank god I'm still alive but I still feel like suicide always. I did not call up any hotlines because I knew they will lock me up as I had depression sick and I go for physiatrist treatment for bout 5 years. I did tried once last time to tell the physicist when I have suicidal thoughts and she will send me to wards just for precautions purpose. But 1 was the only 1 person which is alert in there. So I don't wanna end up there again. But honestly I still feel like suiciding on and off. Just like right now I'm actually typing this message in my car right now and I am at my ex-gf home nearby trying to stalk her in hope to have a look at her anytime since I travel 5 hours down to South here for company sales work purpose. I did not even stay in a hotel or what. I know I sounds like an idiot and a useless guy. But all and all in the end because I really miss her and I couldn't retract my love to her as what everyone told me to let go and move on but I can't do it. I'm so depressed and sad always. Couldn't work, eat, sleep, and have my daily lifestyle properly just like a normal human. Depressed depressed depraved karma ..... Why..... God, father pls forgive me and let us have another chance pls.... Amen. Thank you everyone for your hugs and concerns and replies. I'm still very sad as I can only think about her and I can't divert myself away for any other things even while I'm working. Sad to say, I know I'm useless. Sorry guys.

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I am so sorry to hear how you feel. Love hurts. Have you tried chatting with a online counselor ? Stay strong ,, you will be fine eventually

Thank you Elin... Your meaning of online counsellor is for suicidal only or for general problems or it can even be for love relationship issue ? Oh yea, is't free ? Do you have any recommendation for me if it's free ? Thank you everyone too. back to you guys...

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You have specific chats where you can talk about the reason why you want to commit suicide. So you can discuss the heartbreak
How are you doing now ?

Suggestions;

Imalive.org
Crisischat.org
befrienders.org.my (malaysian site)
7cupsoftea.com

I dunno what I'm feeling now... I only know I can only use whisky to numb myself off... Though suicidal, pain and everything still exist but I also do go to work and become so tired easily and I slept for 12 hours today and yet still so tired and I still wanna drink to numb off and sleep... I dunno why I just feel like sleeping off and never wake up anymore... I really dunno what happened to myself...?? All I know is I kept asking myself a question: "what is the least 1 reason for me to live on" ? And I couldn't even find an answer for it. Exclude parents and people around me that loves me, I can't find a reason or an answer to this question for myself... That's why I felt so useless, meaningless, hopeless, and so depressed and disappointed with myself...

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I am so sorry to hear how you feel. But the fact that you have people around you that love you, is important. They dont want to lose you. I have added some websites in my last post , you should check it out. Take care xxx

Thank you Elin, God Bless You.

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How is it going?

Sorry sorry sorry everyone.... I'm very depressed and depraved till I dunno what to reply now... My emotions are ups and downs with tears everyday... I apologise and thanks for all who care for me.
Bigbighug to all...

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xxxx

Suddenly feel like dead again....
The only feeling is waiting for death to serve...
Especially when you know she's doing better n better but only 1 thing coz I can't find out anymore things from her since she blocked me from all my social media accounts....

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Can someone help me to add her fb and also don't mind to share the fb account for me to see her only...

Can someone help me to tell her how much I miss her and love her till death...

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