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#426
Dec 03, 2016, 09:09 PM
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Most friends are "posers" be with people who want to see you |
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#427
Dec 04, 2016, 11:52 AM
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I am having a no christmas day today.
i'm not thinking about it, playing christmas music, wondering how i'll cope on the 25th... nothing like that I think I deserve it |
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#428
Dec 04, 2016, 02:08 PM
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It's early in the day for now. I went to a church but I didn't like it right away. I got there ten minutes late (which is what I want to do when going to a church for the first time). I was told that I had to wait outside of the auditorium until the praying part ends. I waited over ten minutes! I got inpatient, so I just left. Came home feeling bad.
I have some things to do today. I'll have lunch and then I'll make my spaghetti sauce. Later this afternoon there will be a meeting with a friend of mine, along with two other women, about starting a group. I'll look forward to giving my ideas on what I think would be good. It should be interesting. Also I plan on a bike ride. I wouldn't go on a real long one because of the things I have to do for today. |
| Angelique67
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#429
Dec 04, 2016, 04:27 PM
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Just feel depressed today... Not feeling great.
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| Anonymous41141
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#430
Dec 04, 2016, 08:32 PM
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I was really, really down earlier today. Reached out to my brother who still hasn't responded. Typical. Was talking to people about my suicidal feelings and got chased off for it. So, I've just been dealing with things on my own and it sucks. But what am I going to do.
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| xenko
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#431
Dec 05, 2016, 12:04 PM
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Starting to become more depressed, but hopeful with regard to the coping tools I usually use ...
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| Clara22
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#432
Dec 05, 2016, 04:51 PM
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Feeling depressed and bored today.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin "Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha  |
| Clara22
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#433
Dec 05, 2016, 05:19 PM
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I've been in 4 hospitals in 18 mths including Johns Hopkins. I've concluded that depression is not curable. I've had everything thrown at me at these horrific places. I hate lithium. I can have very brief moments (1-2 minutes) where I feel extremely empty and horrible. They didn't prepare me to feel strange when I got home after having ECT.
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Forget the night...come live with us in forests of azure - Jim Morrison |
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#434
Dec 05, 2016, 05:40 PM
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#436
Dec 06, 2016, 12:03 AM
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Had some ups and downs today. Was pretty busy at work and I was feeling alright when I was busy. However, my finances now are a disaster. I got a medical bill just recently that's much higher than I thought. I thought that it was a mistake and I called about it. It's not a mistake! I really don't have the money for it. And also I don't have any money in my checking account now, but I get paid tomorrow. One insurance company that I pay premiums for told me that they had performed a transaction to my bank to receive payment on Sunday. As of now the transaction has not happened yet. If it happens before I could get money in the checking account, then I would have to pay an overdraft fee. So that's another blow to me. And then I have to go to traffic court on Wednesday. I got pulled over a couple of months ago because I didn't come to a complete stop at an intersection. That intersection is very dead early in the mornings. It happened right near where I work.
I felt very depressed and jumpy when I got home. But I felt better after a while. |
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#437
Dec 06, 2016, 01:06 AM
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Not feeling great today. Everything just feels so dull and artificial...
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| xenko
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#439
Dec 06, 2016, 07:59 AM
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Once, at a hospital in the US, seeing that I was going to be unable to pay my bills, I called for a social worker then she worked with my health insurance and as a consequence i got reduced bills. I do not know if this is useful for you
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Clara Hope is definitely not the same thing as optimism. It is not the conviction that something will turn out well, but the certainty that something makes sense, regardless of how it turns out. Vaclav Havel |
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#440
Dec 06, 2016, 09:22 AM
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I clipped my dogs this morning and usually I rather enjoy it but today one of them acted particularly bad. It has left me feeling tired and drained. I felt like I could have just beat her into submission. I didn't but was tempted. Just let me say that I don't strike my dogs so this left me feeling guilty just thinking about it. I need to rest now and get my anxiety under control.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin "Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha |
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#443
Dec 06, 2016, 05:40 PM
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Went back to work today for the first time in a week since I was hospitalized for suicidal thoughts.
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Dx: BP2 and MDD Current meds: 100mg Wellbutrin; 200mg Lamictal; 400mg Seroquel at night; Xanax 1mg/PRN; 100mg/PRN Trazodone at night for insomnia Diagnosed in May 2016 |
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| Angelique67
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#444
Dec 07, 2016, 12:10 AM
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I just felt numb and depressed today. No amount of false enthusiasm could really help me shake that feeling.
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#445
Dec 07, 2016, 05:52 AM
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struggling.
my abusive family sent me a christmas card yesterday (putting an end to what was turning out to be a good day) of course, I tore it right up in to little bits- and I through it away, bt ugg. the memories and the issues with it all. I hate it
Possible trigger:
it's messed me up for a while for sure |
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#446
Dec 07, 2016, 10:34 AM
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feeling a little better this afternoon.
I watched mistletoe over manhattan such a lovely uplifting movie |
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#448
Dec 07, 2016, 01:39 PM
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Wasn't motivated to get dressed until 12 today... but on the bright side I'm getting all my paperwork done to go back to college. Hopefully I can get everything in order in time for the spring semester.
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| Angelique67, Takeshi
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#449
Dec 07, 2016, 02:43 PM
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I have taken the day off from work today. I went to Traffic Court early this morning. They told me to take a course online. Well, I signed up for it. And just after doing that, my laptop went down. Looks like I'm going to have to bring it in for repairs again. I wanted to do that course online at home while i have the time.
Also I feel like lately my friend seems to depress me. I've been under some anxiety lately about my finances. I've talked to my friend about it. He feels very bad and seems to somewhat imply that it's my fault that this is happening. He has a lot of money and he's helped me out before. But he seems like he doesn't want to help this time. Fortunately I have an old laptop I can use, but it's very slow. It's better than nothing. |
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#450
Dec 07, 2016, 07:18 PM
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Just really depressed today...
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| Takeshi
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